I felt like I was about to faint, I could hear Tyler; I know he was worried, but I couldn't work out what he was saying. I was panicking. No. Please. Right now I was kind of glad that I couldn't breathe; if I could they would have seen how weak and pathetic I am.
If I didn't get up then, I know that I probably wouldn't be able to. I was about to get up when Wolfie decided he was going to hug me. I'm not strong enough to hide the tears, not now, maybe not ever again. The tears fell like the water from the hose pipe, when my friend and I tied it to the top of the swing ball pole, on a hot summer's day. My mascara was running down my face, I would have wiped it off, but I know that I couldn't get rid of the mascara without getting rid of the foundation.
I picked Wolfie up as I stood up. I looked at Danny, he had a knowing to look on his face, I guess he know who am now.
"Is it something to do with Hazel?" Danny asked, well, I say asked, he said it in a way that made me realise he already know the answer.
"And what would you know about it?" I snapped.
"I was just asking." He said.
"Yeah, shore you were." I said in a sarcastic tone.
"Amy, what's wrong with Hazel?" Tyler asked.
"She's in hospital." I said, I couldn't bring myself to tell him why.
"What? Why?" Tyler asked.
How could I tell him the truth, he'd only blame himself. This was my guilt to carry.
Vlad POV
I didn't know what was going on, but I know now isn't the best time to ask. Erin? Amy? Whatever? She looked like a broken child. This was the girl that I was convinced wrecked my unlife, and yet she looks like she has nothing else to live for. I guess I was just too angry at her to notice that I wrecked her life like she wrecked mine. What if...no that's stupid she wouldn't do that.
Erin/Amy's POV
Vlad ran off after Wolfie, when Wolfie decide that it was too boring to be in this conversation.
I started walk. I didn't know where I was going; I just wanted to clear my head. I just kept on walking.
It was like in a movie where a person turns up at the place they want to be without really knowing where you were going. But I did not want to be here not ever.
"Amy" I hadn't realised he was following me. I stopped to let him catch up with me. "Where are you going?" Tyler asked.
"I don't know." I said.
I guess that was when he noticed where we were. He dragged his feet as he walked in silence toward a horse chestnut (conker) tree, out of all the trees in the park he had to notice that one. He saw a craving on the base of the tree only a meter up. It was a triangle, nothing special. He ran his fingers over the indent in the tree.
He turn around and looked at me, with tears in his eyes, I know he was really hurting, he never cried, well, not in people anyway.
"She's in the hospital here, isn't she?" Tyler asked.
"I guess so, it's near where dad lives." I said.
"Dad came back here?" he asked.
"Emily only told me that he was back here about 3 months ago." I said.
"You heard from Emily?" I nodded. "What she up to now?"
"Well, she got rid of dad, but..."
"Way does when you include 'dad' and 'but' in the same sentence it always bad."
"Because you can't put 'dad' in a sentence without it being bad." He nodded to agree with me. "They had I kid."
"Please tell me it was a boy I don't think I could put up with another girl." Tyler said.
"Tough luck," I said, with a smile on my face.
"How old is she?" He asked.
"She's two, her names Kit."
"Bet he's no better with that kid then he was with us." Tyler said.
"Of course he isn't, he can look after kids as much as I can look after myself." I said.
That made him laugh, I guess he thought I was joking. I wasn't. I can't look after myself.
"You're not that bad." Tyler said. That was a lie, if anything I was worse.
We walked towards the hospital; it was only 1 mile away. Every step I took my mind was screaming at me to turn around and run.
