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Hey guys! Nothing too insane happens this chapter, but i think it's hella cute. Might answer a few questions, hope you enjoy!

Dean shifted around uncomfortably in his seat, "Uh what is it? Do you know those names or something?" he looked around anxiously when they didn't reply right away. But he made sure to look right at Roman for help.

"They.. I've only ever heard about them a few times. i don't think they're good people" Roman squeezed his hand a bit.

"Then why the fuck did they do this to me?" Dean raised his voice and pulled his hand away. "Out of everyone in this stupid town. Why me? Why did they have to go and make MY life worse?" his chest was heaving as he tapped at his collar bone. "Dean calm down" Roman tried to grab him but Dean was faster and moved away, off his chair. "So what, basically i'm going to be drinking blood everyday just to keep living but now every full moon i'm gonna turn into a fucking werewolf?" he was babbling, too heated to think about what exactly he was saying

"Dean go upstairs" Cass' voice shut him up. He looked like he was going to protest but obliged anyway, stomping his way up the stairs and into the bedroom.

Carmella moved to sit beside Roman, resting her head on his shoulder. "It'll be okay.. he'll be okay." she whispered

Roman nodded and sighed into his hands. "Maybe i'll go and try to find the guys who did this to him" he mumbled. Cass and Enzo shook their heads, "Rome that's dangerous and you know it"

"What else is there to do? Maybe i can find them and figure out what to do with Dean. Like fuck, we don't even fully know what he is because this literally never happens." he looked down at his hands and frowned. He knew he needed to take some time to actually think this through.

"We can try to figure it out.. i don't want ya doing something ya might not come home from.." Carmella furrowed her brows, "Dean wouldn't be able to handle that"

Roman groaned and eventually nodded. Kissing the side of her head, "I'm gonna go check on him"

He slowly walked up the stairs, hearing choked sobs coming from the master bedroom. Knocking on the door, there was a quiet come in from the other side. When he opened the door, his stomach dropped. Dean was almost cowering on the corner of the bed, a pillow clutched to his chest. His face pink and puffy. Roman closed the door and crawled to him. "Don't cry" he whispered.

Dean refused to make eye contact with the wolf. "It'll be fine. We'll figure this out" Roman wiped his eyes.

"I just.. why me? Like being a vampire is bad enough, now i'm both?" Dean bit his lip and looked up finally. Trying his best to hide his sniffles. "Well that's called a hybrid. but we don't know if you're that exactly.. you need to understand it doesn't happen very often so we have no experience with handling them. But i can give you my blood. It wouldn't hurt you"

Dean made a face and scrunched up his nose. He didn't know how to respond to any of that. Roman put a hand on his knee, trying his best to soothe him. "Do you wanna go?"

"Yes please" Dean put the pillow down and moved closer, wrapping his arms around Romans neck. The immediate comfort was what he needed right now. "Is it okay if we go to Dolph's quickly? I told him we'd stop by and there's someone who really wants to meet you" Roman mumbled into his shoulder.

"Okay" Was Deans only response. Until he looked around, then at the bed. "How do all three of them sleep here? This bed is tiny" while he was trying to be serious, Roman burst out laughing. Dean leaned back and gave him a soft smile. Once Roman calmed down, Roman pecked his lips. "Come on we better go" he got off the bed, bringing Dean with him.

When they got downstairs, Cass, Enzo and Carmella were still waiting at the table. "I think we're gonna head out. Gotta stop at Dolph's place" Roman put his shoes on. "Okay well call us if ya need anything else" Carmella hugged him before moving over to squeeze Dean.

"Thank you again. For helping. It means a lot" Roman looked at Enzo and Cass.

"No problem dude, always here to help"

X

They were in the car on their way to Dolph's house. Dean was trying not to be nervous but he just couldn't shake the anxiety. Roman could tell just by his body language how uneasy he still was. Reaching over, he grabbed his hand, which Dean squeezed in return. But he didn't even bother looking over, he was too busy staring aimlessly out the window.

Roman parked the car in the driveway, and looked over at the blond. "We won't stay long, i promise." leaning over, he cupped Deans face and placed a kiss to his forehead.

The Samoan basically had to drag Dean up the stairs, and held onto him so he didn't run away when he run the door bell. Dolph answered and smiled immediately, "Finally. Come in" he stepped out of the way and patted Roman on the back. Dean barely smiled at him, instead he ducked his head and grabbed onto Romans arm. Dolph frowned and shut the door. "Is everything okay?"

"Could be better" Roman half grinned. Sasha came running down the stairs, barreling into him. Roman grunted, "Hey my girl"

"Hi Rome" she mumbled and wrapped her arms around his waist. Glancing over, she finally noticed Dean. "Is this him?"

Roman nodded, chuckling when he eyes completely lit up. She let go of him and went to stand in front of Dean. Sniffing the air around him a few times. "You're so cute!" she gushed, reaching up to pinch his cheeks. Dolph covered his mouth when a laugh escaped his lips and Roman pinched the bridge of his nose, a soft sigh escaping his mouth. Dean actually laughed as well. "Awe and you even have dimples! Come sit with me" she grabbed his hand and led him to the living room.

Dolph and Roman watched her drag him away, they both snorted. But things quickly got serious, "Rome is everything okay?" Roman just turned back to look at him and shook his head. "Is Dean.."

"He has wolf blood in him. Dude i don't know what to do" Cass suggested that i just keep feeding him mine.. you know to even out everything. But he also suggested that i drain him of all the blood in his system" Roman whispered, Dolph's eyes widened as he crossed his arms. "I don't know what to say Ro. But i guess that explains a lot"

"Yeah and uh, last night he may have met Randy" Roman scratched the back of his head

"Are you serious? How?"

"He came by, found us in the woods.." Roman made sure to leave out exactly how he found them. It was awkward enough with Randy, Dolph didn't need to know as well.

"Well at least he didn't attempt to kill him. Come on" Dolph shook his head and went to the living room. Roman following close behind.

Sasha was currently sitting in front of Dean, talking. It was obvious that he was actually paying attention to everything she was saying. Roman smiled and went to sit beside him on the couch. "So what did we miss?" Dolph asked as he sat by Sasha.

"Nothin. We were just talking" Sasha grinned

"So how are you feeling?" Dolph was almost scared to ask as he looked at Dean with a raised brow. "Mentally or physically?" Dean shrugged a shoulder.

"Uh, both?" Dolph cocked his head

"Well i guess my head is in a better place, but i'm feeling okay. Not in as much pain. At least not right now" he sighed, not even wanting to look over at Roman. Knowing he'd be frowning at him. "Well you'll feel better soon dude" Dolph patted his leg

"Hopefully" Dean chuckled weakly, glancing at Roman who was just staring at the floor, lost in thought.

"So what did you guys do last night?" Roman finally asked, when he felt all eyes on him and got uncomfortable. He didn't want to be the cause of awkward silence. "Not much. The usual. We went over to the other side of town, it's actually really nice out there" Sasha pulled her phone out of her hoodie pocket. "Randy just texted me. He's wondering where we all are" she chewed on her lip and looked up at the men.

"Just tell him we're here" Roman shrugged. She texted him back and put her phone away. Noticing how Dean just looked.. distracted and upset.

"Sasha, do you know of that guy named Hunter?" Roman suddenly asked

"The vampire? Yeah. Well remember that guy i was talking about, Finn? I'm pretty sure he said he runs with that.. uh group sometimes. Why?"

"Do you think you cold get his number from your friend?"

"Probably. I'll text him later." Sasha was confused, Dolph was shocked and well Dean.. he was now giving Roman a death stare that made his blood run cold. "I'm sorry" he mumbled and kissed the side of his head. Dean had to bite down a snarl that was rising in his throat. "But we better go. I gotta feed him again. I'll call you later" Roman stood up, taking hold of Deans hand and walking to the door.

Dolph and Sasha looked at each other and shrugged before walking over to meet them at the door. "Well it was great to meet you, Dean" Sasha hugged him tightly. "Take care of yourself bro, come by anytime" Dolph playfully poked him in the chest while Roman hugged Sasha goodbye. "Make sure you call me" Dolph looked up at Roman.

They left and got into the car, "Wanna come back to my place?" Roman started the vehicle. Dean mumbled out a quiet little sure. The whole way, Dean didn't say a word. Roman didn't know if he was mad at him or if just was just still thinking about everything he had been told in the past few hours... and Romans asking for Hunters number in front of him wasn't his best idea ever. He was mentally kicking himself in the ass.

When they got back to Romans, as soon as he stopped the car Dean got out and walked up the front steps. Roman groaned and got out to follow him. He was waiting by the door, getting twitchier by the minute. Roman glanced at him and unlocked it, pushing it open so the blond could go in first. When Roman walked in and closed the door he turned some lights on. "So are you gonna talk to me?" he was almost positive he'd regret asking that

Dean sat down on the couch and stared at Roman. "Please tell me you're not going to go and find those guys Rome"

"Dean.. i need to try and find out what happened" Roman walked closer to him

"Like you said.. they're dangerous. I can't allow you to risk anything.." Dean frowned, pulling him onto his lap. Earning a little squeak to escape Romans lips. "I can handle myself. I promised you i'd help you and this might be the only way" Roman swept a hand through Deans hair

"But.. i'm sorry for getting you involved in my shit" Dean sighed. His fingers toying with the bottom of Romans shirt. Roman leaned forward to kiss him, which Dean happily accepted. Moaning softly when he felt Romans tongue slide into his mouth. Roman smirked and grabbed onto his hands, lacing their fingers together. Deans phone ringing ruined their moment, both groaning when they broke apart.

Dean rolled his eyes when he answered it, "Yo"

He and Roman were still staring at each other intently. "Hey dude" It was Sami.

"Oh hey dude, what's up?" Dean raised a eyebrow at Roman, raking his free hand down his side. Roman gently rocked his hips, just trying to annoy Dean.

"Not much, so how did everything go last night?"

Dean had to bite back a groan, much to Romans amusement. "It was alright. I'll drop by later and tell you about it if you want. But i have to go, i'll text you before i head to your place" Dean said quickly.

"Okay, sounds good. I'll see you later"

They hung up and Dean tossed his phone to the other side of the couch. "You are horrible" Dean teased, grabbing Romans hips. Roman just smiled, obviously proud of himself. He bent over to kiss Deans neck. Sucking on it gently, making the blond wiggle underneath him. His hands moving to hold onto Dean's waist. "We should stop before we get ahead of ourselves" Roman whispered into his ear. Dean just nodded and moved his head to kiss Romans lips again, nibbling on his bottom lip,

"Are you gonna head over there soon?" Roman pulled away slightly to look at him in the eyes.

"Yeah, but can we nap first." Dean yawned and leaned back on the couch. "Yeah you can sleep for a bit, let's go to my room" Roman got off his lap and grabbed his hand. Pulling him upstairs and into his room. Dean looked around momentarily before sitting on the edge of the bed. Roman chuckled to himself and closed the curtains, letting it go nice and dark. "Lay down, make yourself comfy" he looked over his shoulder.

Dean nodded and went to the head of the bed to lay down. Pulling the blanket back for Roman. The Samoan got in beside him and rolled over. Dean was already laying on his belly staring at him. "Sleep. I'll wake you up in an hour" he moved closer when Dean nodded and closed his eyes. Roman managed to doze off as well, he knew he needed the rest. Dean just looked so peaceful whenever he slept. Like nothing in the world was wrong.. like just a few days ago he wasn't a monster.

X

A little over an hour later, Roman turned to Dean. "Wake up baby" he ran a hand through his hair , gently cupping the back of his neck. Dean mumbled something under his breath and opened his eyes, only to be met by Romans soft gaze.

"I was having a good sleep" Dean whined, shoving his head into the pillow.

"I'm sorry, but we gotta get up" Roman smiled and sat up.

"I don't know how long i'll be at Sami's place" Dean stretched his arms and looked down. "Well if you want to come back later, you can" Roman rubbed his thumb over Deans knuckles softly.

Suddenly the room started spinning and Dean felt sick to his stomach. Quickly getting off the bed, he ran to the bathroom. Ignoring Roman who was currently calling his name. As soon as he got in front of the toilet, he fell over and started heaving out everything that was in his stomach.. which was really just old blood. Roman was by his side quickly, rubbing his back.

Once he was finished, Roman flushed the toilet and grabbed a wash cloth. Wetting it before wiping his mouth off. "Do you want some more.. You need to recharge" Roman whispered

Dean gagged at the initial though, but eventually nodded his head. Roman looked like he was going to say something else, but kept it to himself as he stood up to go downstairs. Luckily there were still a few bags left in the fridge. When he got back up stairs, Dean was still leaning up against the tub, his knees resting up against his chest.

Roman sighed and sat down beside him, handing over the bag. Dean took it and just held it for a few minutes, staring at it like it was poison. Roman pursed his lips and looked down at his hands. The didn't say anything as Dean started drinking the fluid.

"Hopefully you can keep that down" Roman mumbled finally. the silence itself was deafening.

"Same, that was brutal" Dean shook his head and lowered the bag, putting it beside him. "I don't know if i can keep doing this Rome. I really don't care what happens to me now" Dean muttered under his breath. Romans head shot up to look at him, "Don't say that shit Dean" he hissed

"Well it's true! I always did my best to stay alive for Sami and Seth. I never had anyone else. But now.. i don't know it feels like this is life's way of telling me i should just be gone" Dean stood up and walked out of the bathroom and away from Roman. He just groaned and went to follow him, "Ambrose talk to me"

"What's there to talk about" Dean sat on the bed again

"Why do you talk about death like it's nothing? You can't let yourself think like that. It's so fucking toxic" Roman tried to calm himself as he sat beside him.

"Well i just don't care anymore. This is killing me. Literally." Dean turned to him and crossed his legs. 'I don't want to have to drink blood to survive. I don't want to have to constantly worry about hurting the ones i care about. I feel really good sometimes. Too good. And it's terrifying. Then there's you. I've already lashed out at you how many times? Like fuck i don't remember any of it. I wanna know what the fuck is inside of me" Dean was getting himself too worked up. His chest rising and falling too rapidly.

Roman got worried, knowing what would happen if Dean started freaking out completely so he calmed him with a kiss. Dean sighed and grabbed the front of Romans shirt. All Roman could taste was blood.. which was gross but decided to ignore it. Deans lips felt so good against his.. he wouldn't trade this feeling for anything.

When they pulled away, Roman leaned closer and nuzzled his face into the crook of Deans neck. They stayed like that for a few minutes before Dean finally spoke up. "I think i should get going"

Roman nodded and pulled back. "Are you gonna come back after?" he placed a few little kisses to Deans shoulder and moved up to kiss his face. "Do you want me to?"

"Of course i do. I'll be home, probably just gonna call Dolph to come over and keep me company" Roman shrugged a shoulder and let go of Dean so he could get up. "Okay. I'll go get changed" Dean pecked his lips quickly and got off the bed. Roman went to get his phone to text Dolph.

-Roman-

Hey, you busy tonight?

-Dolph-

Nah. Why?

-Roman-

Come over later?

Roman put his phone on the charger and sat down, waiting for a reply.

-Dolph-

Sure.. but i'm with Randy, can he come too?

Roman read the message and rolled his eyes.

-Roman-

Sure, as long as he doesn't give me any shit

-Dolph-

I'll tell him. See you later

Roman nodded to himself and put his phone down. Dean came out of the bathroom fully clothed again. "Okay i let Sami know i'm on my way" he put his phone in his pocket and stood in front of Roman. "I'll drive you" Roman tugged at his belt buckle. Dean smiled and pulled him up, "Come on"

They went downstairs and out the door to Romans car, Dean buckled himself up. "You'll have to show me where he lives" Roman said as he started the car. "Okay, he lives like 5 minutes away from me"

Dean held his hand out, Roman looked at it and smiled before taking hold of it. Dean hummed and looked out the window. Roman just chuckled to himself and drove. When they arrived at Sami's place, they noticed an extra car in the driveway, it made Dean nervous and Roman could tell. "Do you still wanna go?"

"Yeah i'll be fine. I'll call you when i'm ready to leave" Dean squeezed his hand and closed the space in between them giving Roman a quick kiss. "I'll be fine" he reassured him and got out. Roman stayed there and watched until Dean into the house before driving away.

X

"Finally" Sami rolled his eyes and pulled Dean into the house

"Sorry dude" Dean shrugged and took off his coat. When he went into the living room, it was empty. But he sensed someone upstairs. So he sat on the couch and waited for Sami who was in the kitchen. he brought them some cups, filled with the red liquid Dean hated so much and sat down beside him.

"So you were just with him, hey" Sami mumbled

"Yep" Dean replied flatly. All he could focus on was the presence upstairs.. mad at himself he couldn't get the scent of who it was.

'So how did last night go?" Just as Sami asked, Jimmy came walking downstairs. Dean snarled at him, Jimmy just chuckled and held his hands up in mock surrender. Sami rolled his eyes and turned back to Dean, "he invited himself. I'm sorry"

"Nah it's okay. I don't care" Dean shrugged, trying to relax again. Deciding that he won't tell Sami just yet.. not with Jimmy around.

'Oh i hope you don't mind.. i invited Seth over" Jimmy sat down on the recliner and crossed his arms. Making direct eye contact with Dean. He wanted to get under his skin. And it worked. Hell him being around was bad enough.

Deans eyes widened, "You fucking asshole"

Yay for cliffhangers.. LOL. Okay just a heads up, from here.. the chapters are gonna be getting pretty intense.. so get ready. I hope y'all enjoyed this chapter! Remember to review and let me know what you thought/any predictions!