Well I have been talking to my friend aout her story and with drama and everything just kept me from updating. I am so sorry! I am also going to start a Harry Potter story also. So for all you Harry Potter nerds like moi! It will be up when I finish the rough draft and have my friends look it over. Probely by the end of the next week.

Me: I love Harry Potter.

Rose: Hey! Vampire Academy is still here!

Me: Oh yea, sorry. Anyways Herimone will you do the disclaimer.

Rose: WHAT! Herimone isn't even in this story! I will do it. LadyDraxx2520 does not own Vampire Academy.

Me: Why thank you Rose for finally doing the disclaimer!

Chapter 9

DPOV

Laying in my bed on a Friday seemed like a pretty good idea this morning. It was just so comfortable. So here I was being a bum, laying in bed on Friday. Oh well. This week has been exhausting. After trying multiple times to talk to Rose about me and her going out on a date was hard but she finally agreed. So tomorrow we are going to go out. I am going to take her to a Italian resturant, then a romantic walk on the beach. Hopefully, she won't find it cheesy.

My mother has called me everyday since I have been from Russia. Things have changed a lot since then, now Sonya is pregaunt and Paul is now 8. Gosh, I really miss my family.

My phone started ringing, bringing me out of my trace of just standing out into space. What he said shocked me.

RPOV

I got into the shower and sang a song I love.

I remember the way you made love to me

Like I was all you'd ever need

Did you change your mind

Well I didn't change mine

Now here I am trying to make since of it all

We were best friends

Now we don't even talk

You broke my heart

Threw my world apart

Didn't you know how much I loved you

Didn't you know how much I loved you baby

I gave you everything

Every part of me

Didn't you feel it when I touched you

Didn't I rock you when I loved you baby

Baby tell me

Didn't you know how much I loved you

I can't get you outta my mind

That song was the only song I listened to after Dimitri left. It was exactly like this song. It just fit me so well. I miss him, even now that he is back. I still want him. I want to hold him in my arms. Have him tell me how much he loves me, how beautiful I am. Gosh, why does everything have to be so difficult with him? I guess it just means that it is true love, which you have to fight for it. I am just tired of being unsure. I am tired of not knowing what will happen. I can't be hurt anymore. He tore me apart. When he left it was like every vein in my body was being ripped out. And it ended with my heart. I have been hurt so bad, but I am coming back. I can get back up. I can heal, maybe now that he is back. This reminds me of a song.

Feeling broken

Barley holding on

But there's just something so strong

Somewhere inside me

And I am down but I'll get up again

Don't count me out just yet

I've been brought down to my knees

And I've been pushed way passed the point of breaking

But I can take it

I'll be back

Back on my feet

This is far from over

You haven't seen the last of me

Haven't seen the last of me

They can say that

I won't stay around

But I gonna stand my ground

You're not gonna stop me

You don't know me

You don't know who I am

Don't count me out so fast

I've been brought down to my knees

And I've been pushed way passed the point of breaking

But I can take it

I'll be back

Back on my feet

This is far from over

You haven't seen the last of me

There will be no fade out

This is not the end

I'm down now but I'll be standing tall again

Times are but

I was built tough

I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of

That song kind of describes what I am feeling right now, triumphant. I know I will be back on my feet. You really haven't seen the last of me. I will be back, standing tall, and strong. Don't try to stop me.

Sorry guys if that is too much song. I wanted to put some songs in there. I love those songs.

Kelly Pickler- Don't you know how much I loved you

Cher- Haven't seen the last of me

So check out my story about Harry Potter. It is actually a Draco and OC. But Harry Potter none the less. I love all my people who review and next chapter is shout out time!

Review if you want Dimitri to beg you to go on a date with him!

(I would review)