Say- One Republic
Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
I hate him. Why did he do this? Aoi, how could you? You promised you would never. Never do this again, but you did. And I caught you. Just like last time. When I seen you with him, just like last time. I could feel my heart breaking. Just like last time. I didn't want it to be over. I promised myself that if it happened again, I would leave.
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Well I am, but it doesn't make it any less painful. Would you have told me? Would you have said that it was a slip? That I wouldn't happen again? Just like last time? Always like last time.
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
Did you love me, Aoi? When we first met? Like you said you did? Or was it a lie? Was I only a toy? Brought around only for your amusement? Did I mean nothing all along?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted
Maybe so, but I loved you. More than you could ever understand, I loved you. I still do, and I may always. But you'll never know that love. Because in your mind, and that cold heart, you could never understand what love is.
Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
It was always like the last time. But this time was different. You came after me. I didn't expect that. Still, I ignored you.
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold
I went about, packing my things; tried to ignore you as you started taking things out of the suitcase.
Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
"Please don't leave," you begged. I looked up at you sadly. Why were you asking this of me? It was you who did this. It was you who chose him over me. Would you get the same love from him as you did from me? I doubt it.
And a place to rest
My head
I took my bag downstairs to my car. It was upsetting and I was crying now. But I didn't want you to see. You weren't worth my tears. I tried lifting the heavy bag into the back, but it was too heavy and I couldn't do it.
Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
I tried again. I just had to get out of here. I can't believe how weak I am right now! Just as it was about to fall again, I saw your hands reach out and grab it. I looked up at you surprised.
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it
"I understand why you're leaving," you said quietly, "and I just want you to be happy. You deserve someone so much better than me…"
Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
I stared at you in shock. I wasn't sure if I should still be angry at you, or take you into my arms and give you one last change. I chose the obvious answer.
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold
I hugged you tightly, crying into your shirt, whispering my forgiving words. I could never let you go, no matter how many times I tried to leave.
Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
And until the next time this happens, I'll try my hardest. Yes, I knew there would be a next time. That's just the way you are.
I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
You can't control yourself or what you do, but I still love you. Just the way you are. My Aoi; my beautiful, wonderful Aoi.
