Hiyaaa! It's me again... So this is Chaptaah 9 of Scarred! Yayy! Because I'm the soooooo lazy... I'm not really gonna write an Author's Note... So yeah... Chapter 9!
*3 Years Later*
- Stevie's POV -
I strum the notes that I had just written down. Since I'm famous now, I have to write new songs. It's pretty hard doing it all by yourself so my manager, Jacob Columbia, suggested to hire a co-writer. Just as I was about to write down the last notes, my phone buzzes. I quickly write notes down and check my phone. It was Jacob.
Jacob: Be at the studio 4! We found u a co-writer ;)
Me: Kay! BTW: Just finished writing a new song ;)
Jacob: Great! Can't wait 2 hear it!
I check the time on my phone. 3.45! Okay, I still have enough time. I my guitar in my guitar case, take my lyrics, car keys and jacked and walk to the parking lot.
- At the studio -
I enter the studio, guitar case in my left hand. "Sup Jacob? Where's my new co-writer?", I ask walking over to him. "He said he would be here at 4-", He starts checking his watch and then gestures to the door. "Ah! There he is!", He says pointing at a familiar guy talking to one of the employees. "Stevie! meet Zander Robbins!", Jacob says happily. I freeze. Zander... Zander looks up and freezes in his spot. "Wow... It got really tense in here? You two know each other?", Jacob asks confused. I just nod and look away trying to hold back my tears "Can you- Can you give us a moment?",I choke out as Jacob walks away with the other employee. "Hi...", Zander breaks the silence. "Hi...", I choke out. There was an awkward silence. "Okay listen... I know you really don't wanna see me right now, but you're my co-writer now... so we're gonna have to spend quite some time together. So why don't we just try to make the best out of it?", I blurt. He looks away. "Okay then...", I say about to walk out. "Wait!", Zander quickly says gently grabbing my arm. I flinch at the feeling. I guess Zander noticed cause he quickly let's go of my hands. "It's just... With everything that has happened... It's kind of hard you know... I'm glad to be you're co-writer but...", He trails off. "But what?", I ask kinda scared. "Nothing... When do I start?", He changes the subject. "I don't-", I start but get caught off by Jacob. "Right now! We were just about to here Stevie's new song!", Jacob says happily. I nod and walk into the recording booth. I sit down and place my lyrics on it's stand. (A/N: This is actually Jessie J's Who You Are but let's pretend it's Stevie's Song! I don't own Who You Are! That right goes to Jessie J c:)
I stare at my reflection in the mirror...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf ...
no, no, no, no!
Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
(Who you are)x11
Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold , yeah!
The more I try the less it's working yeah yeah yeah
Cause everything inside me screams, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no! Yeah!
Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!
Yes, no, egos
Fake shows like whoa!
Just go, and leave me alone
Real talk real life
Good love goodnight
With a smile that's my home!
That's my home...
Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
Who you are...
I strum the last note as everyone behind the glass starts cheering. "That was so beautiful, Stevie! Great job!", Jacob says trough the mic whipping a fake tear away. "Thank you!". "Let's do that again, but with the band, Okay?", Jacob asks. I nod. The band comes in and take they're positions. I give them the music sheets and they start practicing it. After like 10 minuets, which still amazes me, They're done practicing and signal Jacob to start. We start playing the song again. After we finish we all listen to how it turned out and it was beautiful. "I think this is gonna be a number one hit on your new album!", Jacob says. I'm releasing my new album 'When The Darkness Comes' next month and I'm so freaking exited "I think so too!", Zander says to my surprise We stayed in the studio till 10. After everyone's gone I stay a little in the studio to write some songs, just for me. "Aren't you tired?", Someone says behind me. I flinch and quickly turn around. I let out a relieved sigh when I see Zander leaning against the door. "No not really...", I softly say turning back to my song. "Are you writing a song?", He asks. I nod
- Zander's POV -
It's been 3 years! 3 years not seeing Stevie! It was hard to forget about her... I never really stopped thinking about her... And now she's here, in front of me, writing a song... "Well since I'm your co-writer, am I not supposed to help?", I ask walking over to her. "You do have a point...", She smiles to herself. I take a seat next to her. I peak at her lyrics. Seeing about what the song is, I feel my heart sink. "Who's it about?", I ask kinda disappointing. "What?", She asks confused. "The song... Who's it about?", I ask again. "No one...", Stevie looks down. "Oh come on! It's pretty clear. When you're soul finds the soul it was waiting for. When someone walks into you're heart trough an open door. Obviously it's about someone.", I state. I put my hand on the table. What I didn't know is that Stevie put her hand on the table to. Our hands accidentally touch causing a shiver going down my spine. Stevie looks at our hands and smiles quickly taking it away. She rights something down. I peak and see what she wrote down. When you're hand finds the hand it was meant to hold. Don't let go... I smile to myself. (A/N: This is Demi Lovato's Heart By Heart)
- Time Skip -
We stayed in the studio until midnight. By now the song was finished. Now she was just telling what has happened in the past 3 years. "And then my mom was like: Stevie! We're are my socks! I can't find them! And then I was like: Mom! You're wearing them! Now leave me alone! I'm busy! And then she was like: With what?! And then I was like: Sleeping!", She laughs. I laugh with her. Suddenly I get that image in my head that I've been getting for the past 3 years.
"You don't know me Zander, and honestly... You don't want to!"
"I do! But how can I get to know you if you keep pushing me away?! You're not even treating me as a best friend anymore!"
"Well maybe we aren't!"
I quickly look away. "What's wrong?", Stevie asks. "I- I have to go...", I quickly pick up my things. "Zander...", She starts. I just walk out the door "Zander!", I hear her shout behind me. I think back at what happened.
"Zander...", She starts but I just run down the stairs.
"Zander!", She shouts behind me but I slam the door shut and walk trough the pouring rain.
It's so hard to be around Stevie. She just reminds me of everything that has happened. I still love her... I'll never stop loving her... But why does it hurt so much?
Dun Dun Dun! That was my Chaptaah 9 People! Please R&R! :) I don't really know what to say anymore -.- (Awkwardd) So yeah... Spread some Zevie love people! Love yaa ^.^
