'Eva?' I asked 'answer me.' She looked at me with an innocent look, her eyes glazed . 'please Dougie don't do this to me. Everything is going to be fine, just stop asking questions.' She held my hands closely to her heart, looked in my eyes while her lips slowly moved to mine. I pulled away, I won't kiss her until she tells me the truth. I deserve at least that much. 'tell me the tru-' 'I can't.' she interrupted me. 'stop it, it's like you're calling all the shots before I shoot them. I love you but it takes a lot more than that.' I pulled away my hands from her tight grip and left the room in a rush. She didn't follow me so I stopped right behind the door and then collapsed with all the thoughts spinning in my head. I crawled up and took deep breaths to think and keep my mind from spinning.
After a while when I calmed down and knew by a fact that Eva had a call I left the room and wandered around in the castle searching for Francisca. She is the only one I trust. If not her good advice and honest look it's for the fact that she hates Falco just as much as I do. 'have you seen, Francisca?' I asked Harry. 'yeah she's in the common room. I'll get her.' He replied smiling, 'tell her I'll be in the great hall.' I wanted to be as far away from Eva as possible so that seemed good. 'I'll do.' Harry said as he left for his common room. I walked to the great hall with my head down low, I didn't want to see anyone. Why would Eva do this to me, was I too tough on her? I mean I never listened to her side of the story. Who knows what falco did to her, or made her do. But then again what would be so big of a secret that she can't tell me?
'so deep in your thoughts?' she asked from behind me. I turned around whilst smiling at her bright eyes. 'I'd be lying if I wasn't.' I replied. 'what's hunting you. You seem so depressed for days already.' She took a seat next to me. 'the same thing, and now I have the feeling that Eva is in on it too, for some weird reason.' I blared out. 'why? What happened? You guys seemed so happy?' her hands followed in mine. 'we were until I asked her about what she said right before our first kiss, she said that she heard him.' Francisca looked into my eyes and said. 'don't worry about Eva, when the time is right she'll turn around. She always does.' I looked down at our hands 'but still this whole thing keeps bugging me and there is nothing normal anymore. I've just lost the strength to keep my grip on the reality that everything from day to day is fading from my memory. Everything keeps getting more and more blurred out and unreal.' When I looked back up to find her face the only thing I could see was Falco in the background.
When she noticed me looking she turned her heard to see for herself. 'ignore him.' she said s she turned her head back 'I'll have to, I don't want to get in trouble.' I replied. 'even more that I already am. But why?' I asked 'why what?' Francisca asked a tad confused. 'why did everything come up me? Just because I love her. That's not fair.' I shifted and looked the other way when he walked passed us. 'there you go again believing that the truth is what you're reading.' He whispered. I frowned.
