Bella POV

Talk about humiliating. I slumped down into my chair utterly mortified by what was happening. I had reached gym Tuesday afternoon after lunch only to find a note plastered on the door redirecting every student to a classroom in the science department. As I entered the room I scanned around to find charts and posters of the female and male anatomy. In big bold letters on the blackboard read "SEX EDUCATION' and in front of the board stood Edward; looking just as mortified as me.

I refused eye contact and found a seat at the back of the class. And here I sit waiting for the rest of the class to arrive. I can't believe this is happening. And why on earth would god punish me by Edward fucking Cullen taking a sex Ed class.

I hadn't seen him since last night when he arrived home with his wife and saw me with Jacob Black. I had chosen to have sex with Jacob. God could I have be more stupid. The morning was awkward to say the least. My head spun as the hangover from hell kicked in. Jacob was nuzzled into my back sound asleep, his arm draped over my rigid but fatigued body. I knew what I had done. I knew the mistake I had made. My throat ached with a dry taste of beer. I needed to escape this situation. I crept out of bed and be lined it for home. Charlie had not been home when I arrived to my relief.

I had seen Jacob in English this morning. He looked just as hung over as me. But he didn't speak to me, didn't even acknowledge me. I knew his reputation. I knew I was just another notch on his belt but it still stung. I barely made it through the class before reaching the toilets and throwing up my breakfast. Tears streamed down my face as I heaved. I wasn't sure how my life had turned into such a mess in such a short space of time.

"Alright guys, settle down" I was pulled out of my daze by Edward's voice.

"Now, I know this isn't a normal gym period, as you can see it's a bit different"

"But we already know how to do the nasty Mr C" Eric called out and the class erupted in laughter. I crouched further down into my seat.

"Well Mr Yorke, that may be so but today is more about safe sex and the importance of it" Edward quickly took the class under control once again. "Now can someone tell me some forms of safe sex?"

Jessica put her hand up, she sat right in front of me next to Lauren, bitch extraordinaire.

"Jess" Edward motioned for her.

"Condoms" Jessica giggled slightly, a bit embarrassed.

"Good, but not always so safe, but they should always be worn. The correct answer would be not to have sex at all" He chuckled, as did the rest of the class.

"Anyone else got one" He asked coolly. I looked at him for the first time, finding myself looking at his eyes. His gaze moved and I suddenly found him looking directly at me. I instantly let my head drop. Fighting back tears once again. My stomach began to churn again. Praying I wouldn't bring up my lunch.

"Female Contraception" Angela Webber said "Like the pill and IUD"

"Good" Edward praised her "It can be hard talking to your parents about contraception girls, but it can save you a lot of money in the long run. And your parents" He said. I could tell he was smiling slightly when he said this. "I'm sure they don't want to be grandparents to young"

"What about withdrawel Mr Cullen" Mike Newton chuckled, unable to supress his laughter. He received high fives from his stupid obnoxious mates as they all laughed. I snuck a peak at Edward and his face remained unamused.

"Don't be such a moron Mike" I blurted out without thinking. I instantly slapped my hand across my face, shocked by my own outburst. The whole class turned and looked at me, most with an amused expression. All except Mikes. His was a grin, One I didn't like the look of.

"Oh that's right Bella, You like it released in you don't you. Well that's what Jacob Black is saying" His grin never leaved his face "Free tonight?"

My heart felt like it had stopped beating. My chest tightened and I could feel my eyes well up. I felt vomit rise to the top of my mouth. The whole class had erupted into laughter. I peered up at Edward who stood mouth slightly ajar with disapointment and anguish clearly written on his face.

"Wow Bella, your such a slut" Jessica laughed in my face."He said you were rubbish as well" She glared at me with a tint of amusement. I Couldn't breathe, I couldn't handle this anymore. I suddenly felt rage, hatred, complete and utter dispear. I stood up from my chair, and the class fell silent.

"Go fuck yourself you stupid bitch" I spat at Jessica and slapped her hard across the face with all I had. The class all gasped in shock. Jessica fell from her chair, her hand clutching her red face. I picked up my bag and ran out the door. Not once looking at Edward or anyone else for that matter. I reached the exit door from the science building and into the daylight. Colasping against a wall, my whole body trembled. I dropped my bag and fell to the ground in a heap. I couldn't help the tears that fell out of me like thick heavy rain droplets.

I cant belive that just happened in there. I try my best to get over Edward, and all that comes from it is being a massive slut who screws the school's biggest player. And now the laughing stock of Forks high school. Things could not get any worse.

Oh right, its me, of course they could.

"Bella" I heard his voice, The one I had been trying to forget.

"Leave me alone Mr Cullen" I whimpered "Please"

He crouched down beside me "God Bella, I am so sorry for what just happened in there, I shouldn't of let it happen"

My heart rate increased at his closeness, I hated that he still had this affect on me.

"I…" I didn't know what to say, my mind was racing with what just happened "We used a condom" I blurted out through my tears. I was sobbing like a stupid kid.

He took a sharp intake of breath "I expected it to hurt when you moved on, but this much I never imagined" He sighed "I never meant for any of this to happen Bella"

I wiped away my tears and looked up at his beautiful green eyes "You chose your wife, I get it"

"Doesn't mean I don't still have feelings for you" He whispered, his hand reaching out to stroke my face. I flinched away.

"Please don't" I replyed sharply. "Just don't" I half yelled, my voice ragid from crying.

"So you and Jacob, you a couple now?" He asked moving backward, putting space bewteen us.

I looked hin sqaure in the eye "He is telling the whole school we had unprotected sex and that I was rubbish, what do you fucking think?" I spat with venom dripping off my voice.

"I could kill him" He angrily half yelled, his hands curling up into fists.

My head was spinning still, but my tears seemed to of subsided "Why Mr Cullen, what he has done is no better then what you did to me, the only difference is the whole school doesn't know about how you crushed me. You a teacher, started something with me, made me believe in love for the first time, took my virginity away and then decided to go back to your cheating wife"

I stood up and retrieved me back pack, I started walking away but turned back to face him "You are just as bad as he is, and I don't need either of you in my life anymore".

I plucked up all the courage I could muster and walked out the gate of the school and all the way home. I cried into my pillow the until I fell into a deep slumber.

I didn't go to school the next day. It felt like my whole life had come crashing down. Charlie took one look at me and assumed I had come down with the flu, looking at myself in the mirror after he had left; I suddenly realised, I looked like complete shit.

My face was swollen and red from crying, my hair had no structure at all. And the big massive bags under my eyes made me slightly terrified to look at myself. So no wonder Charlie told me to stay in bed and get better. If only it was that simple. I would welcome a flu over how I feel right now.

The day passed in a hazy blur. I slowly started packing up my belongings in preperation for Stanford. That's was the only light at the end of the tunnel as far as I was concerned. The sooner I left this horrible place, the better.

I had basically abandoned my phone the monent I got home yesterday, Knowing Alice would do her damdest to get hold of me. So I was not shocked when I heard a knock on the door around lunch time. It really wouldn't be anyone else. She and Rose were my only real friends in this shit hole town.

I hestitated opening the door. I knew how this would go…Alice would make a fuss, I would spill all of yesteday's events and she would become furious, and then probably plot her revenge. When really all I wanted to do was forget about it, and forget fucking Jacob Black and Most of all forget Edward Cullen.

"Bella, I know your in there, open the friggen door!" my thoughts were broken as the petite but volaitle pixie on the other side of the door yelled at me.

I opended the door to Alice, She took one look at my state of appearance and threw herself at me with so much force I fell backwards and both ended up in a heap on the floor. I couldn't help but let out a yelp and giggle slightly as my bum hit the floor and Alice landed on top of me.

"Bella, I am so sorry, are you okay hun?" She sat next to me on the floor, her face full of sypmathy. As I suspected. Told you.

"Im fine Alice" I could feel my throat closing up and tears springing. Dam my bloody emotions!

She gave me that look, like she knew I was totally lying "You don't have to be brave with me silly, Jacob Black deserves to have his ball cut off for what he did to you!"

With that I felt the tears fall and without even realising it we were in a tight embrace, I had only known Alice a short time, but she definatley my most favourite person in the world.

"Now" She said, pulling back from our hug and reaching up with her thumb and wiping my tears away from my eyes "We need to plot revenge, like I was thinking we could fill his stupid crappy car with cow shit or" She pondered for a few seconds "I GOT IT" she yelled with sheer excitement in her beautiful eyes "How about we start a rumor about how little his dick is and how rubbish he is in bed" she giggled at her own suggestion.

"But Alice, he was huge, and yes while it was rubbish, it was only rubbish because he was to rough and Im just not used to it, I've only ever been with Edw.." I broke off as another bought of fresh tears emerged. "God I'm pathetic" I cried. Alice just looked at me with confusion all over her expression.

"Why did you sleep with Jacob anyway?" She asked in a soft, Im treading gently manner.

I hesitated.

"I…I had just seen Edward and Tanya arrive home, It was stupid I know, but I just wanted comfort, and Jacob was more than willing" I cringed remmebering that memory. Why couldn't I be like a fucking gold fish and forget everything every 3 seconds!

"You saw Edward?" She looked confused "I never even heard him come home with that stupid cow" she sneered.

"Yeah" I sighed running my hands threw my hair "They came home while me and Jacob were in the hallway"

"And?" she pushed, rubbing my arm

"And nothing, he went upstairs with her to fuck her brains out probably" I almost yelled "I bet she has some filthy disease from her cheating whorish lifestyle" I spat

Alice laughed out loud "Well put" she said, hugging me again.

"Well, its done. I slept with Jacob, I'm the laughing stock of forks high school, Edward is back with his slutty wife and I am off to Stanford soon" I sighed, Tired of being a basket case "I will get my happy ending" I concluded.

"Well Bella…" Alice hesitated "I don't want to add to your list of shit happenings…but"

"Spit it out Alice" I swollowed, expecting the worst; maybe Tanya was pregnant, maybe Jacob is riddled with sexaully transmitted diseases and I was about to break out in warts or something as equally disgusting.

"I talked to Edward before" She sighed not able to make eye contact "He talked to Stanford and convinced them to not take you right away"

"WHAT!" I screamed "Why the fuck would he do that!"

"He said that he wants you to finish soccer at forks as finals are coming up and he thinks its important to the team that your apart of it" She raised her fingers into quote marks "Important for your future".

I was in absolute shock, how could he do this to me.

"And they just caved and said yes?" I asked Alice in utter shock.

"Im sorry Bells" She looked just as gutted as I did.

"But I have not even heard from them, surely they would contact me straight away, Im meant to be there next week" I felt panic rise up in my chest. Another 4 weeks at that hideous place was almost an unbearable thought.

"Don't worry, I gave Edward a massive slap" She giggled, obvioulsy remenising "He was pretty shocked"

"Well that's not enough for that asehole" I got up off the floor "I need a word with him" I yelled as I grabbed my coat and headed for the door, I knew I looked like shit, I knew school was still going, but I needed a word with Mr Cullen and it would not be pretty.

In retrospect, I probably should of handled the situation better.

A lot better.