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Disclaimer: Meyer owns the story that is Twilight. sadly no matter how much i wish i wont own it... ENOUGH OF MY RAMBLING!
ON WITH CHAPTER EIGHT!!
I woke up in my room in the middle of the night. I sat up and my kids were sprawled across the bottom of the bed. I was supposed to be angry with them but couldn't. They were just looking out for me, whether or not it hurt others.
I made my way out from under them and went downstairs.
"Oh!" I gasped as I saw the Cullens sitting in my living room.
I looked at the clock in the kitchen and it read 7:00. Ugh, I still had to make dinner and do my homework.
"We wanted to make sure that you were okay." Alice murmured, worried.
I smiled and nodded. "I understand. Are you hungry? I have to make dinner for the kids." I already knew their answer.
"No thanks." They all said together.
I smiled and made my way over to the kitchen.
When the smell of spaghetti and meatballs filled the room, I decided to sit with them.
"So why'd you come to Forks? If you like fast cars you should've gone somewhere where –" I cut myself off when I saw their faces fall.
"Did I say something?" I asked, trying to sound as if I didn't know.
They shook their heads and I listened to their thoughts.
Emmett
I can't believe my little sister isn't here to tease this time around. Edward you know this is your fault for making us leave her again.
I growled mentally at that. Is that all he could think about? Teasing me?
Jasper
I can't take how everyone here feels, now! I know how much you all miss her! I miss her too, okay! Just please at least try to keep you emotions under control! Edward's this is entirely you fault!
I knew Jasper would feel horrible with this but to this extent! I never thought that was possible! Everyone was so sad!
Rosalie
I miss Bella. There's no one to be angry at here. At least no one who will do nothing about it or try to make things better. I miss our weird relationship! Edward THIS IS ENTIRELY YOUR FAULT! You took away one of my sisters!
My mind froze for a minute. Rosalie, who always shown hate for me, missed me? Oh god, the apocalypse is coming!
Alice
Edward you did this! You made living here hurtful! I hate you! How could you do this to us!? To me?! Do you not care about what you did to her? You made her die on the inside! She was dead the moment we left her! Do you not care? She loved you! She was your soul mate! What could've possibly have gone through your mind when you thought leaving her was the right idea? When has leaving her been a good idea? You know what it did to her the first time! Why, huh, why!? Did you want her to die or did you expect her to just wait again? Edward if she had waited, she would be on her deathbed right now! You KILLED my best friend! You love to torture both yourself and me don't you?
I froze as I heard Alice's thoughts. She missed me more than anyone did that was definitely clear. I felt my tears pour over. Alice would be crying her eyes out if she could. She wanted nothing more than to cry. She wanted people to know how much misery she was in. It wasn't fair that Alice had to feel this because of me.
Then there was Edward.
I KNOW OKAY! I KNOW! You all don't need to yell at me! I know what I did was wrong! I miss her! I wish I had never done that! I wish I could take back that day and not have left! I wish I wasn't so stupid! I loved her and now I have to pay because of it! So don't tell me how much you all miss her! I know already! So just, shut up! It hurts me more than you can imagine when someone thinks about her!
I felt myself blush as my tears slid down my face. Edward missed me so much! He knew that leaving me was a mistake as soon as he did.
Everyone looked at me curiously.
"Bella what's wrong?" Alice asked, coming to sit next to me.
I shook my head and cried into her shoulder.
"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hurt your feelings." I cried.
Alice patted my back and said, "Bella it's not your fault. We were just remembering an old friend. We really didn't want to leave her."
I nodded and wiped away my tears.
Suddenly I heard hurried footsteps, skid and a thump. I got up franticly and watched my don and daughter detangle themselves from each other.
"You two… What did I tell you about running? You two know you two end up tripping downing the stairs. Seriously it isn't a race to see who can get to me the fastest!" I said picking them up and putting them in their seats.
"I'm perfectly fine so quit worrying and eat. After that I want no excuses and you two have to do your homework." I growled pouring them spaghetti.
They scowled but nodded.
The Cullens had followed me into the kitchen and looked at me confused.
"They're only three. How do they have homework?" Edward asked in a voice with pure curiousity.
"They maybe three but they're in an advanced school for gifted children. Right now they're learning certain things even I don't know." I said in envy.
They keep learning about things I didn't really care about.
"Interesting, like what?" Edward asked fascinated.
I smirked. I was going to have fun with this.
"Well, E.J wants to become a surgeon when he grows up so he's researching about the history of Forks surgeon in the past 60 years." I smiled as they froze.
"What about Nessie?" Edward asked in a strained voice.
"Well Nessie wants to become a writer so she's researching Shakespeare and other famous writers." I smiled turning back to the stove.
I wasn't going to eat. We were going to go hunt after they left.
"Interesting… are there any writers in your history?" he asked suddenly.
I dont know if you could call that a cliffy or not but thats chapter eight!
i'm a bit downhearted that not that many people review.
after i put up chapter 9 (I promised that i'd put them up in 3 or 4s) i probably wont put up anymore until i get more reviews.
i want at least ten. that isnt too much to ask is it?
welll see you in chapter 9!
