A/N Thanks to the beauties of the internet I finally watched all and entire episodes of Supernatural! Croatia will probably air this show in 2020 so I had to improvise. by Especially the one with Cassie to write this. This is for WinchestersGirl who reminded me that I didn't write about someone also important; who's life Dean changed and who had a impact on the one, we know and love, as Sam's big brother.
Cassie was known as a 'rough' woman who fought for what she believed.
It scared man off.
She fought with claws and teeth not giving up; not letting anything slide. Not forgiving or forgetting.
She didn't need protection, she was used to depending on herself. Only herself.
And then she meet Dean Winchester.
The good looking, smart, charming Dean Winchester who both made her laugh and argue with all she's got. He was like her, never backing off a fight, never giving in to anyone. Her equal. In both heart and soul. Not to mention mind and temper. In spite they were both independent people it worked.
When he left on one of his mysterious trips she felt alone, when he came back she felt like she had someone to depend on. Someone to watch her back in her fights against her opponents. Fights to protect innocent, to protect those who were to scared or weak to stand up for their self's. There was something in Dean's eyes made her think he understood more that he was showing her.
Until she meet John Winchester. Dean's father.
Or she expected to meet his father, what she meet was far from that.
She meet a commanding officer, a drill sergeant with a voice of steel and razor sharp eyes.
And her Dean was gone and it's place was a soldier who answered questions with "Yes, Sir" and "No, Sir"
And Cassie felt alone again.
Betrayed.
He tried to explain, he rely did.
He tried telling her story's about demons and evil creatures that live in the shadows. He told her he hunted and killed those things.
She didn't believe him.
Years later, when her father dies she will be cursing the almost arrogant about her intelligence girl she used to be.
Now, what seems like decades since she last slammed the doors in his face, since she erased him from her life she needs him to be there.
To stay with her. So it can be like it almost was last time.
But Dean Winchester is both soldier and man in one. When she didn't believe him, when she was to blind to see and too deaf to hear she gambled.
And lost.
And when you lose Dean Winchester once...you can never truly have him back.
