Disclaimer: I don't own Charmed, only this idea, and part of it isn't even my idea, because I got the idea off of something in America's Next Top Model! Ok, I'll shut up now...

Yes, so new story. I've been holding back tons of ideas (some of which I'm glad I haven't written down because they suck!) but now I'm ready to burst! I have to get this one down on paper (or Word) because it's burning a hole in my brain. So, here's the FULL summary.

Summary: They don't know my past. They know nothing about me. They call me names and outcast me, but they have no clue what I've been through. They never will. And I watch him laugh and joke and have fun and I remember the last time I did. The last time I had fun. But does he have the slightest idea that he is the only one I want to see when I wake up? The only one I live for?

This is an excerpt from my wonderful latest story.

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I gulped. The nerve of some people. Of course, he probably didn't think she would be here. She'd never come to one before. But being so close...it made her heart ache.

"Well, hi Kyle. Is, um, what's his name...Glenn here?" I asked. He was staring at me through frightened eyes. He knew that he was the one person I knew I hated with all of my body. He was, and Glenn, the only person I knew I could kill and not feel guilty about it.

"Uh, yeah. We're watching my cousin play. His name's Leo." My blood turned to ice. Leo? Related? To...Kyle?

"Oh, Leo? Really?" I was starting to tilt. This person, this man, had turned my life to hell. They had released him and Glenn on a technicality. I had screamed and yelled and cried and fought and everything I could do, but they wouldn't hold them in jail. Even though they were the last people that should be on the streets. But I couldn't bring that up here. I could bring it up with Leo though...

"Yeah. My dad's sister is his mom." I nodded, not really listening. I felt my lunch lurch in my stomach. I had to find Leo. "Glenn and him are fine buddies." Prue was glancing at him, but staring behind him, at a football player flirting with Nicky. I rolled my eyes at Nicky, but turned back to Kyle. Phoebe was staring suspiciously at him, glancing at me.

"Would you excuse me? I have to," I gulped in air, trying to wash down the lump in my throat, "find someone." Kyle nodded eagerly, then seemed to scurry away. Phoebe turned to me. "I'll be back." Phoebe looked worried.

"Are you alright? How do you know him?" Phoebe brushed a strand of hair away from my face. "Ex boyfriend, ex friend, family enemy?" I shook my head. She'd never guess. I held up my finger, and slipped away.

"I'll be right back," Prue said behind me. I heard her feet shuffling forward, then the chainlink fence wiggle. I went to the boys locker room. This is where I'd start. I glanced inside and saw his friends, Mark and Dylan inside. I also saw Mike and Chase in here. Chase was talking about Phoebe, but I didn't listen. Leo was not in here. I breathed in and called out.

"Does anyone know where Leo is?" I let go of my breath. Nicky. I saw Mark whip around and stare dreamily at her. The blonde haired evil "thing". "Do you know where he is?" Dylan rolled his eyes at Mark and shoved him before acknowledging Nicky.

"He went to the water fountain. He just left," Dylan said. Nicky glared at him when he turned then stomped out. Mark stared at her receding butt, then shoved Dylan back. I had to reach Leo first. I raced (thank god in sneakers) to the water fountain I knew Leo would use. Nicky thought it would be the closest, but I knew better. He onyl drank from one water fountain, the coldest one. From what I know, no one else knows that. When I reached the water fountain, I did not see Leo clearly, but I saw his socked feet. I went over.

"Leo?" I called. He looked up. His eyes widened. "I saw your cousin Kyle." Leo's eyes flickered with recognition, but I knew his mind was elsewhere. "How come you never told me you were..related to him?" He didn't say anything. "Leo, answer me. I know you're mad, I know-"

"You're different." I shied away from this. I was different. I didn't like being different from me. But this was the old me-the good me. Not that black me. "Why?"

"That's not why I'm here. Tell me about Kyle." His eyes flared with anger.

"Oh yeah, go ahead Piper, date Kyle 'cause he's so great, and totally forget about me. I don't care, but I'm not telling you anything about him. Find out on your own!" I opened my mouth. Obviously Leo knew nothing about his cousin. And my anger started building. Actually all the anger built up in me for years fizzled, throughing some lava.

"DATE HIM? Why would I go anywhere NEAR him? You obviously know nothing about your family. I can see where you get it. Have you no clue, or just denying your precious 'great' cousin can do nothing wrong? Well, I'll tell you something. He's far from great. He's far far away and will never be good or great or anything. He's no where near it. And you can lose your temper with me, but there is no way that I'm going to stand here, trying to get an answer from you, and ask you about someone I hate for a reason like that." Leo was pressed against the wall in shock. "Now you can give me an answer and tell me why you never told me."

"Why do you want to know?"

"Just answer the question!"

"Not until I get an answer. Why do you hate Kyle?"

I didn't hear the many footsteps behind me. "I want an answer, and I want it now!"

"Why do you hate my cousin?" The footsteps had stopped.

"Not only him. What about Glenn? How come I never heard about him?"

"So now you like Glenn!?"

"I hate them both! Now give me my answer." Leo scoffed and sighed in frustration.

"I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU'RE ANSWER!" he blowed. I glared at him. "Why do you hate my cousin and his friend." I erupted all the way.

"BECAUSE THEY KILLED MY SISTER! They are the reason I can't stand to wake up and face reality. They raped and murdered my baby sister, my best friend. She was just fun for them, but she was more to me! THEY ARE THE REASON I CAN'T STAND TO LIVE! THE REASON I ALREADY TRIED TO END MY LIFE! How could you not know that?" I heard gasps around me. I turned and saw nearly the entire school. Prue and Phoebe were wide-eyed. I turned back to Leo. He was mirroring them.

"Piper, I-"

"I don't want to hear it. 'Oh, I didn't know,' 'Dont' get mad at me!' Well I'm sick and tired of excuses. I'm sick and tired of you. Do you not realize you broke my barrier? You made me happy! You brought me back. Can you not see that? I started baking with my mom again! I knew Paige was watching me, smiling. But all you could think of fun, just like Kyle and Glenn. You used me. What happened to kid I made mud cakes with? The one Paige and I ganged up on when it came to water balloon fights? The one that played cheesy jokes on me, then chase after me through the wet, mowed, green lawn? The one I considered my best friend? Because I miss him. I fell in love with him."

"The show's over!" Leo growled at the crowd. Nicky broke through.

"Leo, don't listen! She's just trying to get attention from you!" I turned on her. She looked scared.

"You think I lied about all this? I would fake someone's death? MY sister's death? Well I've got something to tell you! FUCK OFF. You take pleasure in people's misery, and in the real world, not highschool, you'll be alone. You think you're so great, but I know better. If you want to mess with someone's life, do it somewhere else, because I'm through with just standing around listening to your whiny voice insulting me." Nicky stepped back in astonishment. She was the only one left. She slinked away. I looked back at Leo. He was standing up, staring at me.

"Piper." That's all he said. Then he turned away and followed the crowd. I tried to name the emotion in his eyes. I sighed and sank to the ground. I had done it. I had stomped on the rest of my barrier. I was free.

As I thought of that, I found the emotion.

Love.

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