-This Chapter is different from the others, I think you guys might like it (I hope you guys do). This is my favorite chapter, Enjoy
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Chap 9.
I sat up in bed and looked out the window, the sun was already rising, and I still didn't get a wink of sleep. It's just that. . . he didn't allow me to sleep, well the simple thoughts of him didn't allow me sleep. I loved him. . . and I haven't even told him yet. . . well I'm scared to. The first time I ever said that to Naruto he freaked out and didn't speak to me for about two weeks, and that was about a month after we got engaged. . . Ironic how we never said I love you before and yet were getting married.. I fell back on the bed and lifted my hand up to see the diamond ring around my finger. It was beautiful. . . a nice white gold ring, but for some reason it always made me feel depressed each time I looked at it. I loved Naruto yes. . . but I knew that this wasn't going to bring me happiness. Before all this happened, I would stay up at night contemplating my engagement with him and in the end I would say that"I would grow to love him even more during our marriage." During those thoughts I secretly saw Kiba, even though each time we saw each other we made a promise to never see each other again. . . that turned out to be a broken promise every time. But finally I was able to keep that promise and keep my distance from him. I still want to be friends with him, but I've been told by my cousin Neji that there is no such thing as "friends" between a man and a woman. I didn't want to believe that. . . but somewhere deep inside my heart. . . I felt that to be true. Turning over to my side, the clock read 5:55 A.M., I slowly shut my eyes. Someone began to knock on the door, my eyes shot opened and saw that the clock now read 2 P.M., quickly I slipped on a robe and ran to the door, revealing someone holding up brightly colored flowers. Naruto quickly kissed my cheek and handed me the flowers
"Thank you Naruto they're beautiful"
"Anything for you Hinata. . . I kept calling you all morning and got worried"
"O-oh I'm fine. . . I just c-couldn't sleep last night, so I ended up falling asleep this morning and um.. . . I just woke up."
He grinned and nodded his head as he sat down on the couch
"ok well get ready I wanna take you out tonight."
Smiling I ran to my bedroom and got ready for our date.
Naruto took me out to dinner at this elegant restaurant, he always took me somewhere nice, it was no trouble for him.
"Well Hinata I have to say I feel like I haven't seen you in a while."
"I-I'm here. . . you just haven't called or anything."
He nodded and moved closer to me, resting his hand on mine.
"I'm sorry baby but classes and work have been keeping me busy lately."
That wasn't hard to believe, Naruto actually worked at a ramen noodle company, he made his first millions off of that. Most people wouldn't believe that he was actually an intelligent man. I giggled at the thought.
"What's so funny?"
he asked with a small grin on his face
"Huh? Oh nothing"
"You know I missed hearing your laughter"
I stopped giggling and immediately blushed, I hated the fact that I could never hide my blush. . . each time I tried it only caused me to blush even more.
"It's sounds so soothing to hear it after all this time."
His blue eyes became glazed with desire and half lidded as his face neared mine, slowly my eyes started to close and my lips were beginning to tingle with the sensation of his on mine. He kissed me. . . but it wasn't like I expected. . . it was rough and raw. . almost like an animal. What I thought would be a sweet gentle kiss only ended up being a painful one. It was to be expected of him. . . . sadly.
Our date ended quite fast, he got a call from his job and he had to leave. . . I was left alone at the restaurant. I felt so depressed, at one point in our date I thought that this relationship might work but sadly I was once again proven wrong. I got up to leave the restaurant, only the moment I stepped out I felt someone grabbing my wrist. Turning around I was face to face with Sasuke.
"S-Sasuke!" My face felt hot the moment I looked into his eyes. . . there was just something about them that made him so alluring.
"I saw you came with Naruto"
"Oh, yes I was w-with him right now but he had to leave. . . you?"
"Sakura dragged me here. . . she had to leave also."
He stood there staring at me and slowly leaned in to kiss my cheek, he moved his lips closer to my ear and whispered
"Let's go"
"A-ah o-ok."
He took me by the hand as we walked down the busy dark streets. I was so nervous around him, I didn't deserve to be with someone like him.
"Something wrong?"
he asked
"N-no nothing. . . e-everything's. . . great."
We were walking to no where in particular, just enjoying each other's company while we could. It's a shame that we couldn't really be together, I'm sure I would be happy at least for once in my life. But then it was impossible to be with Sasuke, right now it was too late to end things now with Naruto. I couldn't disappoint my family, I had to sacrifice my happiness. . . and get married to Naruto.
"What's the matter Hinata?"
"Huh? O-oh nothing Sasuke I'm fine"
"Doesn't look that way"
"No I'm fine really. . . just a little tired that's all."
I found it surprising that he could read me like a book, unlike Naruto who only seemed to care about himself. Sasuke didn't look convinced, but he ignored it. I really didn't want to tell him. . . I was thinking about the last day I would spend with him. I didn't want him to get angry with me for having such thoughts. . . but they were true. These thoughts would soon turn into reality. . . a bittersweet reality. I looked at him, his mouth was slightly opened and a soft mist emitted from his sensuous mouth, in one quick motion I cupped his face and kissed him, all those thoughts I had slowly disappeared. . . . I should enjoy the time I had with him. . . the time I had left with my happiness.
-Ah this chapter is my favorite! Love to read it over and over! The inspiration for this chapter came from the song
"5:55" by Charlotte Gainsbourg she's too cool, Anyways Thanks for reading
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