The blond barely slept that night. He was way too nervous for the following day and it got only worse in the morning. He would pace around the room, thinking back on everything he had read about sex on the internet. He also tried to remember how those gay porn actors did to please their partners. All too soon, the bell rang and Shizuo froze. He inhaled deeply and walked over, opening the door.
There he was, his cute and handsome boyfriend, a smile all across his face. "Hey, Shizu-chan! So you're all alone?" He asked while invinting himself in and walking around. Shizuo closed the door, still shocked by his uneasiness.
"Y-yeah." Izaya turned his head and smirked. Shizuo furrowed his brows while blushing. Izaya knew how nervous he was. So he simply said.
"Aren't Shizu-chan going to show me his room?" Except he did it with a lusty voice that made the blond's heart thump.
"You already know where my room is, Izaya-kun."
"I know." He walked closer, leaning against the blond while staring into his eyes with a playful smile at his lips, whispering. "But you should show me, Shi-zu-o. ~"
Everything happened in flashes, Shizuo too anxious and nervous to really recall what happened, but they went straight to his room. It was amazing how Izaya was relaxed and confident. It actually made Shizuo feel better. They sat beside one another and Izaya shamelessly put a hand on Shizuo's leg and leaned in, slowly kissing his neck. That helped Shizuo to relax too, who slowly closed his eyes and breathed deeply, trying to concentrate.
He was going to have sex. And not with anyone, but the boy he saw on a park once and instantly fell in love. The boy who later turned into his colleague, then his rival, friend and now boyfriend. Everything happened slowly. He remembered how he tried to push Izaya away but he never could. Izaya was always there, close to him, annoying him, helping him with so many unusual ways.
Now he's here. This is his chance. He's alone with this boy, the one he loves and he's about to make sex with him, like he's been dreaming of for so long.
He opened his eyes, finally finding his resolve. That was everything he wanted and he had no reason whatsoever to feel so ashamed. He turned his head and Izaya stopped kissing him and they stared into each other's eyes. Izaya smiled, seeing all that confidence in his eyes.
They both leaned, syncronized and harmonic, kissing. Shizuo nibbled on Izaya's lower lip, and then sliding his tongue into his, intertwing them together. The blond moved his hand to the brunet's face, caressing his cheek ever so gently before sucking on his tongue. Izaya parted his lips a bit wider and moaned lightly.
That made Shizuo's heart jump while his crotch heated up. At the same time he didn't want to rush anything, he was aware he couldn't take too long because Kasuka could be home anytime. Their kisses got a bit more intense and Shizuo laid Izaya down, lying besides him. They were so close, their breathing uneven and Shizuo could barely look away from Izaya's parted and wet lips. He leaned in again, kissing the smaller's man lips once again, sucking, nibbling and caressing everywhere he could while at it. His hands travelled to Izaya's waist, and then to his tight. He felt Izaya raising his leg only a little and Shizuo decided this was a small invitation to slide his knee between Izaya's, pressing it against his crotch. The brunet immediately reacted, moaning against Shizuo's lips and shyly moving his waist up and down against Shizuo's leg.
The blond's dick throbbed as he felt Izaya's own rubbing against his tight. They broke the kiss and Izaya groaned with abandon when Shizuo pressed his leg further against Izaya's crotch. He stared deeply into those ruby eyes and murmured.
"I want you… I want you so bad." They breaths were ragged and Izaya's eyes glinted.
"Let's do it, Shizu-chan." Shizuo nodded and moved, rolling Izaya over and towering over him.
The brunet spread his legs and the blond pressed their hips together. He desperately needed to rub his manhood against something and nothing felt better than Izaya's own right now. They kissed once more, Izaya hugging and pulling him closer while Shizuo quickned his pace and the bed shrieked. Izaya shivered, desperate to see how big Shizuo was, because he could definetely feel it throught his clothes. Then the blond sat up, pulling Izaya with him and sliding his hands under his shirt, pulling it of. The brunet copied him, unbottoning the blond's shirt and throwing it over on the floor.
They stared into each other's eyes for a second before the blond started undoing Izaya's pants. He was surprised at himself that he didn't simply rip everything, but rather patiently took them off. He laid Izaya again and started by touching his thigh, then he let his eyes travel down on Izaya's body. He had already noticed how perfect Izaya's legs were; during the physical education classes, he always paid attention to it.
He was pale in a sexy way, his nipples were pink and hard while his chest went up and down with his breathing. Then Shizuo looked to his stomack and his belly button, looking equally perfect. Shizuo felt his manhood throbbing again when he looked at Izaya's erection. The head was pink and perfect. The blond noted that Izaya had so few hair throughtout his body and couldn't help but find his pubic hair sexy; the blond moved his fingers to touch the mope of hair over Izaya's dick, feeling its texture and not even seeing how Izaya was nervously bitting his lower lip with his cheeks flushed. Then he moved his hand to his hard manhood.
It was the first time Shizuo was holding a dick other than his and he could help but adore it. Especially when Izaya moaned breathlessly under him, so he started to pump, making his boyfriend almost convulse under him.
"Ah, haa, ahn, S-Shizu…"
The way his name rolled out of Izaya's tongue was delicious and he loved feeling how his dick jumped with every sound that escaped the other's lips. Suddenly Izaya sat up again, sucking on Shizuo's neck while undoing his pants. Izaya sucked, licked and kissed on his neck like this was the best thing ever and the blond let out a ragged moan himself, while he felt his manhood being freed from his pants. He moved, helping Izaya and throwing his pants to the side. The brunet moved his hand to his erection, taking hold of it and pulling the skin down, revealing Shizuo's pink head. Izaya looked down at him, pumping slowly while his eyes flashed with lust.
"God, Shizu-chan… You really are big." He muttered under his breath, too caught up at the moment. The blond laid him again, planting kisses on his face, neck, chest and stomach, quickly and intensely. Izaya was squirmind under him, unable to prevent moans from escaping.
"S-Shizu…" He called lowly while spreading his legs wider. Shizuo forgot how to breathe when he saw Izaya's asshole, his ring of musles just a little darker than the rest of his skin. He didn't help himself when his fingers when down to the hole, caressing it gently and trying to press it inside. He furrowed his brows noticing that was easy, and that pain flashed through Izaya's expression. So, lubrification really was needed.
"Hold on a second." He got up and Izaya whinned in frustration, which resulted on Shizuo smirking. Nothing better than knowing his boyfriend needed him so. He walked to his desk and got his plastic bag, putting it over the bed and then going back to his place, between the brunet's legs.
"See? I'm back already, no need for more whinning." Izaya tried to glare at him but the blond quickly took hold of the lube, putting it on his index finger and trying to go into Izaya once again.
Truth was, he could barely hold himself any longer and he was so damn curious to know how it would feel to be inside of him. Dammit, it was tight, hot and wet. His manhood was already painful, just imagining by imagining it on the place of his finger. The way Izaya twisted and turned under him was also amazing.
He moved his finger up and down, slowly, curious, trying new angles everytime. Then he added a second finger, keeping the same movements from before. Izaya was panting and groaning each time, obviously enjoying himself. Shizuo didn't stop himself and started slowly pumping himself while watching his own fingers going in and out of the smaller man's body. After what seemed forever, Izaya said.
"E-enough… Fuck me already..!" Shizuo would gladly comply. He pulled his fingers out and got a condom from the bag, ripping the pacage off and putting it on his hard and leaking member. Then he got the lube and did his best to soak his dick. He figured that if his dry finger hurt Izaya, his dick had to be very wet to make him comfortable. Then he got hold of Izaya's legs and put them over his shoulders. Staring at him, he asked.
"Are you ready?" Izaya stared back and nodded with both hands close to his head, already gripping the sheets. Shizuo looked down and positioned himself, using his right hand to hold his own dick and press it against Izaya's entrance. His head went in and Izaya practcally screamed.
"Oh! Oh, fuck..!" The blond immediately pulled out, scared to hell of hurting his lover.
"Izaya, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean t-"
"Don't stop."
Shizuo blinked twice. "What..?"
Izaya glared at him. "Don't fucking stop." Shizuo took a deep breath and then put his head in again. Izaya held his breath; he actually liked how he felt right now; stretched by Shizuo's cock. He desired to have something big up into his ass since a long time, but never found the guts to buy a dildo. What would he do if his dad found out? So he would only fingerfuck himself and it definetely didn't prepare him enough for the real sex. Shizuo tried pressing further and Izaya opened his mouth on a silent scream.
"Hey… Relax." The blond mutered and Izaya nodded, trying to comply. Suddenly, Shizuo's dick entered further inside of him, but it felt better when he relaxed. He had never felt anything like this before; he was feeling so full… It was painful, but he couldn't help but like it.
At the same time, Shizuo was feeling all those muscles clamping down on him. He felt like his cock was on fire and he was desperate to just move and fuck Izaya's brains out. But he was still very afraid of hurting the brunet, so he would await for some kind of signal to go on.
After a while, Izaya reopened his eyes and stared into Shizuo's, nodding slowly.
"C'mon… Shizu-chan."
Shizuo moved his head and slowly moved his hips, pulling half his member out and then in again. Izaya moaned loudly and Shizuo decided he wouldn't stop this time; he just went on with the same rythym; in and out, slowly. Suddenly, Izaya cried out like never before.
"Oh! Oh, fuck, Shizuo!" The blond immediately knew he had hit the jackpot. Unable to contain himself, he moved a bit faster, aiming for his prostate again. Izaya moaned loudly once more, his knuckles turning white from holding the sheets so tightly. The blond kept moving and moving, each thrust a little harder or faster, wanting to melt from that delicious friction. Suddenly, Izaya's breathing got faster and he called out breathlessly.
"Shizuo, oh god, Shizuo, hnng!" And he came on large spurts all over himself but Shizuo didn't even notice since suddenly all of Izaya's muscles tightned around him. He held his breath and thrust twice more into that delicious body before cumming on the condom. Panting, he pulled out, staring at the body under him. Izaya had his eyes closed, enjoying his afterglow while Shizuo smiled satisfied, harshly pulling the used condom off and laying down besides the brunet, hugging him. He moved his face, pressing it against Shizuo's shoulder.
"That was…"
"Amazing." Shizuo finished his line, kissing his head gently. The brunet looked absolutely spent and the blond was feeling exhausted too. He just pulled his cobertor over them, embracing the small body once again.
The blond heard Izaya's breathing slow and steady, obviously asleep, so he followed his lover into his dreams, not letting go of him even for a second.
When he woke up, he felt lost and cold. Lost because he woke up and couldn't immediately figure out what was he doing at bed at the end of the afternoon and strangely out of place. Suddenly everything came back to him and he sat up, wondering where the brunet was until he heard the sound of water. Which meant Izaya was taking a shower. He grogly got up and walked to his bathroom, knocking.
"Izaya?"
"Shizu-chan? Come in, I didn't lock." The blond yawned and opened the door, going into the room. Sure, Izaya was naked, his ass right to Shizuo's direction. The blond sighed with a small smile on his face and simply got into the shower, closing the glass door behind him and putting his arms around the brunet's waist, who chuckled lightly.
"Hmn… I might get used to this." The blond smiled and murmured close to his ear.
"You should. I would love to take showers with you everyday."
Izaya raised his hand, holding one of Shizuo's.
"I would love to have sex with you everyday. Though it still hurts a bit…"
The blond frowned and pulled away just a bit, but Izaya held his hand where it was.
"I… Did I hurt you?" Izaya rolled his eyes.
"Don't give me the puppy eyes again. Listen… I wasn't used to it, and it always hurts at the beginning, even to guys who don't have super strong boyfriends. It just stings sometimes when I move."
"Ah… Sorry." He murmured, hugging Izaya tighter.
"I know." They just stood there for a few seconds until Izaya said. "Shizu-chan should wash my back." The blond smiled.
"Sure." He got a sponge and wetened it, soaping it and then slowly rubbind the brunet's back with it. The smaller one smiled to himself, almost purring while the blond washed his back. This whole situation made Shizuo a bit horny. Izaya with his back turned to him, they both wet and naked. Slowly he snaked his hand around Izaya's body, caressing all his body; firstly from his stomach to his chest, then back down. The brunet shivered at his touch and laughed.
"Shizu-chan wants more?"
The blond gulped, leaning his head to kiss Izaya's neck. The brunet chuckled once again, turning his head so Shizuo had more space to do whatever with his skin. The blond put the sponge away and used his other hand to touch everywhere from the brunet's body, taking a little longer on his tighs.
"Izaya… You're just… perfect." Izaya only grinned in response, turning his body around to face Shizuo, who notted he was just as hard as himself. The blond took hold of both erections and used his left hand to pull Izaya closed, kissing him fully on the lips. Their tongues intertwined and cocks stuck together between Shizuo's fingers until he started moving. They both groaned into the other's lips and soon both were rolling their hips against the blond's hand until the messy climax fell upon them.
The blond milked them dry and the running water instantly cleaned them up.
"Ah… Teenage hormones, how much I love you." Izaya murmured breathlessly, still glued to Shizuo, who smiled a bit.
"And I love you."
Izaya grinned a bit like an idiot and retorted.
"I love you too."
