Hera walked into her room and lay on her bed staring at her ceiling wishing she still had her cat, that would make her feel better.

Forever waiting for disaster,
What David calls servant and master,
Will you play it too?
As this displacement begs for water.
Swimming, bathing.
Drowning in sorrow.

Scream with me.

But where was her cat you may ask. Well her beloved Snixers passed away in her sleep one night, Hera woke up the next morning screamed bloody murder and broke down, she still had scars from that too.

So here hera was laying on her bed "The islander by Nightwish" playing in the background silently crying, it didn't help that she had stopped taking her meds after Snixers died.

I crawl across this cracked expansion,
I'll be buried soon.
Beneath the sand with pure intentions.
Wanting something, someone to follow.

For a change, I'll refrain,
From hiding all of me from you.
(here's my lullaby.)
Pray for rain, lose your name.
And watch all your dreams fall through.
(hush now, don't you cry)

She knew it was dangerous but she lived alone and didn't have very many visitors so she didn't freak out as much as she would have but with josh being here and the thing with alex and Emilie she wasn't too sure anymore.

I swoon upon my knees come crashing,
Will you bury me?
Today, this small favour I am asking
Hold me, you may drop me tomorrow

Her reality was starting to blur again, she was starting to get those thoughts again… and she paused, would she return this time if she left herself fall?

For a change, I'll refrain,
From hiding all of me from you.

(here's my lullaby.)
Pray for rain, lose your name.
And watch all your dreams fall through.
(hush now)

For a change, I'll refrain,
From hiding all of me from you.

Hera rubbed her eyes stopping anymore tears as josh walked in and crawled over her to "his" side of the bed farthest from the cd player, and layed down, hera looked in the living room he had turned off everything so she didn't have to get up, so she got under the covers on the edge of the bed staring down at the floor.

Pray for rain, lose your name.
And watch all your dreams fall through.

Here's my lullaby.
Hush now don't you cry.

As she starred she slowly slipped into her "dreamland" where nothing hurt her anymore until morning when she woke up and realized reality was here to stay and she was alone.

Calm down.
Come down cold resides with me.
With me.

In the morning hera rummaged around her top drawer and found 2 of her friends walked to the bathroom sat on the floor her back against the door and said "hello"

I flee to, I flee to decemberunderground.
As you exhale, I breathe in and sink into,
The water underground,
And I grow pale without you.

Boy was josh in for a shock when he woke up.