FOr anyone who wants to know, the BIg Time Rush concert was amazing. James made a heart to me and my friend when we did our double heart. If you want to hear details, message me. So here is another chapter. Tell me what you want to see:))))))))
Previously
"Oh well, then can you hook me up?" I said getting on my knees
"To what, that Big Time Rush concert?"
"Si!" I awnsered in spanish to try to impress her to see if it would help in any way.
"Tell you what, I will hook you up on one condition." She said with a smirk on her face as I rose off my knees. I had a bad feeling about this...
K.P.O.V.
"Hook me up with Kendall I think his last name is Henderson?" She said as she did a small smirk and came out of behind her small marble front desk. I nodded to her last name guess.
"I don't think I can do that Mandy." I replied simply while her tiny smile turned into a huge frown. I really couldn't help it though, because all the Big Time Rush guys hated my guts. In order it would probably be James, Logan, Kendall, Carlos. Logan second because he is the one that figured out the truth. I guess since he was the michevious guy in Big Time Rush, that he saw past the pretty faces, unique personalitys, and actions to know what was really behind the eyes of the devious people out there who were willing to do anything to get what they wanted, like me.
"Why not?" She replied, "He is so hot."
"I can't tell you."
"Well then no Big Time Rush tickets for you missy."
"Okay, whatever." I said as I blew it off and layed down on the couches in the lobby. I layed there in confusion wondering what I should be feeling right now. It was either guilt or proudness. I couldn't decide. In the end I decided on "A guilty Pleasure" because It matched the situation perfectly.
"Hey Mandy." I said sitting up after drifting in and out of sleep.
"Yeah." She said coming out of her book and staring at me waiting for me to say what I had to say because, to her, I was probably a valuable person. Not many people know people that have a relationship with a Big Time Rush member.
"Can we make a deal?"
"Depends on the deal."
J.P.O.V.
I sat down in my bed unable to close my eyes. I had a concert tomorrow, so how the hell was I suppose to perform tomorrow when I couldn't get an ounce of sleep. I stayed awake thinking how that intamacy could haunt me later because in reality, somehow I knew it would. She was probably going to tell someone and I would get arrested for being a fucking pedophile. To think I had sex with someone this young, It kills me to know that I am just that naive to think that a 14 year old was a 17 year old. For a second I started to think that this was my fault because I was blinded by how she potrayed the cute girl that was typically interested in me.
I needed to call someone right now
Bree?
James, it's 4am, is it really neccessary to call me right now
Yeah
Why?
Because..
Because you want me back?
I'm not sure, I tried to replace you and it didn't work. I miss you Bree.
James, we can't
We can
We can't do this over again and beside's you know I'm dating someone else now
Why not
It's not worth the suffering
Then tell me what to do babe
Don't call me babe James
Tell me wat to do Bree
What do you mean?
What do I do to get over you?
James don't do this to me, I love you as a friend now.
But Bree.
I have to go James
Goodnight, find someone whos worth your time, thats all I can say
The line soon went dead while I was left in silence wondering how her words were going to heal me when my heart was shattered a million times 2.
Bree: She was a girl. We had that chemistry, that you can't find in the streets or through facebook. It was deep. When I saw her, my heart would race, my mind would spin, and she would make me sound so cliche when I said any thing romantic to her. But the thing is, even when I was cliche, or made a mistake that might have embarassed her, she didn't care about what the other people thought, or the camera's that followed me thought. She didn't care if she was in her pajamas while the paparazzi took a picture of her and I together. She didn't care if I was famous. She loved me for my personality and thats all I ever wanted from a girl, a girl that knew my name from me introducing myself, not the concert fanatic girl that automatically says "Your James Maslow" because to me , love didn't come natural that way.
Katy: SHe really pushed me over edge. I don't think i've ever been that pissed at someone and I exploded into a raging man who was ready to hurt someone because I knew I did something repulsive. The strange thing is, I actually wished I would have never said any of that stuff to her because I felt as if I pushed her away and I didn't want her away. Even though I was pissed at her actions, I couldn't help but not be pissed at her being with me or kissing me that night. Maybe it was all just physical, but there was an undescribable feeling when I was with her, when I was talking to her or anything. I had only known her a day, but I felt like it was that "Love at first sight" thing, but then again, I'm not sure if I believed in that just yet. I couldnt help but wonder how she thought of me right now. She was burned in my brain as a "guilty pleasure".
I was a lost man celebrity who wished he was a small town boy right now. Just that boy who walked down the streets and people would just casually say hey, hiya, hola, or hello too.
Kendall P.O.V.
Boy was last night a rough night and waking up at 6:00am didn't help put my thoughts at ease. James was considered a pedophile but no one knew that beside Katy, James, Logan, and I. carlos was asleep so he missed out on the scene.
I was texting Britt learning that Logan and her just broke up.
"Yo Logan, what happened with you and Britt?"
"Don't know, but look at this girl." Logan immediatly said back and showed me a picture of a tan girl with long black hair and a long face. Her eyebrows and haircolor were slightly a different color which was a bit weird. Her eys were a dark hazel and beautiful.
"Who is she?"
"Brookylyn Allen." Logan replied, "Im talking to her."
"Damn, boy who regain yourself fast." I replied while he shrugged, "Britt and I werent serious."
I rolled my eyes and got out my phone to a text message Heidi the girl who was setting up the show.
your on in 3 hours, get your butts over here!
Well guys, sorry if it was bad, but your gonna see some KAty and James coming up in the next chapter. Tell me what you guys want to see because I know your gonna review!
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