"I want some time alone" Yuuki whispered to Kaname, tears spilling from her eyes. Each and every single tear containing something special, it spilled. One by one. Kaname watched Yuuki trudge along on the sandy floors. Her heart no longer belonged to only his… but to Zero too.
Her feelings were over flowing. What memories did she have left? Her memory all but a blur, nothing clear, all so confusing. Nothing which could fill in the odd time gap from when she arrived to this island to now. Everything empty, so many secrets, so much feeling, so much love… So much she didn't understand. Who was she to trust, Zero could have just been playing with her again, but he looked devastated. He couldn't have been lying, he meant what he said, it hurt him. No matter how hard she thought nothing, absolutely nothing reminded her of anything which happened the previous night. Her injury on her right leg couldn't have possibly been made by a branch, it was impossible come to think of it. She unraveled the bandage around her leg which Kaname had told her not to. The so called bruise was much bigger than she had expected. She stared at it, shock zapped through her. She couldn't believe what she was seeing. It was awkward, it looked unnatural, healed by force? By magic? … Kaname.
She examined her cut, it looked like a normal cut or bruise. But looking at it closer it looked like a deeper cut. A lot like her… artemis stick! Since when did she self harm? It was clear from her bruise that it was a weaponry cut, not a normal cut. She cried more, where was this all going to go? Maybe Kaname got rid of her memory for a very good reason? Maybe she shouldn't go around trying to find out what happened? But Zero… what feelings? Her head was spinning, she walked towards the beach.
"Hey~ look it's Yuuki!" One of the girls shouted, her mouth spitting venom out. Yuuki cocked her head, who was she?
"Look at her, she's so~ weak!" The girl laughed, mockery she thought, what would she know about her anyway. She could probably beat a random girl down the street even with such a awkward bruise like cut. She walked away.
"Look she's walking away!" The girl spoke mimicking her high voice.
"She probably is devastated that you stabbed a pole right through her leg misa!" A boy said pointing at Yuuki's leg.
"SHUT UP HARU*" The girl which was thought to be misa shouted.
Yuuki looked at them, then at her leg than at Misa. Everything Zero had brought up.
"Do you want another round with Kaname?" Misa whacked the boy.
Yuuki walked towards the gang.
"Umm… who exactly are you?" Yuuki asked, confusion slipping in voice.
"Look, the girls playing dumb and innocent how sweet… NOT!" Misa laughed,
"Don't be so tough on her girl, she's only human." Haru laughed, ONLY HUMAN. What did she mean by that,
"Hey misa, I think the girls really forgotten…" Haru added after looking at Yuuki.
"Idiot, you're just like Takuya, so kind to the people who you know you should't be. You keep going at that rate and you won't live long haru!" she grunted. Yuuki's mind tripped the moment the name Takuya was said.
"Could you explain to me what happened the previous night if you have time?" Yuuki asked politely.
"We have forever of course" Haru laughed at his own joke.
"I said haru, at this rate you ain't gonna live long" Misa growled, her pearly white teeth shone in the light.
"Looks like Kaname's done something to you eh?" Misa towered over Yuuki,
"Well, I guess Zero's mine than!" She laughed, running off at an abnormal speed.
Don't mind her the rest of the gang spoke in synch. They were all very elegant, perfect posture, there presence reminded her like the night class people.
"Well, I'm Takuya's NOT blood related brother" Haru spoke,
"May I introduce myself, for Misa seemed ever so pleased about your umm… memory loss. She didn't allow me to talk. "
"What does Misa mean by Zero's mine? Because…"
"Look, from what I have heard, Zero was… your… lover? " He spoke unsure of which words to use and how to phrase his sentence.
"Zero was my… lover?" Yuuki dropped to her feet,
"Oh my god, I was with zero?" Yuuki screamed, pulling her hair out, her feelings were all muddled up. Zero loved her, but how? When?
"Look, if you really did love him your memories will come back. And even if your memories don't come back, your feelings never die… " Haru whispered in her ear and hugged her.
"Good luck! Misa's a… difficult girl" Haru mentioned as he coughed between his sentence. He slowly walked off with the rest of the gang. Yuuki sat on the wet sandy ground, her pale skin drowned with her tears. Zero, out of all Zero? How did that happen? Since when did he love her??
The flight, the gun, the cookies, the boat, the hotel, the storm, the game, the kiss, the fight… Everything came back… along with the feelings. She sat up and looked at the sky. Why had Kaname done this to her? Yuuki was worried whether Zero no longer loved her or not. What if he disliked Yuuki after he spoke to her when she had no memory? She stood up and wiped the sand of her shirt. Please beg lord he still loved her. She started to walk through the palm trees. As she quickly paced through, she saw Kaname walking towards her.
"Hello my Yuuki? How are you, are you feeling better now?" He's warm voice seemed to wrap around the name Yuuki.
"Why did you get rid of my memory Kaname." Yuuki questioned.
"What do you mean Yuuki?" Kaname replied his hand wrapping Yuuki's shoulder. She shook it off.
"Kaname just get to the point please, I remember everything." She sobbed, she didn't know why she was crying. Was she relieved that her feelings she once lost had returned? Was she crying because she hated the fact that Kaname senpai had tried to erase her memory like he had done so many other times?
"Kaname, give me an honest answer Kaname, I am human, if I see something I have to live with it. I'm not going to cheat, I'm not going to get you to get to get rid of my memory. I will live with the problems I have caused." Yuuki stated. Kaname hugged, she walked out of his hug.
"That's weird, you just let that boy hug you." He laughed,
"I understand don't worry, just remember, I am the only one who can make you happy."
Yuuki turned around and walked away, she headed towards Zero's room. She ran, ignoring the stinging pain which seemed to have returned along with the feelings. Her breath came out in short pants by the time she reached his room. She knocked gently,
"Zero are you there?" she spoke.
"ZERO! I'M HERE!" she shouted, banging her fist against her the door now.
"What?" He shouted from the other side
" GO away!" Zero shouted
"Zero, I remember, please open the door, please." Yuuki cried, her fist hitting the door harder.
"Please don't hate me…" Yuuki cried harder
"Don't do this to me please Zero! PLEASE! Open the door!"
""I love you Zero. So please… just don't do this to me…"
"GO away, get out of my sight. " He opened the door,
"Just leave me alone!" he shouted with a stern voice. He slammed the door in her face. She felt the fat tears slide down her check again, maybe Kaname was right. Maybe he was the only who could make her happy. Her shattered, the splinters jabbing into her feelings and thoughts.
"Zero… I loved you… that's why I didn't forget… that's why I came back… that's why… why did you do this to me?…" she whispered under her breath. Her mind was screaming, she could feel herself fall to pieces.
Zero sat on the other side of the door, stopping himself from crying. This was the only way to make her happy. This was the only way he could keep her safe.
That's why he was going to stay away from her.
N/A so~ sorry for the late update… the usual. Writers block hehe. Anyway, please forgive me as usual for I just have come back from a ten hour bus ride from Krakow with all my noisy, war, ear splitting scream friends… T_T. I didn't get any sleep for the last 3 days… Z_Z… I think I might just fall….. anyway. Sorry for the gram mistakes as usual!
Reviews are greatly appreciated hehe!
Flyingneoncows!
