a/n

yay I'm back.

Well, this story got lost for 2 months. I needed to open my file one by one to find it.

Aw~ I still suck at my grammar, I believe. Moreover, I can hardly choose the best words so Akashi and the others didn't OOC too much.

Oh. My story is not betaed again. My beta readers have lot of something to do. Poor me T^T

If you want, you can help me fix my errors. Arigatou ne~

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-ending chapter 8-

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"Like I thought, you don't know that issues. Well, you never too attached with this world and the light full days always cries on you after all." Drop his crossing hand, an evil smirk adores on his pale skin. What for this smirk comes to?

"What did you talk ab—?" Glaring at Killua, releasing a murderous aura, I cross my arm, stood unwavering, before something I never expected come. Killua pulls me to his strong arm and with quick move he pins me to the wall. "What?" I shout to him full of surprise as try to push his body away. But I can't. It seems I'm underestimating his strength too much. And without wasting more time, Killua grab my two wrist, rewarded by my gasp, and pushing them up above my head; locking them with only one hand whilst his other hand cupping my chin, tilt it.

Fear stirs my stomach as our eyes meets, I look at his dagger eyes and unconsciously trembled. I urge myself to calm down. I am Akashi Seijurou and I don't allow to have fear or afraid; especially to my underling.

However, I can't deny the fact this is my first time to be trapped in such as helpless position and situation. Then for the first time, I realize that Killua is so strong, so manly.

Oh shit...

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Chapter 9

"See? How easy I get you and lock you there." He strengthen his grab make me wince and escaping a soft groan, he continues what he does, laid further on my body. Licking my cheeks to my earlobe then bite it rough to earn my gasp and yelp.

"Stop it, umh Kill." I am not sure why I use a weak sentence. Maybe I cannot stop something that get turned with whatever Killua's does.

"Stop? Are you sure?" A smug smirk patterns in Killua face. Still hold my hands up, he kisses my forehead gently, down to my lips and stay there for a while, ambushing my virgin lips to force me not answering him.

"I want to give you some advice, Sei. Listen to me. First, based what I do to you, I believe you aware so well the fact that you can't push me. I just out my 40% strength! Oh God, you must train more. Second, you easily gotten captured. Though it's your men that you talk to, don't believe in them so easily. You never knew if they had intense motive, no? Last, your face right now... Shown how vulnerable you are. It's so priceless. It can't be helped because this is how you are. But you know... Your fragile, vulnerable body though your strong appearance, make you looks so cute. So perfect to be an ultimate uke. That's why you have lot of secret admirer, which want to make you theirs. Do you understand your situation in, Sei? You are too weak for your own good. Sei~jurou~kun~" He whispers seductively make me shuddered.

Without give me time for answering back nor registering what he said, Killua hand slip under my shirt. I get shocked. My expression adorns a smirk on Killua's face; he looks happy and excited. Before realizing what he will do, I feel Killua finger exploring my backs slowly, force me to escape a low moan. His touch! Ugh! His cold hand touch drives me insane! Moreover, when his bare finger dance in my chest and stop in my nipple, circling there, I feel so dizzy and lost my mind! This new fond sensation... This overwhelming pleasure... No! I can't take it. No!

"No K—ah! K-kill! uhn S-stop it." I never beg once; but now I'm begging! I can't stay calm any longer. This is too much! I'll insane for sure! I do struggle hold my pant. His skillful hands make my state easy to break. Its betrays me so badly. I am panting now. Moaning then gasping like a fish. "Kill... ah s-stop... I-I have ungggh someone I love the angh most ahh~~"

As if he don't hear me, Killua kiss my neck aggressively, nibbling here so hard make me groan loudly as one of his finger trailing down to my wristband and stop in my bulge. Playing with it, squeeze it till I crying pleasure loudly.

"Kill... ah no... no... umhh p-please... no more... kill... ah.. Killua!"

Killua stops abruptly, he tilts his head up staring at me, deeply. Then he releases my hand to step back. It seems my last tone made me know that I didn't pleasant with what he did. Absolutely did not!

Rubbed my sore arm, I glare at him. Inside, I feel so embarrassed with his treatment. What does he think he did earlier? It's like he want rape me! He tried rape Akashi Seijurou! Fuck!

"I just give you some advice."

"While you did take an advantage with my body? Don't kidding me" I raise my voice in anger. Did he know what I felt?

"If I truly want to, I won't release you and take your virginity afterwards"

I keep my mouth shut. I know what he said is true enough though I try to not give an agreement and still glare full hatred to him. Hell! Giving him agreement is same to acknowledge how weak I am. "It's for your own sake Sei. I see lot of painful moment more than you do, you know. I live in underground activities since my birth. And you just step in here 5 months ago. You still not know well this world."

"Oh. So confident, don't you?"

"I had dragged some people who dear to me to this world and make them lost his live after all. Is it not a good reason to be confident? You never feel what I felt. You never live like I live.

"... But there... Back then... My friend's death... I admit that was all my fault. I left them behind and prefer to choose took an adventure with my sister. I am too easy to track till some powerful American's mafia realized they were not in my care anymore. They kidnapped them then, tortured them so badly to get me. Yup, they got what they wanted the most. I stepped in their base in rage just to look how awful Gon, Kurapika, Leorio be. They crawled with a giant chain that could null nen and tortured physically, mentally. Worst they raped with the disgusting tentacles machine.

"I let out my wrath seeing my friends like that of course. I killed their entire kidnapper with my own hand. In the end, yes I could eliminate them, but the price... Aluka, my sister, died. She tried to cover me from gun shoot, and my friends... truthfully, they were no longer live when I came.

"I became helpless. Can't face my parents, I went to nowhere. And one half year after, I met you. You didn't care and still not care with my past and tried to comfort me, remember? From that day on, I know you become precious one for me. You must know that I do not want to experience loosing someone twice. That's w—

"I'll never get killed or tortured." I cut him there and stare with an annoyed glint. He speaks too much. He is not a talkative person I believe.

"Oh?" He looks at me, his eyes tell an amusement. As if he don't expected me to say that.

"It's because you will teach me more to live in this kind of world. Train me and make me invincible. And as long as I am not fully powerful like you, you will protect me." It is demand. I ask him to do so and I know he knew it well. He became my friend since my second year in middle school after all. "However it wasn't meaning I'll tolerate what you did to me earlier. I still will punish you." I add to remind him I am not forgiving type.

"Haha. I thought so." A grin curves in Killua lip. And it's make me twitch. He knew I will get angry and still did that? Is he writing his death warrant?

"Good. At least you have a brain to think, Kill." I swing my body, turn my back to him as I say, "So, for your punishment, I want you to cross dressed and go around Tokyo while lurking out our enemies."

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"WHAT?" Killua yells out of loud in disbelief. Though I don't see him, I can tell he blinks his eyes loading and entering forcefully what I said to his small brain.

"Don't make me repeat myself. You aren't deaf." I move my feet, I use my calm face and stern tone.

"Cross dressed? Are you sure?" As I thought,, Killua's following me. I let a smirk out while hear his dissent voice.

I really enjoyed his dumbfounded look. Tough I am not as strong as you, you need to rethink what you want to do next time. I never will give soft punishment for the one who humiliated me.

"Yes. Yakuza, mafia or whatever it is, indicated with pervert man. Ask Lenalee to give you a dress and go around, seeking our enemies. I'll wait your report." I hold my laughter, press it down, and pretend nothing fun or nothing oblivious at all. Although actually I enjoying Killua's stupid look now.

"Wait. Sei! You want me to seduce them? Are you insane?"

"Do it or I'll kick you."

"What?"

"You heard it."

"You are so evil Sei!"

"Who said I am not?"]]

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Note :

Killua Zoldyck — HxH

Aluka, Gon, Kurapika, Leorio – HxH