A/N: So here we are again this week :) I'm really liking this break that I have from school. It gives me the chance to actually think straight and sink myself into the sweet delicious pool of Kurtbastian and creativity. I like it.
So in this chapter, you will experience a few things. I will not say, becuase then that would be considered a spoiler. I don't want to spoil you all ;)
But be aware! This is the beginning of when things get ugly between everyone. The worry for the future and where everything will lead to. Some people will be upset, others happy.
On a side note, this story is halfway to a hundred reviews :) I'm happy about that x) I just want to thank you all again, because without you, I wouldn't have as much of a drive to write this dysfunctional thing.
And it always seems that every chapter there's a problem but somehow everything just...you know, comes together somehow. *Shrugs* oh well
Enjoy!
Peace & Love,
~MizzRawr :)


Kurt and Sebastian sat in their bedroom at their house in New York having left the day before to avoid the disaster that had happened in Lima not even 24 hours ago.

Once Kurt turned his phone back on when he stepped in the house it was exploded with voicemails ranging from Finn, to his old friends to his father and Carole. He sighed and gave in having given his father a call back to inform him that he was fine and that everything was okay with Sebastian. He said this as he took care of Sebastian's wounds on his face. When his father asked him why didn't go back to the house that night and left as soon as he possibly could, Kurt told him that it was an emergency meeting Sebastian had to attend to and that they both had booked a flight at the same time. His father was upset to hear this but let it go.

Finn on the other hand was a different story. The two had argued over the phone about the fight that had broken out during the wedding and how he truly disliked Sebastian telling Kurt repeatedly that he needed to leave the crazy hot tempered man before he turned and struck Kurt the way he did that man. Kurt had to bite his tongue from shouting, 'took late for that', to his brother and just told him that he knew what he was doing when he was with Sebastian.

Sebastian could see the anger boiling in Kurt with each passing second when he spoke with his brother, trying to get the man calm again so he can work on the wound son Kurt's face. Kurt hissed when Sebastian accidently pressed on his nose too hard and the sound spurred on yet another argument between him and Finn.

Kurt hung up the phone and tossed it to the ground burying his bruised face in his hands. Sebastian forgone doing Kurt's face to patch up the bruises and cuts and put the material away knowing he was going to get nowhere when Kurt was upset and walked out of the bathroom to their bedroom, where the two were now at snuggled against one another.

Kurt sighed deeply and looked up at Sebastian who had his eyes closed. Feeling Kurt shift under him, Sebastian opened his eyes and looked down at Kurt.

"What?" He asked gently.

"I feel bad for lying to my father, Bas. The other night he asked me if you had ever hit me."

Sebastian's eyes widened and he opened his mouth only to close it for a moment. "What did you tell him?"

"I told him no! He said that Finn said something about us always arguing and that sometimes it went a bit too far." He sighed and ran a hand through his hair groaning in annoyance. "I just can't believe that Finn would do something like that."

Sebastian wrapped his arms around Kurt and hugged him, kissing the top of his head. "He's family. He only wants what's best for you baby…" He said softly.

Kurt turned in his arms to look at Sebastian. "But you're the best for me." He said with a pout poking out his lips slightly.

Sebastian laughed and kissed his healing lips. "Yeah, well, not everybody thinks that babe."

Kurt frowned and rested his head against Sebastian. "Yeah, tell me about it." He grumbled.

Kurt and Sebastian used the next few days to just lounge around with one another. Everything was back to normal with the two of them. They didn't argue as much since they were just around each other but there wasn't the air of everything being one giant surreal dream anymore. Everything just felt right. Their bruises were healing nicely and Kurt was glad that the bruise on his left eyes was fading away because he had been invited to hang out with Blaine tonight.

Sebastian didn't even try to hide his annoyance when Kurt told him that he would be going out with Blaine that night to go and see the latest Broadway show and that Darius wouldn't be joining them because he's at the office.

Kurt pulled a jacket out of the closet and rolled his eyes at Sebastian ranting about how Kurt should just stay home or let him go to the show with him.

Kurt let out a noise in frustration and turned to face Sebastian his hand coming up to stop him from talking. "We've been over this time and time again. I can hang out with Blaine whenever I please without you having to follow me around to ensure my safety. I'm going to be fine Sebastian." Sebastian scrunched his face up in annoyance and Kurt stopped him again. "Don't even go there with me. I'm leaving now and I'll be home by midnight. If I'm a minute late you have permission to drag me from wherever I am and bring me home." He said with a condescending smile.

Kurt gave a quick kiss to Sebastian's lips and made his way out the door calling back and shouting I love you, before shutting the door behind him. He heard the door open back up as he reached his car and looked at Sebastian.

"Midnight or else!" Sebastian shouted.

Kurt waved at him. "Get inside you idiot!" He shouted back getting into his car and driving off to meet up with Blaine at a local coffee shop.

Upon arriving at the coffee shop Kurt stopped to look in the mirror double checking to make sure his makeup was perfect and that there wasn't any hint of what happened in the last few days and smiled at his handiwork before grabbing his phone and heading into the shop spotting Blaine at a table sipping on his coffee while looking very intrigued by his cell phone. Kurt smiled and ordered a drink before walking over to where Blaine was and slipping into the seat across from him.

"Hey stranger,"

Blaine's head shot up and he looked at Kurt smiling and set his phone down. "Kurt! I'm so glad you made it! How are you?"

Kurt chuckled and shrugged his slightly sore shoulder. "I've been better. How are you? How are the kids?"

Blaine smiled. "I'm great, they're great." He said with a smile. "Darius sends his apologies for not being able to hang out with us, he's had so much on his plate lately that I'm starting to worry that he's working himself far too hard."

Kurt drank his coffee as he nodded his head to Blaine's words. "I know what you mean." He said wrapping his hands around his coffee cup.

"How was the wedding? Was it exciting? You have fun back in Ohio?"

Kurt laughed once and shrugged his shoulders, biting the inside of his lip to fight the urge to laugh harder at the memories that came from that trip. "It was…something else." He finally decided on saying with the nod of his head.

Blaine looked at him wanting to ask for more details but quickly let it go as he watched Kurt's eyes dart out the window and then down to the Styrofoam cup in his hands. "Well, I'm glad you had fun." He said with a smile. He pocketed his phone and drank his own coffee. "Ready to go?"

Kurt looked at Blaine and smiled. "Yeah, let's head out."

Kurt had followed Blaine to the theatre where the show was being held at and quickly found their seats. They chatted until the lights dimmed and the show began. Kurt heard a familiar voice begin talking and he looked around on stage and soon his eyes met the figure of one Rachel Berry. He turned to Blaine and his smile intensified when he saw that Blaine was sitting there with a smug look on his face.

"You knew about this didn't you?" He whispered unable to contain his happiness.

Blaine looked at him and brought finger to his own lips. "Watch the show, Kurt." He said with a smile on his face.

Kurt made a sound of delight and grabbed onto Blaine's arm and held it the rest of the performance. When the curtains were beginning to close signaling the end of the show Kurt along with many other viewers stood to their feet and clapped wildly, thrilled and moved by the show performed. Kurt felt Blaine tugging at his shirt and he jerked his head to the sound and mouth for Kurt to follow him.

Kurt did so curious as to what Blaine was up to and followed him backstage where the cast was happily congratulating one another. Rachel caught sight of the two and rushed up to them pulling Kurt into a bone crushing hug. He winced slightly as she squeezed his sore body and he only hugged her back laughing and trying not to let his water at the same time. She released him and went to hug Blaine with the same amount of force. She pulled back and looked over the two.

"It's so amazing to see you guys! Kurt I'm sooooo glad you came! It really means a lot to me!" She gushed kissing his cheek.

Kurt laughed and touched his cheek. "I actually didn't know you performing. Blaine surprised me with it."

Rachel turned to Blaine. "Is that why you tweeted at me Blaine? To surprise Kurt?" She smiled brightly and placed her hands on her hips. "You are the sweetest!" Rachel whipped her head around when he name was called. "I have to go but meet me out front and I'll catch up in a bit!" She smiled and hugged them both one last time before darting off in the direction of her colleagues.

Kurt laughed and turned back to Blaine who was wearing a smile on his face. "Thank you, so much."

Blaine only smiled and took Kurt's arm in his as they walked out to the front. "I know it's been a while since you've seen or spent time with Rachel and I thought tonight would be a great way for you two to get together and just reconnect."

Kurt looked at Blaine and hugged his friend. "Thank you so much. You really are so kind." He said smiling in appreciation at his friend's actions.

Not soon after that, Rachel bounded up to them with a smile bright on her face and her gloves and hat in her hands. "Where shall we head out to?"

Kurt, Rachel and Blaine went out to a bar and ordered drinks all on Blaine. They sat at a table and laughed reminiscing the old days when they were younger. Kurt smiled behind his glass when Rachel mentioned how crazy life had become since moving to New York. Kurt had to agree toasting to that. The two laughed and Blaine looked at Kurt with slight amusement in his eyes. Kurt wanted to just get wasted and have a good time not wanting to worry about his boyfriend's crazy antics.

Rachel placed his glass down and wiggled her finger in Kurt's side giggling. "We've heard about Blaine and his lovely partner, Darius, me and my wonderful artist of a boyfriend, Zeke, what about you Kurtikins? Are you shagging it with anyone?" She asked with a large grin on her face, apparently tipsy.

Kurt laughed drunkenly and looked at Rachel with a grin. "More than shagging." He said with a chuckle.

Rachel squealed in delight and leaned closer to listen for more. Blaine stood up to excuse himself to the bathroom. Kurt's eyes followed his retreating form before shrugging and turning back to Rachel. He didn't know what was coming over him, maybe it was the copious amounts of alcohol he let into his system, but he spilled every little detail about his relationship with Sebastian to Rachel. And by everything, he meant everything. From the sex, to the fights, to the cuts and bruises they ended up with, just everything.

By the time that Blaine made it back to the table it seemed that Kurt was the only one laughing at his own story.

"I mean the man is a lunatic!" He laughed and drank down the last of his whiskey and shrugged his shoulders. "I mean I still love-hic-him y'know? Even when he threatened to kill me when I lied and said that I slept with Blaine." He took Blaine's drink and took a sip. "I mean I didn't! He was just making me mad you know?" He sighed and shook his head. "Oh well, I hit him in the head with a cup and he was out like that." He emphasized his point by snapping his fingers. "Oh! And the wedding we went to!" he laughed loudly and shook his head. "Don't even get me started on the chaos that happened in that bathroom let alone his house soon after." He finished off the drink. "Wild." He said with a drunken grin.

'Just going to stand there and watch me burn'

Rachel turned to look at Blaine who looked like he was on the verge of wanting to scream or run and beat the shit out of Sebastian. Kurt turned to look at Blaine and smiled. He held up his glass to the man.

"Could you get me another, Blainers?"

Blaine shook his head and quickly pulled Kurt to him looking to Rachel who was gathering her things. "I think that's enough drinking for you." Blaine said somber expression.

Kurt whined and looked back at him as he was escorted out of the bar. "But I was about to taste that new drink the bar was offering. Itsoundedsoooogood!" He slurred with a hiccup. Kurt was beyond drunk and both Rachel and Blaine knew it.

Rachel's bubbly feeling of being tipsy died when she heard Kurt talk about his relationship with Sebastian. Blaine placed Kurt into his car and looked to Rachel who had come with them in Kurt's car having ridden to the show with a friend. She looked at Blaine with worried eyes and then to Kurt who sat in the car fumbling with his phone.

"Blaine, I'm scared to send him home to that monster."

Kurt looked out the window to see Blaine and Rachel talking to one another and then looked at his phone when it began ringing. He smiled when he saw Sebastian's name pop up and answered with a bubbly giggle.

"Sebby!" He exclaimed happily.

"Kurt, where the hell are you? You should be home by now!" Sebastian growled into Kurt's ear.

Kurt moaned and giggled softly. "You know I love it when you talk bad to me, baby."

"…Kurt are you fucking drunk?"

"Ooops! Caught me!" He said falling into a fit of laughter.

"Fuck, Kurt I'm coming to get you." Kurt could hear the sound of keys being jingled around and Kurt soon pouted. "Where are you?"

"No! I'm having fun at Marley's bar and I don't want you to ruin it!"

"Dammit Kurt, you're fucking wasted and I'm not letting you drive in your condition!" He snarled in frustration.

"Sebastian! I don't want you to come and get me! I'm with Blaine! I'm safe; he's going to take care of me!"

Sebastian growled. "I'm not letting that fucker take care of what's mine. Friend or not. You have a tendency to strip when your drunk, Kurt."

"I do not! Stop it being mean Sebastian! I hate you!"

The door swung open and Blaine leaned in the backseat to gently pry the phone from Kurt's fingers and place it to his ear. "I'm not letting you ever come near Kurt again." He said darkly hanging up the phone and handing it to Rachel. Blaine looked at Kurt who sat in the seat pouting. "Kurt, come on, you're going to ride home with Rachel, and you're going to her place." He said in a gentler tone.

Kurt's mood brightened and he got out of the car stumbling forward having Blaine catch him and laughed against his chest. "You're awesome, you know that?" He said dangerously close to Blaine's face, the whiskey on his lips ghosting the man's lips in front of him. Kurt's eyes darted to Blaine's lips. "God, it would make Sebastian so jealous if I kissed you right now." He said hotly a wicked grin spreading across his face.

Blaine's eyes widened and he turned Kurt around before the ivory skinned man had a chance to act on his words and handed him off to Rachel. "Take him to your place and keep him there until I come by. I don't want Sebastian knowing where he is so I need you to make sure his phone out his reach for now."

Rachel nodded and held onto a drunken Kurt who was mumbling about why Sebastian was so amazing at sex and the things he did to Kurt. She scrunched up her nose. "I'm really worried about him. Blaine if I had—"

He stopped her and looked at Kurt. "I know, me too. I mean I suspected but…" He trailed off a sad look etched upon his face.

Rachel sighed and nodded her head. "I know." She looked to Kurt and escorted him to his Porsche opening the back door and letting Kurt crawl in lying down on the backseat.

Rachel looked to Blaine and opened the driver's door. She took the keys Kurt had handed to her just moments ago and held them in her hand. "I'll text you my address as soon as I get him to bed."

Blaine nodded his head as he walked to his own car. "Thank you so much Rachel."

She nodded and they were off in their spate directions. Rachel looked back at Kurt who was officially passed out and let a few tears fall down her cheeks.

"Oh Kurt, what happened to you…?" She muttered sniffling as she drove.

The next morning Kurt groaned as he woke up to the sound of someone pounding on the door. He grabbed the pillow nearest to him and threw it over his head, groaning in pain as his head felt like it was splitting open. Kurt sat up quickly and regretted the feeling as nausea swept over his body. He soon realized that he wasn't at his home but somewhere else. Fuck, what happened last night?!

He spotted a trash can and rushed over to it, and began to throw up. The sound of voices shouting in the hall made his head pound even more and Kurt stayed in his spot and whined as he body heaved and he threw up all over again.

The sound of Rachel's screaming voice filled his ears and he furrowed his brows. What the hell…?

"You better fucking tell me where my boyfriend is or else, Berry!" He shouted in anger hitting something in the process.

"You're a wild animal Sebastian! Kurt doesn't need to be involved with someone so damn unsteady!" Rachel yelled at him.

Kurt groaned and threw up again as Sebastian's shouts grew angrier. "Kurt! Where the hell are you?" He shouted.

Kurt groaned and looked around for something to throw and found a hairbrush sitting atop and dresser and threw it at the door of the bedroom he stayed in. God, Kurt just wanted the shouting to fucking cease! Soon Sebastian barreled in and drop to his knees next to Kurt inspecting him as though he had someone hurt himself in the past 12 hours. Kurt shoved him away and groaned dry heaving, his body arching as he sat over the putrid trash bin.

"I'm taking you home." He said taking Kurt by the arm and pulling him in his arms, holding him bridal style. Kurt rested his head against Sebastian's shoulder and buried his face in the man's neck. Sebastian glared at Rachel.

Rachel gave him her best bitch glare. "You're an unhealthy, poor excuse of a human being! You let Kurt go this instant and get the hell out of my house!"

"You fucking so much as try to get Kurt away from me again, the result will not be pretty." He snarled.

"You're going to threaten me like you did Kurt? Threaten to end his life?" Sebastian looked taken aback at her words and she nodded her head. "That's right, he told me what you did and what you've been doing! And I will not allow it to go on any longer!" She shouted.

Kurt pulled his head from Sebastian's shoulder groaning as he did so and looked at Sebastian who looked at him with an incredulous stare. Fuck, he had a lot of explaining to do when they got alone. But for now he needed to talk to Rachel.

"My god, Rachel! Just let me go home. We'll talk about this another time. Right now, I just want to sleep." He saw about to say something about wanting him to stay with her. "In my own bed."

'But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts'

She looked at him with tears in her eyes. "Kurt…"

"You heard him, now get the fuck out of my way." Sebastian hissed as he shouldered past Rachel and grabbed Kurt's keys and phone that were sitting on the table by the door and walked out to Kurt's Porsche. Kurt looked around them.

"Where's your car?" He questioned when he was set down on his feet again.

"I took a cab here." He grumbled opening the door and letting Kurt in before getting in on the driver's side.

Kurt nodded his head, not wanting to say another word and buckled up settling into the seat and felt himself dozing off.

Hours later Kurt sat in bed and watched as Sebastian paced in front of the bed a frantic expression on his face. Kurt watched him with boredom; Sebastian had been ranting and raving at Kurt for his drinking, his drunken actions and his big mouth. Kurt should really care about this, he really should…But he just didn't care.

"Ugh, Sebastian, shut up." He groaned out tossing a pillow at the man.

Sebastian turned to Kurt. "Kurt do you even understand the amount of shit I'm going to get if this leaks out to the press?"

"Fuck the media. Fuck everyone, baby come here and just hold me." He said with a pout holding out his arms.

Sebastian stared at Sebastian for a long moment before crawling into the bed and pulling Kurt into his arms, cuddling with the man. "You know that Rachel and Blaine are on my hate list for the rest of their lives right?"

Kurt sighed, remembering the concerned tone in Rachel's voice when they left. "I still have to talk to her. Blaine also…"

Sebastian's hold on Kurt tightened and he growled low in his throat. "You are not talking to him." He spat venomously.

"Sebastian, I need to set things straight! I can't just let him think that you're the bad guy in all this! I participated in everything we've ever done, nothing was ever one sided." He finished softly.

"I don't care, Kurt. You're not talking to him."

Kurt moved out of Sebastian's hold and sat up on his knees staring at him challengingly. "I can, and I will and if you even try to stop from doing so Sebastian I will have your head on a silver platter." He threatened, moving in to plant a kiss to his boyfriend's lips. He pulled away and stood up off the bed and grabbed his keys. "Now I'm going out and I'm going to fix this, and when I get back, you are going to fuck me so hard that I forget my name." Kurt said in a commanding tone as he placed on his shoes.

'Just going to stand there and hear me cry'

Sebastian looked at him and rolled his eyes lying back on the bed. "You have three hours."

Kurt scoffed and slipped into a pair of shoes. "Don't give me a time limit. I'll be back when I get back, regardless if it's thirty minutes or six hours. I'll be home."

Sebastian moved from the bed and wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist and kissed his neck, sucking and nipping his neck long enough to leave a hickey. "Come home soon baby."

Kurt turned in his arms and leaned up kissing Sebastian deeply wrapping his arms around his shoulders. "When I get back, I expect to be ravished." He whispered against Sebastian's lips.

Sebastian leaned forward and nipped Kurt's lower lip and sucked on it for a while, causing Kurt to whimper in pleasure. He pulled back and kissed his lips. "I love you."

Kurt smiled and gave a small kiss to his lips. "I love you more." He said before pulling away and walking out of the room grabbing his keys and then walking out of the house.

He really did need to set things straight with his two friends before things really got out of hand. He groaned as he reached his car and got in. Things were already out of hand. He just had to convince them that things were okay between him and Sebastian. He sighed as he pulled out of his driveway. God, this is going to be harder than I thought.


A/N: Alright you guys...This is where everything begins. From a drunk Kurt spilling the beans about his relationship to his friends who will try to save him.
Where do you think this will end up at? Which side do you root for?
What were your thoughts? How did you guys handle drunk!Kurt? Persoanlly, I don't think that I portrayed Kurt being drunk so well, but I did my best to try *Shrugs shoulders* Boy, did I try. Hahaha x)
A lot of you, don't want me to kill off anyone and I'm still debating over that. But as the story and song goes on, events will happen, things could occur that won't be pretty and I might just end up doing something I'll regret. But you know what? I will try to make whatever happens, beautiful...I a sick and twisted way that is ;)
So! Favorite part? Least favorite? Leave a review lemme know :)
Peace & Love,
~MizzRawr :)