Author's Note: This chapter is rated M for adult content. You don't have to read this chapter to continue on with the story.
Complicated Love
9.
Obi-Wan kissed Thrice. He wanted more than anything to be her knight. He knew a part of him already belong to her. She had shared her life-fire with him. Her life had rekindled his own. She was right when she said there was no denying the truth. He was already attached to her.
He broke away from her lips as he drew a breath. He nuzzled her throat and moved his hand into her raven hair. Thrice breaths became labored like his own. He moved to kiss her gain, but she reached up to still his hand.
"Sir Knight."
She turned her head away and took a step back.
"Milady, what is it? I thought..."
"I don't want you to regret loving me."
Obi-Wan understood her feelings. He'd been resisting her. He'd been resisting his own feelings. He had good reason. He had responsibilities as a Jedi and as a master. He could not afford to throw them all away because of love. Thrice did not reserve a lukewarm love. She deserved a man who'd love her with all his heart.
"I want to be your knight. I'll never regret what I feel for you."
Thrice turned to him with tears in her eyes. She heard his words. He said he wanted to be her knight; not that he was. She knew regret would taint their love. She heard the regret in his voice.
"If I can't have your love, then I don't want anything to do with you at all."
She turned to go, but he caught her arm. "Milady!"
She narrowed her brow and looked at his arm with distain. "That's right, Jedi Kenobi. I am a lady."
Obi-Wan had never heard anyone say his name with such venom before. He never knew such distance could be made with uttering a name. She yanked her arm free from his grasp and turned to walk away. She knew it was pointless to sway him. It was the reason why she didn't bother telling him about the bond. He was like her, a true warrior. He had sworn an oath. He had pledge his sword. He was a warrior of light. She could not change him for her own sake. He would not be the man she loved if he was.
Obi-Wan knew it was best that they ended it. No good would come of them being together, yet as he watched her go regret torn at his heart. They had shared so much. He reached out to her through their bond. It was a trickle at first. Thrice paused at the door.
He felt her feelings through the bond flow like a brook before becoming a flood. They both gasped at the same time as Thrice's fire touched Obi-Wan's light. He felt her heartbreak and longing like a stab through the heart. He discovered he felt the same.
"Please, don't."
He crossed the room and spun her around and took her into his arms. He kissed her passionately on the lips. He leaned in close and whispered into her ear.
"I have no regrets."
Thrice wrapped her arms around his neck and he held her close in his arms. She leaned forward and nipped his ear. He shivered at her touch and felt her pull at his robe. He wasted no time and began to strip his clothes. They continued to kiss as they pulled away each layer of his Jedi robes. It was long before he was bare. Obi-Wan pulled her to the bed and laid her down. He then bend down and removed her underwear.
Thrice blushed as he reverently touched the smoothed skin of her thigh. He looked at her such intensity. No man had ever looked at her body with such desire before.
"Let me please you."
Her eyes widened in shock and then she threw her head back and moaned as his tongue made contact with her intimately. She cried out in the thralls of passion as he pleasured her. Her entire body withered as she came over and over again. She then cry out louder than before until at least he stopped and she could do nothing but pant.
He lapped up her release as it poured out of her body. He rose up with a heated gaze. He watched as her chest rose and fell with each breath. He wiped his mouth with the black of his hand as he crawled up her body. He paused at her breasts. He lifted her shirt. It was the last piece of her clothing and took one of her breasts into his mouth. She groaned and arched her back as he suckled her. He then reached down and touched her. She was wet and ready.
He looked up and met her gaze. "Thrice."
"Obi-Wan, yes."
He slowly entered her body and together they gasped. He groaned at how wonderfully she felt around him. He saw that she had shut her eyes.
"No, look at me. I want to see you. I want to feel you."
She opened her ruby eyes and met his stormy gray-blue gaze. "Yes."
She lowered her Force-mask completely and wrapped her arms around him. Her fire flooded his light in a way it had never done before. They both cried out as their Force-signatures merged as one. She felt him and he felt her. Their aura's became one. They moved as one. They made love as one. The tension began to build. It grew tighter and tighter until at last it broke and Obi-Wan came over the edge. He groaned deep and low.
He stayed within her until his release was done and then rolled to the side not to crush her. He closed his eyes and held her close. He still felt her through their bond. It was intoxicating. He didn't think he could ever get enough.
He gently began to play with her raven hair. She was lovely. She was a part of him now. He felt that there was nothing in the universe that could separate them. Not even the Code. It frightened him. He had never defied the Order before. He had never been in jeopardy of being expelled before yet somehow he couldn't care. Thrice was worth falling for.
"Will you tell the Order that you broke the Code?"
Obi-Wan sighed. "I hadn't thought that far ahead. I'm obligated to report myself in, but I need to think of Anakin first. His position in the Order is not secure. I need to make sure he becomes a Jedi before I can turn myself in. I know that's not fair to you."
She turned to face him. She reached up to play with a strain of his red-brown hair and stroked his cheek. She marveled at the color of his eyes and the loveliness of his hair.
"I can wait."
He grabbed her hand and kissed her palm. "I promise one day I will truly be your knight."
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