Sparks words
June 27th
"Luke...uh...I didn't really know him well. Not at all really. I talked to him a few times I guess. Kinda funny kid. But now, looking at him lying in that padded piece of wood... I wish I woulda talked to him more than I did. Tried a bit harder I spose. I just kinda have him a passing glance, but that definitely wasn't enough I could have tried much harder. I could see how bad he was hurtin but I didn't do anythin to stop it. That's what really hurt me about this whole thing. I think if more people tried a lot harder, he coulda been saved. But no one really paid him much mind, the poor kid. We didn't see how bad he really had it. Figured he was lucky to be alive and moved he didn't move on, did he? He got trapped in the past and it's regret and guilt. And when he couldn't take it any longer he just took the matter into his own hands. Paws? Whatever.
The point is...life...it's fragile. One mistake can turn everything upside down, and until it's happened you don't really see it coming. And you don't realize it's gunna happen either. It just does. So, if I got the chance, what would I tell Luke? I would tell him I hope he's happy...where ever he is now. I don't know what happens after you die but I like to think it's better than livin. So, then. Where ever you are Luke, I hope your with James, where you belong. Right by his side where you always where. I never really talked to the two of you, but if I saw one of you I always saw the other. You where inseparable! In hindsight, I guess it's no wonder you where hit the hardest. You where given to him when he was a kid,but he basically raised you didn't he? It's sad to see the both of you gone now, but least your together. In fact, Riley and jack got everything set up. Your gonna be buried right beside James. Next to his spot. To his left, where you always where. Laughin and playing ball. Well..I hope now, your laughin again. I haven't heard you laugh in a long, long time. But now I bet where ever you ended up, you for plopped right down next to that tall, lanky boy named James. So, have fun you two. Well miss ya."
