Chapter 9: Thought Reflection (Everything's falling apart) (povs from Gabby,Shaundi,Pierce,Matt,Asha and Kenzie.)
(Kenzie)
My mind did i do this? Why? Now i know im in for it. When the boss found me she'd kill me. All i wanted was attention."Oh god." I said. I went to the airport and bought a ticket to go home to Steeport in the mean time i would be staying at a hotel because if i were to go anywhere near the penthouse or my warehouse the saints would kill me for sure. I checked into a cheap hotel for the night. "Have a nice stay." The lady said. "T-thank you." I studdered. I layed in the bed. My mind was racing like crazy. "Why did i do this?, No its not your fault,the boss should have payed more attention to you,you were better for her, alot better than Shaundi,you should have slit Shaundi's throat when you had the chance." "NO NO NO!" I screamed putting my hands over my ears. "Just shut up." "Well what about Matt,Asha took him from you, you were left with noone." "STOP." There was a knock on the door. I sighed as my thoughts stopped racing. I answered the door. "Its time to die Kenzie!" BANG! I shot up in a cold sweat. "It was just a nightmare,just a nightmare." I kept telling myself."I fucking cant wait to get out of here." I told myself.I flicked on the tv. "This is Jane Valdarama with the 11 o'clock news, there is still no sighting of the person who attempted to kill Shaundi Evans 3 weeks ago by drowning her,If you see Kenzie Kensington please immediatly call the Stillwater police department,she is armed and dangerous. this has been Jane Valderoma." "ARMED AND DANGEROUS!" I shouted. I calmed myself down. "Don't worry they wont be able to touch you after you leave."I settled down and fell back asleep.
In the morning i was awoken by the sun hitting in my face."Time to get the hell out of here." I smiled. I dressed in my 50's costume. I hated it so much but if it was going to get me the hell out of Steelport then i was going to do it.I grabbed my luggage and walked out and caught a cab to the airport. When i go to the airport i bored my plane. "Nice outfit toots." A guy said. "Fuck off." I said. "Plane leaving for California is now leaving, Please buckle your seatbelts,we are ready for take off." I stared out my window. "Good bye Steelport." I said with fat tears falling down my chin. Why did i ever do this to my self, i had everything,friends and all, i ruined it." The plane lifted off into the sky. "Too late to turn back now."I said with tears streaming down my cheeks. "I've lost everything."
(Johnny)
For upsetting my cousin best belive Kenzie was going to pay. "Daddy i drew you a picture." Becca said handing me the paper. "It's beutiful just likee you Becca." I said giving her a small kiss on her forehead."Daddy can you tell me about mommy?" She asked. My mind stopped for a moment."What do you mean?" "What was she like?" She asked holding on to her stuffed bunny tight."She was beutiful just like you." "Where is she?" I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. Pierce walked in. "Hey Johnny,you ok?" He asked. I gave a tight meaningless smile. "Mariah,Go see what aunt shaundi is doing so i can talk to uncle Pierce." "Ok daddy." She smiled and ran off. "What's on your mind man?" Pierce said sitting next to me. "Pierce, i don't know what to tell her,she keeps asking about Eesh, how do i tell a 2 year old that her mother is dead?" Tears fell down my cheeks. I'm usually not the one to cry about anything but this was getting to me. "Pierce looked down and shook his head. "I don't know man." He was crying too." "Why does this have to be so hard!" I said buring my face into the pillow." "Why?"
(Gabrielle)
I was sitting in my room staring at the walls. "Why." I said shaking my head. "Just fucking why!" I threw a vase against the door. "I swear to god i'm going to kill Kenize when i get my hands on her." "I popped in the tape that was sent to me. It was Shaundi and someother guy having sex.i pulled a small stick out of the envolope a pregnancy test. Postive. My mind started trying to think Kenzie was trying to protect me from being hurt.I turned the tv off. I closed my eyes. Hot tears just poured out "I can't be angry for this." I told my self. But with each more i felt my body shake and my mind drift.I looked over at the Shepard sitting on the nightstand beside me. "I've got to." I said."I can't live like this anymore." I put the barrel up to my head."One swift pull and it'll all be over." I said to myself. I sighed and put the gun down. "No." I started packing all of my clothes. "I'm going to go to steeport and never coming back." I said. I wrote Shaundi and the gang a note and put it on the bed. And walked to the elevator. "Good bye." I said pushing the down button.I got into the garage and got into my car and drove away into the night to the airport.
"How may i help you mam." The lady at the desk said. "I need one ticket to Steelport please." "That will be $310." She said. I handed her the money." Thank you your flight will be leaving shortly." "Thanks." I said going to the boarding dock. I gave the guy my ticket and bored on the plane,I kept getting phone calls from the crew but i just turned my phone off. "Flight for Steelport is now departing. I sat in my seat." Goodbye Stillwater."
(Pierce)
The boss is what" I said in rage. "Why?" Shaundi sat over in the corner her eyes red and swollen from crying. "This is utter bullshit!" Asha screamed. "She could hurt herself,we've got to find her." "It doesnt say where she's going or nothing just goodbye for ever." "Shaundi why,This is your fault,i'm starting to think Kenzie had a reason to try to kill you!" Johhny screamed. Just then the elevator dinged. "It was the boss's mom headed for Shaundi and pinned her to the wall by her neck. "What did you do to my daughter,where is she i swear to go if she's hurt ill kill you." I don't know!" Shaundi let Shaundi go and she slid down the wall crying. "I don't know." I ran to the elevator and got out of the penthouse as fast as i could to the garage. I got in my car. "God damn this is bullshit" I screamed
(Shaundi)
I didn't know where my fiance went, if she was hurt or not and i was scared. I called her phone. No answer. I was scared and alone."Please i need you Gabby." I cried. I finally decided i was going to leave and never come back. I would never love again. "I drove my self to the airport. "One ticket to Steelport please." I said wiping my eyes. "Have a nice flight." the lady said.
(Asha)
I started throwing things in the penthouse."Matt this is too far." "Asha i'm just saying." I slapped him in the face."I don't want to hear it!" I screamed. "Asha." he pinned me against the wall by my wrist. "I've been doing this far to long to take any shit." I kicked me in the balls. I crumbled. "Don't you ever pin me or that'll be the last time you wake up."I threatened slamming the door. Mariah was sitting on the couch tears coming down her cheeks." Please don't fight." She begged."I picked her up. "Come on baby,lets go."
I didnt know where i was going just away from daughter was quiet."Mommy,why were you fighting." She asked.I sighed."It's ok honey." I said.
(Matt)
I slowly rose from the floor. "ugh." I moaned. What's happening to all of us? Why are we all turning against eachother? Are the saints breaking was sitting there with his daughter on his lap reading a book."Where did everyone go?" I just shook his head."Supposing thier own way." He said blandly. "I'll see you later, I've got to go home." "Alright then see you around i guess.""oK then."
I drove up to my house. Asha's car wasnt there. I sighed and went in. The house was dark. I checked the rooms. Noone. There was a note on the bed
Dear Matt,
I just need a little time away so i am going to my parents house.
Be back in a few days,i am so sorry for the way i acted. Everyone's so stressed.
Don't worry Mariah is with me and fine.
See you in a few days.
Love Asha.
I sighed a sigh of relif. I showered and then layed in bed and fell asleep.
This is alot of work for those pov's
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