Summary: "I knew I loved him," Jade said as she stood up, "But I didn't realize how much I did, until he was gone. I didn't know I could ever love someone as much as I love him. Now he's gone and I feel… empty." Paul/OC


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Chapter 9- Crawling Back to You

Paul POV

I was looking for my girlfriend. Wherever she was, I did not know.

"COME ON, MOVE IT MOVE IT MOVE IT!"

There she is.

I walked out onto the fields and there Jade was kicking the ball between herself and her teammates. I sat on the stands and they quickly finished.

Jade was walking over to her bag when she saw me and grinned. I smiled at her and she ran over to me. I hugged her around the waist and she said, "Don't, I smell nasty."

"I don't care," I said as I leaned down and kissed her. As she pulled away she said, "I've got to shower. I'll be back."

"Quickly," I said and she nodded and ran into the girls' locker room.


Jade POV

I walked out of the locker room to see Jacob toe-to-toe with Paul. Damn it.

I ran over and I stepped in-between the two and pushed Jacob away. I was actually so close between them that I was actually being pushed against Paul.

"Jake," I said as I pushed him away with one hand, "Go home."

"What?" Jacob asked me as he glared. I glared back and said, "Go home. Now."

I had one hand on Paul's leg, trying to calm him down (he was so tall now that I barely came up to his shoulders.)

Jacob looked at me, sighed, and walked away. I watched him walk away sadly and said, "Poor Jacob."

"He'll be with Embry again soon, and then Quil will phase and they'll all be together again," Paul said. I nodded and said, "Yeah."

Paul took my soccer bag for me, throwing it over his shoulder, and taking my hand in his. I loved having his hand back in mine. I looked up at him and said, "I love you, Paul."

He looked down at me and stopped, and wrapped his arms around me. He then shocked me by lifting me up so I was level with his face as he said, "I love you too, Jade. So much, baby."

I kissed him quickly as he sat me down. He smiled and took my hand again as we walked towards his truck.


Paul and I were in Port Angeles. He had just taken me out for dinner and we were currently walking down the street. His arm was wrapped around my shoulders and I had my fingers laced with his.

"I love you," Paul whispered to me as we walked. I smiled and leaned my head on his shoulder as I said, "I love you too."

I smiled as I heard the being of a Daughtry song. They were my favorite band. I softly sang along to song as we walked.

Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground,
And it's too late now to put out the fire,
Tables turned, and I'm the one who's burning now,
Well I'm doing alright,
'Til I close my eyes
And then I see your face,
And it's no surprise.

Just like that I'm crawling back to you,
Just like you said I would yeah,
I swallow my pride,
Now I'm crawling back to you,
I'm out of my head,
Can't wait any longer,
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,
Just like that, like you said I'd do,
I'm crawling back to you.

Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel,
And it's hard to forget how I left you hanging
On by a thread, when everything is said, I will regret it, yeah,
I was doin' alright, thought I could make it,
Then I see your face and it's hard to fake it.

Just like that I'm crawling back to you,
Just like you said I would yeah,
I swallow my pride,
Now I'm crawling back to you,
I'm out of my head,
Can't wait any longer,
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,
Just like that, like you said I'd do,
I'm crawling back to you.

Paul kissed me on the head and I leaned on my head as he softly said the lyrics.

If you could find a way, to forgive everything, I know you would.
And I would take it all back, if only I knew that I could.

Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground.
And it's too late now, to put out the fire.

Just like that I'm crawling back to you,
Just like you said I would yeah,
I swallow my pride,
Now I'm crawling back to you,
I'm out of my head,
Can't wait any longer,
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,
Just like that, like you said I'd do,
I'm crawling back to you.

I'm crawling back to you [3x]


I was walking out of the house when I saw Jacob carrying motorcycles out of a giant truck. I stopped mid-step and said, "Jake, what are you doing?"

I walked over to him and whispered, "Dad's home. He could see them."

Jacob grinned and said, "Bella, meet Jade, the best older sister in the world."

I turned and then saw the brunette girl. I immediately noticed she was from Forks. I smiled at her and said, "Hi, I'm Jade. This idiot's sister."

"Ha ha," Jacob said. I smiled at him as Bella said, "I'm Bella… how much older than Jake are you?"

I sighed and said, "I actually have no idea… kidding, kidding. I'm three years older than him. I'm nineteen."

"Really?" Bella asked. I nodded and said, "Yeah."

I watched Jacob carry the bike into the shed and said, "I had to repeat Kindergarten twice."

"Why?" Bella asked confused. I sighed and said, "I punched a kid and then bit another one."

"Wow." Bella noted. I nodded and she said, "So that makes you a junior?"

I nodded again and said, "Yeah."

"She's older than her idiotic boyfriend," I rolled my eyes at Jacob's comment as he got the second motorcycle and headed towards the shed. I turned my eyes back towards Bella and she softly said, "I was too. Sort of."

"You okay?" I asked her worriedly. She shook her head yes and said, "Yeah, I'll be fine."

I heard movement in Jacob's shed and said, "Hey, I had a bad breakup too. He was a jackass doing it too."

Bella softly smiled at me and I said, "Hey you wanna go out for coffee sometime? We can talk…"

Bella nodded and I smiled and said, "Great. Since I will be seeing you a lot, I don't really have to worry about giving you my number at this moment because at the moment I have no idea where my phone is-"

"-How about in my hand?" I heard. I turned and saw Paul walking over to me. I smiled and said, "Phone thief."

He smiled and kissed me on the head as he handed me my phone. He noticed Bella watching us, and his mood changed immensely.

"I've gotta talk with your Dad."

He then walked inside. I raised an eyebrow, but turned back to Bella.

"That your boyfriend?" Bella asked. I nodded and said, "Yeah."

I quickly gave her my number and said, "Call me, text me, we'll hang out sometime alright?"

Bella nodded and Jacob poked his head out the door and said, "Your boy toy here yet, Jade?"

"Yeah, he's inside!" I told Jacob and said to Bella, "Go to my brother before he thinks I'm stealing you. I'll see you around."

"Nice meeting you," Bella said, "We'll hang out."

"Will do," I said to her as she headed into Jacob's shed.


AN: Yes, Jade is older than Paul.

Paul is 18.

Jade is 19.

This is one of my favorite chapters to this story though because it includes the song that I based the fanfiction off.

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