OK so I know I promised a while ago it would be up soon then I got distracted by lots of other things since I free until September ….. but now I will try dedicate as much time as possible to this xx Its really hard to right when your reading lots of other peoples stories at the same time xxx If you like this story at the end I'm going to put a link to 2 other stories that I'm reading at the moment which I love SO xx here we go xx Oh I was getting confused with what day in the week we was on in the story so this is Friday by the way.


I woke up the next morning smiling. Not for long. I felt the pillow next to me for Edward and then noticed the alarm clock it was 7'o'clock in the morning and as today was a teachers training day I didn't understand why he was already up. I pulled on my clothes from the day before. I knew Charlie wouldn't be worried about where I was because he was on the night shift yesterday so I knew he wouldn't have even noticed.

On my way out of his room I bumped into Alice literally she was stood in front of his room door with her hand scrunched into a fist, it seemed I interupted her before she could knock.

We held onto each other for balance while laughing like little girls.

"So Bella tut tut tut someone stayed all night in Edwards room do you happen to know who it was since you just came out of there" she said in between chuckles. I couldn't help the blush that stained my face. I had just been caught by my best friend on my way out of her twin brothers room at 7 in the morning .I had never been so just smiled and pulled me into a hug while dragging me down the stairs with her when we were about to reach te kitchen she turned to me winked and the left me standing here while she ran into the kitchen.I followed not far behind trying to take in deep breaths I knew this would be awkward.

I noticed three people sitting at the table Edward, Alice and jasper. Phew no parents. I sat down across from Edward and next to Alice. Edward wouldn't even look at me he stayed the silent for a full hour while Alice tried to make a conversation but it was getting no where. I had finally had enough talk about giant rejection I had just given everything to him I loved him with everything and the the next morning he didn't want to know me. I stood up and Alice and Jasper turned to look at me while Edward stayed staring down into his cereal like it held the secrets of the world.

I asked Jasper to take me home and he nodded and went to get his keys still as I was making my way towards the door Alice said by but Edward didn't attempt to move. I could feel the tears starting to form in my eyes. When Jasper returned I quickly got into the car. The car ride home was silent with the gentle buzz of the radio Jasper could sense I didn't really want to talk. Reaching my house Jasper gave me a hug .As soon as I got inside I ran to my room and let the tears fall while crying into my pillow. Thoughts of the night before where running through my mind. Did I do something wrong. Was he just using me. Was I not good enough. I didn't know what to do with the way he acted with me that morning it was as if I made him feel sick.

The day seemed to drift by with my sucked into my own thoughts. So did the weekend I did all my regular chores but I wasn't my normal self and even charlie noticed so I must have been texted me a few times asking how I was . I loved Alice and didn't want to fall out with her, what happened between me and Edward was nothing to do with her and I didn't want it to effect are friendship.

Before I knew it monday came and I dreaded it because that day was te=he first day I saw Edward since friday.i hadnt even heard from him all weekend.


I know that was a big turn around but I know exactly where I am going with the story and its very unexpected. Trust me. Since I've got the idea stook in my head now I'm defiantly going to update again probably on Monday if now tomorrow.

So the links to the 2 stories I'm loving at the moment..

La Dolce Vita: Hollywood Living -

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and

Two Loves -

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Hope you enjoy them please Read and review because I never seem to get many x