A/N: so this chapter didn't pop here last Sunday... and I feel terrible... I am such an idiot :D
But like, seriously, I caught really high fever because of this damn weather in Finland :( and I have been pretty much as half death under my blanket, so... and I am still sick and I think I am coughing my lungs out here :P
But Eraman thank you your offer from that help to my Swedish test. But sadly I noticed your message like, umm... yesterday? I am stupid I know, but the test wasn't so hard :) I think I did good... But seriously I am sorry that I didn't notice it sooner D: Once again, I feel awful :(
Enjoy the story~ and bow in front of ABBA! and by the way, this chapter contains flashbacks :)
You Found Me
Chapter 9 - I Won't Give Up
"And he is alive!" David exclaimed and clapped his hands as Thad walked to lounge, spreading his arms. Thad walked to their table and sat next to Jeff and David. "Damn I really thought you was dead", Blaine joked and Kurt hit his arm.
"No, but almost", Thad sighed, rubbing his shoulder. "That was one of the most awful things what has ever happened to me", he added seriously and took his juice class.
Thad took now a better look at the table and saw that something was wrong. "Where's Wes?" he asked cocking his eyebrow to David. For response he heard a snort from Blaine and giggle from Kurt.
"What?" Thad asked slightly amused and looked at the pair. Blaine just pointed behind himself and the council member looked at the pointed way, eyes widening.
Wes was sitting next to Richard at the other table and smiling broadly at the blond warbler. Richard grinned down at him and wrapped a hand around the Asian boy's shoulders.
David rolled his eyes as Thad looked surprised. "Okay, how long was I sick? What I have missed?" he asked and let out a small laugh.
"Jeff?" Thad whispered and the blond boy turned around from his desk, to look at Thad. "What's up?" he asked quietly and eyed at their teacher, who had her full attention to her computer.
Thad bit his lip. "I need your help after the class", the shorter boy said and Jeff frowned confused. "Yeah, okay I guess…"
"Good", Thad said and then turned to look behind himself at Blaine. "I need your help too."
Sebastian patted Nick's shoulder and Kurt's shoulder and the shorter brunet turned around along with the taller.
"What is it?" Nick asked. Sebastian looked at their P.E. teacher and then back at Nick, grinning.
The shorter boy's eyes widened. "What?" he asked warily.
"I need your help guys", Sebastian winked. "After the class."
"So? What?" the blond warbler asked and sat on Thad's desk, while Blaine sat next to Thad's desk. Thad crossed his arms. "I did something… really awkward last night. And I need your help."
Jeff blinked few times. "Do I want to hear?" he asked, not so curiously and gritted his teeth disgusted. "Oh my God! Why are you telling me this?!"
Thad blushed. "Shut up, Jeff!" he hissed. "I need help with the fucking song!"
"A song?" Kurt said, tilting his head and crossed his arms. Nick frowned confused.
Sebastian nodded. "Yes, with the song", he said smiling. "To Thad, I think… he kind of told me about his feelings last night."
"Wow! That is really- wait, kind of?" Kurt asked, confused and blinked few times. Sebastian sighed and rubbed back of his neck. "Yeah, he thought I was asleep but I wasn't… so I heard him."
Kurt nodded slowly and Nick grinned. "Well, Bas", the shortest started. "I think that is amazing. What kind of song?"
Sebastian chuckled. "Well, I was thinking…"
"…Mamma Mia", Blaine suggested. Thad cocked his eyebrow. "Really? Abba?" the council member said. Jeff narrowed his eyes. "Do you have something against Abba?" the blond asked.
"What? Of course not! I love Abba, but… why that song?" the boy asked, turning back to Blaine. The hazel eyed boy smiled. "Well, I think that song fit yours and Sebastian's situation right now."
Thad thought for a moment and bit his lower lip. "Okay. But I don't think those first sentences fit our relationship?"
"But else does?" Jeff said cocking his eyebrow.
"I love that song!" Kurt exclaimed and Sebastian grinned. "Well who doesn't?" the taller boy said obviously.
(Sebastian, Thad, Kurt & Nick, Jeff & Blaine)
I've been cheated by you
Since I don't know when
So I made up my mind
It must come to an end
Sebastian pointed at himself and turned to the door, walking out of the room.
Look at me now
Will I ever learn?
I don't know how
But I suddenly lose control
There's fire within my soul
Nick and Kurt walked each side of Sebastian.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything
Nick opened the lounge door and the trio walked and singed their way right to public place.
Mamma Mia
Here we go again
My, my, how can I resist you?
Mamma Mia
Does it show again?
My, my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?, Sebastian shook his head and sighed soundlessly.
Mamma Mia
Now I really know
My, my, I could never let you go
Thad rolled his eyes, since Jeff started the music from the stereo. But started to sing and got up from his desk.
I've been angry and sad
About the things that you do, Blaine looked at Jeff, who looked back. They both started to walk after the council member as he walked out of the room.
I can't count all the times that
I've told you were through
And when you go
When you slam the door
I think you know that you
Won't be away too long
You know that I'm not that strong, Thad shook his head and turned around, so he was walking backwards and facing Jeff and Blaine.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything
Mamma Mia
Here we go again
My, my, how can I resist you?
Mamma Mia
Does it show again?
My, my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma Mia
Now I really know
My, my, I could never let you go
Mamma Mia
Even if I say
Bye bye, leave me now or forever
Mamma Mia
It's the game we play
Bye bye, doesn't mean forever
"Well?" Jeff said and wrapped his arm around Thad's shoulders. The shorter boy smiled and shrugged. "Maybe I can deal with this feeling."
"And you are going to be a big boy and tell Sebastian?" Blaine joined in and cocked his triangle eyebrow to his friend. The council member rolled his eyes, but nodded. "I guess I can tell him."
"You are going to sing this to him?" Kurt asked as he, Nick and Sebastian sat to the table. Sebastian bit his lower lip. "Maybe not? I need something more emotional… Jason Mraz's I Won't Give Up", the brunet said snapping his fingers. Nick groaned. "You don't need a damn song to that, Sebastian…"
"I had to agree with Nick", Kurt mumbled. "I think you should tell him by words."
Sebastian turned to look at his friends. "You think?"
Kurt nodded. "Sure, why not… Blaine told me without a song and Nick did same to Jeff… I don't really know how Richard got Wes' but-"
"Hey! There they are!" Nick exclaimed pointing at Wes, who eyed them warily. The Asian boy turned to look at Richard, who blinked confused.
"What?" Wes asked. Sebastian sighed. "I need the way how I am going to tell Thad about my feelings", the brunet mumbled, rubbing his temples. Richard bit his lip thoughtfully. "Sing?"
Sebastian slammed the table, looking at Nick and Kurt. "See?" he told and Nick rolled his eyes. "Don't you think that is a little bit too cliché?" the shorter brunet asked and earned a small kick under the table. By Wes.
"I think that is a great idea", the Asian boy said, smiling. "I know that Thad would love that."
Sebastian sat at Dalton's garden and played the guitar. He borrowed it from Blaine. The hazel eyed boy was a little suspicious if Sebastian could even play guitar. Sebastian had rolled his eyes. Of course he can!
Well… a little…
The brunet looked at the sky and started to play the slow and soft tune.
When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
"Have I told that I love you eyes, Thad?" Sebastian smiled and rubbed Thad's cheekbone. They were laying on towel at their so called secret place at the beach. There was no one around so they could be an open couple there.
Thad blushed a little, but smiled brightly. "No, but I don't know what is so special at them", he thought out a loud. Sebastian hummed, his response. "Maybe the love is making you say stupid things… But they are really pretty."
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
"What? Are you four?" Thad giggled and Sebastian rolled his eyes. "No, I am not… But-" he stopped the sentence and looked back to sky in awe. "Oh my God! There is another one!" the brunet said and pointed another shooting star.
Thad hummed. "Did you know that Shooting star is just a common name to meteoroid… So that is a meteoroid when it comes to earth's atmosphere and burns", he told grinning.
Sebastian turned to look at his boyfriend slowly. "Oh my God… Go away", he sniggered at Thad. "You are such a bouncer!"
And when you're needing you space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
"You are disturbing me, Sebastian", Thad mumbled, not taking his eyes off the book. Sebastian pouted and poked the smaller boy's cheek for the tenth time already. "You are no fun, Thaddy", he whined.
Thad rolled his eyes. "I want to read right now, okay?" he said, taking his eyes off the book and the looked at Sebastian and back to the book, poking his classes further.
The brunet's jaw dropped. "Oh my God, you are sexy with glasses", he said, earning a hit to his head.
Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
"And let's get huge applauses to Thad Harwood", Sebastian called from the cliff as he and Thad were back to their secret place. Thad smirked and walked off the water, two mussels in his hands.
The boy dropped the mussels to Sebastian's towel and eyed the brunet curiously. "What are you doing with those?" he asked as his boyfriend took them in his own hands. Sebastian hummed and stringed them both to their own cord. The brunet then wrapped the other around Thad's neck.
"Have you ever heard about promise rings?" he asked curiously and Thad nodded. "Yeah, why?"
"Well", Sebastian started nervously. "These are our promise necklaces", he grinned and wrap the other around his own neck.
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got
Yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend
Without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got
And what I'm not
And who I am
"This is what the first time should have been", Sebastian smiled lovingly at Thad, who was leaning against his shoulder. They both were laying on a blanket and other blanket wrapped around their bodies. Thad was drawing a T letter with his finger to Sebastian's chest, a content smile playing on his lips.
"It was… breathtaking", the brunet said and leaned down to kiss Thad's forehead. The smaller boy hummed and then yawned. "It really was."
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up
Sebastian played final notes with the guitar and sighed. Those memories were unexpected what he got. The brunet wiped his eyes and cleared his throat.
"That was beautiful", he heard a voice behind himself and turned around.
Thad was standing there and smiling at him, softly. The brunet gave a little space at the bench to the smaller boy and Thad sat down. "I meant it", the council member told.
"Thanks", Sebastian said shortly and but the guitar away. "I thought that someone really important to me would like this song", he added smiling.
Thad nodded and swallowed. "That guy must be really lucky then", he said, looking at the sky. Sebastian chuckled and rubbed his other arm. "I think I am the lucky one", he said.
"Do tell."
"Well, you see", Sebastian started and leaned forward so he was leaning against his knees. "This person is amazing… we met at summer and fell in love. We shared our first kiss under the fireworks, which is pretty funny because when we kissed it was pure explosions, like he said", the brunet chuckled and added: "We had our secret place, between the cliffs. We pretty much spent our time there the most."
Thad looked at Sebastian with wide eyes and jaw slightly dropped, while he listened.
"This person is a beast at school and he is really clever, which is one thing why I fell for him. This guy's eyes are something amazing, while he himself thinks that they are not so special at all", Sebastian said and turned to look at Thad, smiling at the smaller boy's expression.
Sebastian leaned forward Thad and took the boy's face between his hands. "We wore the promise necklaces from each other and it was a kind of our thing. Every night he red me the stories from his books and I loved to listen him and watch him. The way how his face just lighten up when he is doing something what he loves."
Thad blinked few times, urging his tears away. The brunet smiled and rubbed Thad's cheekbone with his thumb. "Our first time together, it was… magical and breathtaking. Beautiful and slow, like every first time should be… and every time when we made love it felt just like the first time… This person is so beautiful inside and out. I love him so much."
Thad swallowed his tears away. "What's his name?" he asked barely audible. Sebastian smiled lovingly and leaned in. Before Thad could even react, Sebastian had pressed his own lips against his own. The smaller boy whined, but melted in the kiss right away. He had no idea, how much he had missed this.
Sebastian pulled away a little to whisper against the other boy's lips. "It's you, Thad", he mumbled, pecking the corner of Thad's mouth. "I love you Thad, so, so much."
Thad nodded and swallowed again. Now he couldn't resist the tears. "M-me too, Bas", he mumbled quietly, not opening his eyes not even noticing when he had shut them. "I am so sorry, Sebastian", Thad sobbed, clutching the front of Sebastian's blazer. "I'm sorry that, I didn't notice it earlier… I love you."
Sebastian was holding his breath. Then he let out a breathy laugh and launched himself at the smaller boy. "Oh my God… You don't have any idea how long I have waited to hear that", he said brokenly but smiling.
Thad shook his head and let out a small giggle. They both leaned back to watch each other eyes. "Can I kiss you again?" Sebastian asked, grinning clumsily.
"You don't have to ask, silly", Thad whispered and soon felt the same and familiar lips on his.
For the first time in months, Thad and Sebastian both felt themselves so happy that they would die.
TBC
A/N: Badaum tss~ :) Fluffy and romance... I am crying :( *searching a tissue*
but seriously :) I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I hope you stay tuned with this fanfcition, because this is still continuing! No this was not the end...
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