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Emmett's POV
My first instinct had been to take the boys to a strip club, but I thought it would not be the smartest idea for the boys who were still shy over the whole 'not completely straight' thing. And besides, this way I get to dance close to Edward. And how shy he was when we first walked in was freaking adorable.
I was honestly surprised when he asked to leave, but I was eager to taste him, and kinda glad that Jacob wanted to watch, because seeing him jack off to us was a huge turn on.
We when we got to the hotel (which was way fancier than the places we usually stayed in, the benefits of a city) we were practically getting it on in the elevator. Thankfully we were the only three in it because after walking back to the hotel, we weren't really in the mood for waiting. We somehow managed however, to make it to our room before tearing each others clothes off.
In no time at all Edward was laying back on the bed as I sucked him off. I worked him with my tongue and pushed two fingers inside of him, like I had many times before. What was different between this time and the rest, was not only that Jacob was watching us, but also Edward's reaction. He sat up and knotted his fingers through my hair before pulling my face away from his crotch. "I want you inside me." He whispered sensually in my ear.
I looked at him in shock and asked, "Are you sure?" We had never gone that far, never even talked about it. I mean, he was barely able to let me take my pants off while I blew him. It's not that I didn't want this, but I was terrified of pushing him too far.
He hesitated and I knew that he had only asked in a moment of passion, not because he was ready. "I am..." He hesitated before continuing. "I mean," He paused. "I want it, I really do... And... I think I might be, ready for it... Maybe... I want to try it." He had to force the words out but I could tell it was what he really wanted.
My brain was telling me to slow down and not rush him, and my cock was telling me to hurry up and fuck him already. My internal battle was rather short, as I had never had all that much self-control. "Hey hot stuff." I said to Jacob, using one of my two favourite nicknames for him. Hot stuff, because he was the only one out of the three of us with any body temperature, and boy toy because he was a lot younger than us. "There is a bottle of lubricant in the top draw," I told him pointing at the one I meant. "Fetch it for me."
Jacob wordlessly did as I said and returned to his viewing position in the corner off the room. I didn't hesitate long before squeezing some of the lubricant onto my hand, and massaging Edward's hole with the liquid-like substance. I kissed him passionately as I worked it inside of him. Once I had sufficiently prepared him to take me, I rubbed the remaining lubricant over my cock. Lining myself up with him I asked, "Are you sure your ready?"
"No." He replied looking scared as hell. "But do it anyway." I knew he would be scared for his first time like this but I had done all I could to make things more comfortable for him, now we won't know if he's ready or not until we try it.
I slowly began to ease my way inside him and he wrapped his arms tightly around my shoulders, holding me against him. I kissed his neck in an effort to comfort him and I almost had the head inside of him when he yelled for me to stop. I quickly pulled out of him and moved away, allowing him sufficient room to freak out.
"I'm sorry Em." He told me not meeting my eye. "I just can't do it, it's too..." He paused searching for the word. "Wrong." He looked ashamed and still wouldn't meet my eye. "I just can't do it Em. I'm not gay okay, I can't be." He looked torn and I knew how hard this was for him. I wished I could do something to make this easier for him, but he was raised in a much earlier era than I was, back then they were way stricter on homosexuality. He had had it drilled into him his whole life that what we were doing was wrong. And I was trying to undermine everything he had been raised to believe. I couldn't imagine how hard this was for him. Edward just sighed and said, "You should get that."
There was a knock on the door and I moved to open it as instructed. There was a young boy, probably around nineteen, kinda scrawny looking, pushing a cart, probably containing somebody's room service order. "Can I help you?" I asked, really not in the mood for this.
"Um," He shuffled awkwardly, clearly uncomfortable at my complete lack of clothing. "Is everything alright in there?" He mumbled. "I heard yelling."
I was too preoccupied worrying about Edward to think up a lie so I just gave him the truth hoping he would leave me alone. "Yeah look, my boyfriend is just kinda shy about trying anal for the first time thing and freaked out, apparently he isn't ready for that. Now if you don't mind, I'd like to go comfort him seeing as he's feeling kinda shitty at the moment." I told the boy, daring him to stay any longer. He nodded shyly, muttering his apologies before turning and practically running down the hall with the cart.
I was feeling really shitty with myself for pushing him to far as I closed the door and turned to see Edward, stark naked on the bed with his head in his hands and Jacob sitting next to him. "Did you have to tell him the truth?" Edward asked embarrassed.
"Sorry." I apologised, rejoining the two boys on the bed.
"No I am." Edward insisted. "I thought I could do it, I really did. And I do want to. More than anything I want to feel you inside me, but I can't, because I'm too traditional." He said insulting himself. "Maybe you should just screw Jake, at least he wont freak out before you can get it in."
I wasn't sure what to say, I wanted to assure him that I wanted him, and I wouldn't just fuck Jacob because I could. Edward was worth waiting for. "Yes but waiting for how long?" He asked me being all melodramatic like he was.
"Yunno what? Screw you guys." We both turned in shock to see a rather pissed off looking Jacob. "I get that I am the third wheel here and all, and yeah I'd probably be up for joining you guys in whatever. But do you have to treat me like I'm nothing but some fuck on the side?" He looked at us both angrily and I mentally blamed the alcohol. "And why are you always shipping me with Emmett?" He asked waving his arm at me and glaring at Edward.
"Well..." Edward mumbled. "That day, in the forest... You were looking at him." My rather embarrassed boyfriend explained.
"Of course I was looking at him, he was the one who was naked." Jacob reminded us rolling his eyes. "And seeing as neither of you bothered to ask, I prefer guys who look less like they can tear me in half." He said with defiance before grabbing Edward in a rough kiss.
While part of me wanted to hit him for touching my Edward, I decided it would probably not be the best idea, and it did look kinda hot. Although if Edward said anything at all about not wanting him too, I would break his jaw. The kiss did not last long as Jacob released him quickly and looked at us both, challenging either of us to speak.
Edward looked at me shyly. "You liked that?" He asked and I nodded. If you didn't though, he is a dead dog. I thought to him protectively and he smiled slightly. "You want me?" He asked Jacob whose eyes widened slightly.
"Hell yeah." He assured us both eagerly.
"Okay." Edward said, thinking hard about what ever he was considering doing. "Take off your clothes." He ordered and Jacob obeyed instantly. Edward looked at me again to gauge my reaction before kissing Jacob.
Now that the kiss was completely mutual, watching those two make out was actually very erotic. I leant back to enjoy the show as he climbed on top of Jacob, deepening the kiss.
Authors Note: This chapter was a bit long so I decided to cut it in two at the change in POV. I am focussing on my other stories, however I still write a sentence or so every few days on these. The same thing I said about Uninvited goes for this story as well, I do not know how or if it will ever end, so if you read this, be warned I may never finish it. I am usually more dedicated to my stories, but I have been far more lax with these two.
~SophieAngel69
