ALLY:

I was laying on my bed because I felt very melancholy, without even knowing what I was sad about, and I felt dead, to be honest. I had no appetite at all and my nausea had hit me like a ton of bricks. I just pulled up my orange, pink and purple Hannah Montana blanket up to my chin, snuggling up with my pillows and stuffed animals. My hair was in a messy top knot and I was in lounge clothes. I just looked at my bedroom door, and I heard my phone go off. It was an email from the hospital.

My doctor had emailed me the results of my blood draw and urine test. I saw a reason to feel anxious and depressed- the results said that my one of my kidneys were failing. Oh fuck- not again. My heart started to beat so fast that I could hear it, I now was very cold, my hands felt very numb and were tingling, I now was shaking, I couldn't breathe and I had this sense of terror. I stood up way too fast and I felt dizzy again. I stood up again and my mom came out saying,

"Ally? There you are."

"Mom!"

I said, my breathing getting faster and harder. I was fighting to be able to breathe again and not to cry. My mom held me by my shoulders.

"Sweetie, are you having a panic attack?"

I said,

"Yeah. I-I-I-I g-g-got an e-email from the d-d-doctor, and she d-d-did a t-test on me and I-I-I…"

"You what?"

"I-I-I f-found out th-th-that m-my k-k-k-kidney is f-f-failing."

My mom was saying,

"Here, you're OK. Just try to breathe."

I tried to breathe, from my abdomen and not my chest.

"Here, you're fine, Ally. Relax your muscles."

The breathing and muscles surprisingly seemed to work. I didn't have an emotional outburst. I didn't launch into any tirades. I didn't start crying. Also I managed to be calmed within only five minutes and that was a milestone. My mom asked me,

"How are you now?"

I said,

"I'm fine. My sickness is making me panic a lot. I have panic attacks and I cry or I feel anxious a lot, and I don't like that part of me."

My mom kissed the side of my head.

"I don't blame you, honey. Anxiety takes a lot out of people."

"You can say that again, Mom. But on the positives, I think Austin likes me."

"Austin? Like Austin Moon, the boy you crushed on circa ninth grade?"

"There's only one Austin Moon I know. This week, I got to have lunch with him after my doctor appointment and I got to play with his toddler."

"That's right- Austin has a toddler. Who's the toddler's mom?"

"Isaac's mom is Austin's now ex-girlfriend throughout high school. He broke up with her for good after he came home from work one night and she was going all the way with another guy. Austin got full custody of his son when Brooke got arrested."

"Sounds like Austin deserves full custody of his son."

"The fact that he has a toddler makes him even more attractive."

I got a text from Austin, that was in the form of a video of Isaac standing up in his crib and he was waving and saying,

"Hi, Ally."

God he was so cute. Austin and Isaac were both cute in their own ways- Austin was sexy cute and Isaac was toddler cute. I said,

"Hi. I'm so glad you texted me. I have something to tell you."

Austin texted me,

"What's going on? You good?"

I said,

"I got the test results from my blood test and urine test. One of my kidneys is failing and I need a kidney transplant."

"What? That's awful."

"Yeah I know."

"Why don't I donate my kidney to you?"

Austin suggested. I was flabbergasted.

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

Hi guys! Sorry the chapter is so short I wanted this chapter have a very suspenseful moment! I can't believe Austin suggested to donate his kidney to her! What's going to happen? Read the next chapter to find out! If you like the story remember to follow, favorite and review! Love you all 3