Hello everyone! I hope you had a wonderful holiday last week! This chapter is a bit short but it might tug at the heartstrings a little so fair warning.

Without further ado, Chapter Nine of You Got A Way!


Kendall scrambled up off the elevator floor, trying to cover what he could with his shirt although Logan had already seen more than enough. Carlos's cheeks were flushed a deep shade of red as he tugged his shirt back on and stood up next to Kendall.

"Logan I-"

"Kendall save it," Logan seethed through clenched teeth, his eyes almost black with anger.

"Logan, it wasn't his fault," Carlos said quietly. "I made him."

"You didn't make him do anything! He knew damn well what he was doing," Logan yelled, his line of vision never leaving Kendall. "I suggest you get the fuck out of here if you know what's good for you."

"Logan," Kendall tried to get through to him but he knew he had messed up everything he had ever worked for. It would be a miracle if he even got a word in edgewise tonight.

"Shut up," Logan said darkly. Carlos slipped passed Kendall and Logan in one swift motion.

"This isn't my place to be,"

"Damn right it isn't," Logan replied. Kendall watched as Carlos walked down the hall, taking a left towards the stairwell to get back down to his floor. Please don't go...

"Logan, please," Kendall tried again but he knew it wouldn't work. Logan's fists were clinched and everything about his facial expression was seething anger. Kendall continuously chastised himself in his mind, his conscious telling him that he was never getting Logan back. You're just a big fuck-up. You always have been.

"I just want to know why. Why is he better than I am?"

"Logan he isn't!"

"Oh he isn't? Yeah, that makes PERFECT sense! I mean, it's clear he's giving you everything you want so why do I even try? I trusted you Kendall! Every ounce of trust I could possibly have was put into this relationship and you just go and throw it all away! Do you ever once think of me? Of how I feel?" Logan had tears forming in his eyes, hot tears that stung his cheeks as they rolled down his face and onto his cardigan. Kendall started towards him, arms held open wide and hoping the brunette would melt into his embrace and everything would be okay like always. Instead, Logan swatted Kendall's arms away and turned his back on him.

"Logan, listen,"

"No, I'm tired of listening Kendall! Don't you get that? You go off on these little rendezvous' with this guy whom you barely know and you always leave me in the dark. You make up lies, you try to make nice with me and I'm tired of it! We've been together for so long and you're just throwing it away!"

"But-"

"I should've known this was going to happen one day, it always does. You pour your heart and soul into something and then the other person just takes advantage of it," Logan tried hiding his tears from Kendall but it failed. Through the numerous times that they had gotten into an argument, this one topped everything and Kendall knew it was his entire fault. He had made empty promises to Logan and to himself. It was his fault for giving into his wrongful desires, it was his fault for even hinting at a relationship with another man, everything was his fault. Now, Kendall wasn't sure he was getting Logan back. He had broken the fragile brunette into a million pieces with no manual on how to fix him.

"I'm so, so, sorry," Kendall whispered finally, knowing that a simple apology would in no way make up for what he had done. Logan just quietly turned around, his eyes focused to the ground, not even daring to meet Kendall's eyesight.

"I think we should take a break, Kendall,"

Kendall's eyes widened and his heart dropped ten stories to the floor. He was hoping he would never those words come out of Logan's mouth and it was then that he felt truly alone. He ran a hand through his blonde locks, trying to stop the tears from falling quickly down his face.

"Logan, please. I need you,"

"Obviously you don't. Seems like everything's finally working out for you Kendall, I just hope you're happy," Logan said and turned away from the blonde back to their apartment. Kendall stood and watched as he unlocked the apartment door and walked in, not even bothering to look back at him. The tears continuously fell from Kendall's eyes and he tried his best to stop them and stay strong. He pulled his clothes back on, pressed the down arrow and took a trip to the lobby of the Palm Woods. He avoided gazes from random passerby who were looking with concern at the boy's broken face and tear stains on his cheeks. He continued walking until he reached the park, stopping at his table to sit and throw his head and hands on the table. It was there that he lost control and cried himself to the verge of insanity.

"Why do I do this to myself? Why do you let me?" Kendall screamed up to the sky, throwing his hands in the air. Thunder rumbled and a shower of rain burst from the angry looking clouds in the sky. "Just fucking perfect!"

Kendall moved to a cushioned bench on the other side of the park under a tree and sunk down into the inviting comfort. He laid his head on one side and swung his legs up on the other. Eventually, he cried himself to sleep to the sound of the pitter patter of the rain hitting the tables. Tomorrow, he was going to get Logan back no matter what it took. But how?


Okay so I'm at a point in this story where everything is pretty much fair game. By that I mean, there's gonna be more twists and turns in the story of Kendall and Logan so stay tuned. Thank you all for reviewing! It really means a lot :) Chapter 10 soon!