A/N Sorry it's been a while (a good while) bit I could really get together this chapter. Wanted to make it longer, yet it was rather impossible without making it to clash. Will try to update soon

With all my love

~ sweetiiey ~

CHAPTER 9

~ Beautiful Disaster ~

There was a dead silence in the biggest and most grand penthouse apartment at the upper parts of Port Angeles. Even though the neighbors could have sworn that there had been an explosion months ago nothing could indicate such a thing. Everything was in perfect order in the apartment, the only difference was the bodies that lay on the floor as naked as the day they where born and shimmering light dancing on their skin. It was impossible to know that they were still alive because there were no heart beats coming from the two creatures that should nor shallow breaths being taken nor from the two others only humans would assume would need beats or air to indicate that they were still living.

They were all as dead to the world and the lives they had once known except for the little girl and tiger that lay curled up between a raven haired woman who held raw beauty that the child had come to love as her mother and bronzed haired man who could only be compared to myth she had come to love as a father. They lied there waiting for them to wake from their unnatural slumber – hopping that they would appreciate the gifts they had been granted, and by default their companions too – praying that they would be strong enough to survive the whole process that came with the transformations. It had been draining to use as much magic she had, but as it had been the year of her birth the burst of magic that filled her and Jason – or Iasthai (Latin Means "To Heal") as his true given name was - every twenty human years had just been enough to grant her wish. She knew it went against the law, but she wanted to keep these creatures. She had lost more than she wished to remember the last hundred years since her biological parents had been murdered.

She was feeling her own change together with Iasthai. It wasn't as big as the others, but to her it held a deeper meaning. She would be theirs in every sense and she would belong. She would finally have a home. Taking a deep breath form her new parents she let her heavy eyelids close as sleep yet again enveloped her in its magic.

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Sam was growing more and more frustrated, and if his wolf would let him he knew he would feel anger and almost hatred for his imprint. It had gone weeks since that weird fainting thing happened, screaming that something had happed to Jacob and…his Leah. He suppressed the painful thug in his heart when he thought about his once forever. It wasn't fair that Emily was using his tie to her to force him to stay put in La Push while the other searched for their once pack members. It wasn't right. She had nothing to fear yet she acted as though he would leave her for Leah once he - they - had found her…them. As if he could even if he wanted to. It was stupid, because even if the whole imprint thing would let go he would still choose to remain with her. Inconsiderate of how consuming the wolf spirits feelings – if you could even call them that - were he felt how his human side had grown to love her. She had everything and more that Leah had before the dark bitterness filled her heart and made her the cold person she was now. He understood why his wolf had chosen Emily Young for him even though he could not help but to hold on to his Leah in the corner of his heart.

He knew that he was looking for the old Leah more than the current one – the one he understood less and less for every day he spent with her. Yet he could not help his desire to want to give next to everything just to get her back to hold her and not feel as though he was betraying his imprint.

Not being able to take it anymore he went out and phrased calling the pack for a meeting. He knew deep down that they were all going to tell him the same thing as they had every other time he had called them back.

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Leah felt…weird – that was the only way she could put it. She was sweating with heat, but at the same time shivering with cold. She felt like she was flying yet stuck on the ground unable to move. Why couldn't she breathe? And why was her chest felling so hard and heavy? She felt the panic rise. She tried to remember what had happened before she was drowned in this endless darkness - or was it blinding light?

Jacob had been...sleeping…no he had been playing with…Jasper? They where…they where…wrestling for the remote control – or something - while she…was brushing…or had she been…No, she had been trying to teach…while Ayah was…argh! Bone breaking pain drowned her thoughts and overshadowed any pleasant feeling she might have had before. The pain of her first phrase was nothing compared to this. For a split second she was about to give in and let the pain kill her, but a flash of Ayah and… She let out a tortured scream that would have been heard all the way to the deepest depths of Africa if it hadn't been silent. Suppressed by the amount of pain she felt she was the only one who could hear it and most of all feel it. When darkness and true unconsciousness filled her relief flowed though her veins as a summer breeze – like a sweet lullaby.

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Esme could not deny that she felt more at ease when Edward wasn't around. Even though she had the security of the bond it unnerved her every time she felt the less than split-second rush of lust Carlisle felt Edward whenever he did something that could be considered sensual – which was unfortunately more often than not. But right now when they couldn't sense the golden boy of the family – foremost when Carlisle couldn't – and their black sheep it was growing more and more worrisome - more so for every day Alice could only receive a migraine like syndrome when she tried to see them. They had even resorted to having search parties together with the Denali family, but there were not even trails left of them except one of Edward that only confused them further, and which rain eventually washed away. For the first time since they had come to Forks they cursed the weather which had kept their secret, and not once helped them find those they longed for only succeeding to drive them further apart.

At the second month when Alice had been forced to take Bella away and turn her before the girl accomplished to kill herself with her growing self hatred and blame – neither helping the situation – they had reached a point where they weren't below enough to ask for the shifters help only to find out that two of their members had also gone missing.

It was mortifying for creatures – monster – whom had prided themselves at being better than the other to have to decrease into begging (not so directly but none the less begged) for the others help to find one of their own.

It was wrong.

It was humiliating.

It was disgusting.

They had already done it one time to many times with the Newborn war with Victoria...but to do so again for members of their families who could as well be dead by now was far more than either of the parties prides could handle. Yet they did for the vain hope that they instincts were for once wrong.

A/N you are aloud to harass me if I take too long to update again because I know how much it sucks with clifies when you are the reader :P