In honor of the maroon five concert I am going to divulge myself in this Friday, I decided to write a oneshot using two of my favorite songs of theres. Not my favorite two... because they wouldn't fit with my idea. Anyhow, kudos if you know which two they are. It's pretty obvious. Any how, rock on maroon five, I love you so much. Enjoy this oneshot?
Heartattack
Riku wasn't sure whether it was the shattering of the glass on the ground or the curses Sora threw his way that snapped him back into reality. Riku wasn't sure whether it was the tears or the glares that got to him the most. The silver haired male stared from behind a fringe of silver at the brunet who was stumbling throughout the apartment, haphazardly collecting his things. Evident despair and torpor was apparent in the way Sora moved, but he tried his best to cover it up. The tears were the only thing that caught Riku's attention. The tears and the angry words that Sora kept repeating over and over, the mantra never ceasing.
"Sora," Riku said desperately. The silveret latched onto his boyfriend's arm, halting the brunet's actions. Blue eyes instantly met horrified aquamarine ones. Silence reigned supreme, just for that moment. Neither said anything as the darkness of the night swept through their apartment, reflecting on the broken shards of glass beneath them,
"Please, stay," Riku begged, his voice hoarse and his body shaking. And it was such an oddity to see Riku in such a state. If Sora wasn't as enraged as he was, he probably would have taken time to mentally note this. But right now all that Sora wanted was to get out.
Sora didn't listen to Riku's plea and wrenched his arm out of Riku's grasp. With tears streaming from his usually jubilant eyes, Sora continued packing. His whole body shivered as he made his way throughout the apartment, Riku never once leaving the brunet's side.
And then Sora left. Left before he had the chance to say the words that would mend the things that were broken. Riku winced as the front door was slammed, leaving him in a breathless stun. Sora was always so happy. So beautiful. How could one lie ruin all of this?
The silver haired male, who was no older than nineteen, threw his fist into the tan wall on his right, almost breaking it. Frustrated tears fell from sea-green hues moment later. And all the male did was keep repeating his love's name under his breath. Over and over, never once ceasing. But now it was too late, he was gone. He left. Sora left.
The glass lined the living room having once belonged to a vase full of red roses. Roses that were supposed to eternally symbolize their love. How could Riku have been so blind? How could he have been so naïve and inconsiderate?
The teen leaned against the wall, breathing heavily. Why hadn't he been more observant? Why hadn't he asked why Sora cried himself to sleep every night for the past week? Was he subconsciously aware of it? Riku felt like he was going to be sick.
Riku loved Sora. He just had a messed up way of showing it. He'd shower Sora with endless arrays of affection, only to turn around and break the poor brunet. It was only a few times… he swore it. He only cheated on Sora once. And he was drunk. That wasn't necessarily an excuse but… Riku smacked his head against the wall. How could he have been wooed by someone else? How could he have betrayed the most important person in his entire world? How did Sora find out?
Riku, fury in his eyes, grabbed his keys and stormed out of the apartment. Not to do harm, but to mend. He had to find Sora before there was nothing left to fix. Determination flashed in the silveret's eyes as he hastily left the apartment complex and entered the cold, dark streets. Riku bellowed his lost love's name into the frigid air only to be unanswered. A strangled whimper fell from the usually suave male's lips as he pocketed his keys and raced down the sidewalk, determined to find Sora. It couldn't end tonight. He just need one more chance.
If he got one more chance, he'd make everything right. He'd make Sora realize how much he loved him and how little all the others meant to him. Sora was the universe. Sora was the sun. Scratch that. Sora was just everything.
He wouldn't be able to make it through the night without Sora. Sora. The boy he had loved for four years. His boyfriend of three years. He wouldn't let his misguided behavior ruin that. Things just couldn't end like this. It seemed… illogical. Riku wouldn't go home without Sora.
The taste of Sora's breath. It sent chills down Riku's spine. It haunted him as he ran, desperately trying to find his boyfriend. He wanted to cling to whatever hope there was left. Any love that remained. He'd never get over what Sora did to his mind. Sora made him crazy. Sora made him feel invincible, but more importantly loved. How could he throw all that away for someone who could care less about him? How could all these lies crush their relationship?
Riku finally spotted the mob of brown hair in the distance. Sora was standing against the rail, staring out at the small port. Sora had always said that the port was so romantic at night. And now, Riku had to agree. Small lights lined both of the shores making the water glow. It was majestic. It was breathtaking.
"Sora!" Riku hollered breathlessly, making his way over to the brunet.
Sora looked to his right, staring at his boyfriend with confusion. "You followed me?…" Sora asked quietly, the only other sound being the soft splashing of the waves on the shores behind them.
Riku sank in a huge amount of hair, his hands resting on his knees as he tried to catch his breath. Aquamarine eyes then snapped up. "Sora… please, don't go. Please don't… I love you," he rambled.
"Riku… I've heard all of this before," Sora replied stubbornly. The brunet looked away painfully, unable to stare at Riku any longer. "Please just… leave me alone. Please. I can't deal with this anymore."
"Sora!" Riku shouted. The male grabbed Sora's wrists this time, wrapping his hands tightly around them. "I love you. I'm not letting you go. Don't…"
"How can you say that to me?!" Sora hollered, tears clouding his blue eyes. "How can you cheat on me and claim that you love me?!"
Riku winced, knowing that what Sora said was the truth. "Sora, you don't understand-"
"You don't love me!" Sora spat back, shaking his head. "My life has been miserable, Riku! All you've done is lie to me and cheat on me and I can't stand it. I love you and it's killing me!"
Silence swarmed between the pair. Before either had any time to say anything, Riku pressed his lips forcefully onto Sora's, as if hoping that everything could be mended with that one kiss. "I won't go home without you, Sora," Riku murmured, his hands tangling in the brown locks. The hair that he adored. The hair that he dreamt about. It just made Sora …Sora.
"No," Sora argued though he did nothing to break the kiss.
"Please," Riku begged. And he never begged.
"You hurt me," Sora whispered, his lips continuously being meshed with his boyfriend's. Riku was persistent, Sora knew that first hand. Shivers flew up and down Sora's back as he stood there in Riku's hold. "You hurt me," Sora repeated in a pathetic sob against the taller's lips.
"I know," Riku replied.
"Why?" Sora begged, his body and mind aching for the truth. His heart remained ensnarled in Riku's grasp while his mind wanted to just leave.
"Because I'm selfish," Riku admitted. The male nipped at Sora's lips, hoping that he could bring Sora back home. He'd do anything. Anything to bring Sora back with him and make him his again. "Because I'm selfish and I don't appreciate anything. But god Sora, I love you."
"If you love me…" Sora began, returning the kiss. Riku eagerly returned in, intending to deep it and retrace the caverns of Sora's mouth that he knew so well. The silver haired male's body pressed acceptingly against Sora's, a wave of warmth covering him from the simple friction doing such produced.
"…then you'll let me go," Sora finished, pulling away from Riku's grasps.
Riku froze, suddenly realizing what the last powerful kiss was. A kiss goodbye. Aquamarine eyes matched blue ones and both fell silent.
"Sora…" Riku whispered nervously, outstretching his right arm to latch onto Sora, but Sora pulled away. "Please… don't."
"I love you," Sora whispered, giving Riku's the sweetest goodbye he had ever received. He was saying goodbye and just flying away. Sora noticed the tear in Riku's eye and sighed. "Maybe… someday…" he said incoherently and turned his back to Riku. And he just left like that.
And with every step that Sora took away from it, it brought Riku closer to heart attack.
When Sora came back, Riku had something to say. That is if he could make it through the night without his brunet angel.
