I had to run, I needed to, I would run & run until my lungs gave in, until my legs collapsed until I found Jacob. He ran into the forest just where was he now?
I didn't care about the freezing rain hitting my skin or the branches cutting me every time I ran into them, because there was nothing more that could possibly hurt me more than the pain my heart was going through right now!
My legs were numb, my lungs gasping for air & sore from the lack of oxygen in them but I had to find Jacob, I had to grab him back to mine and tell him how stupid this was that he couldn't leave me, then he would turn around and tell me I was right & that all this was stupid & that he wasn't going anywhere not without me at least.
The branches continued to hit my skin & I now had a gash flowing with blood on my neck from where a branch had cut it open. The wind & rain was freezing my skin & my body was psychically emptied of all my energy, but none of this I cared about I just had one thing to do to find Jacob & carry on running.
My body was screaming at me to stop but my brain wouldn't listen, I couldn't listen I wouldn't listen to its desperate pleas. The strain on my legs was getting worse I could feel them beginning to collapse underneath me but I refused to give in, refused to let Jacob get away from me, my heart knew he was long gone but I refused to let this stop me I had a glimmer of hope he would come back a glimmer of hope that he realised how stupid this was. His soft, long hair and sweet, innocent, gorgeous smile get away from me. Tears began rising in my eyes and flowing down my cheeks. Realisation hit me... Jacob was gone and there was nothing I could do to stop him going. My legs buckled beneath me and my lungs ferociously began breathing to get back the oxygen they missed. With the little energy I had left I crawled along the floor & lunched myself against a thick oak tree. I didn't care about the pain or even the rain that was still continuously freezing my skin. All I wanted was Jacob my Jakey back.
His face was permeantly in my mind, his soft tender lips kissing my skin so softly, his warm rough skin touching mine stroking my cheeks.
Then I started getting flashbacks
Jacob's soft manly hands were doing up our two bikes so that they were actually ride able. I leant down to kiss his head & then went flying over a spanner. He caught me perfectly in his warm comforting arms "Bells you know your going to end up seriously injuring yourself one day." With that he leant down & kissed my forehead his warm breathe on my head always felt so nice.
It was a boiling 30 c day. We were in a field I was bare foot & the pack were playing football except this was werewolf football this was dangerous for normal person who couldn't heal within 15 seconds. Quill was tacking Embry then the ball went flying & I was on the floor with Jacob on top of me. "Sorry Bells but if I hadn't tackled you, you would've got smashed in the face with the ball. Love you" With that he lent down & started kissing my lips before I knew it we were embracing. Then the pack started to howl, idiots!
"Bella, Bells Are you here? Where are you?" My eyes immediately snapped opened, it was Jacob he had come back for me! "Yes I'm here Jake" With what little energy I had left, I jumped up and started running towards Jake through the cutting branches. I opened up the last branch that I would need to open to see his face again. His rough gorgeous face. I pushed past the braches & my heart sank & crushed even more then it had already. It wasn't him it was Carlisle Cullen one of Charlie's closet friends.
My knees gave way & I fell to the floor, my heart now in splinters again. Carlisle shuffled me up into his arms. "I've found her. Bella are you hurt? Has anyone hurt you?" I managed to shake my head slightly. "She's ok just a couple of cuts & she's cold." This was such a lie I was far from ok, I was completely devastated & heart broken.
Before I knew it we were out the forest. It felt like I had gone much further then this. I heard Charlie's voice but nothing made sense to me it all seemed like a massive blur. I felt the warmth of a house, it was my house then I let my body collapse & relax onto the sofa.
With the blurriness getting worse I decided to close my eyes & let all the pain & tears wash over me. I could see the last ever image I had of Jacob Black the werewolf Jacob in my mind with my glittery gorgeous necklace around his ankle. With my last amount of energy I whispered "goodbye Jacob I will always love you no matter where you are!"
