WARNING::::
Not good for the weak hearted, or girls who scream into pillows at sexual stuff.. because this will occur during this chapter, with that being said, enjoy and get screaming :P
Okay... deep breaths Edward. It's perfectly normal, and it can help get some answers. Its normal, completely normal, every guy does it, so I can do it aswell.
I walk backwards and forwards, clutching the cup in my hand as I think.
I can't do this. I don't even know how. I mean do I just, touch it, or pull it or ... squeez it. Don't I need some kind of lubrication or something? I think so. Urgh! I just don't know what to do.
I need to do it, I have to do is depending on me to get a sample, and I will do just that. I look around the room, the windows showing the full open view of the forest.
Okay, I'll do it, just not here where I will scar the poor creatures eyesight. Even worse, if any of my family come walking through the woods. They will be surprised to look up and see me standing there playing with my self.
Oh god, this is excruciating.
I wonder off into the joint bathroom, locking the door behind me, just so I feel more secure. I look through the cupboard finding a bottle of lotion and take it out to use.
Right, I think this is what I need to do. I've been tortured with teenage boys thoughts for years. Of course I've seen them playing through fantasies like this before. It just so embarrassing, to be doing it myself, and all alone in a small bathroom.
I unzip my jeans, tugging them down along with my underwear. I look up at the lights on the ceiling and let out a deep breath. I can do this.
I squirt a little bit of lotion into my hand, and cringe at the thought of my next action. Without thought I just quickly take my length into my hand just holding it. Even just from my touch it seems to spring to life. It must be all the hormones reacting in my body.
It just feels awkward so far standing here rubbing myself and cringe at the crudeness of the situation. Why couldn't this be a little bit more... I dont know, less uncomfortable. All I can think about is if someone in my family can hear me, or if they come barging in here. Its not like that lock will do much protection against them.
I shake my head, and close my eyes. I need to focus on something other then panicking. For some reason my mind wanders off to a happier place. A place where I feel the desire and want in my body. The beach...with Bella.
"Back again I see," She purrs, looking up at me with those doe brown eyes.
I can barely concentrate on reality as I hold myself up by, placing one hand on the sink and keeping the other pumping away. It feels good, no better than good, it's like a tense build up with every touch. I know it's all in my mind, but it's like my imagination is making the dream feel like reality.
"Mmm... I knew you wouldn't disappoint. There seems to be no flaws with you Edward," She hums, drawing her mouth nearer to the place I want her to touch so bad. Just like she did the other day. I can practically feel her hand on me again.
I groan feeling my muscles tense, as in my mind, Bella's lips ghost over my tip. I can feel the tension in my body building up fast. It should be painful, but it's just good, sweet bliss, and I want the tension to carry on, but also to go at the same time.
"Now you got to taste me, I feel it's only right I taste you back," She smiles, my favorite smile, and her lips press onto my tip. I can't feel it, but the image in my mind seems to be too much for my body, as it finds its release as I groan with every muscle tensing in my body.
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Shit, the cup. I panickly reach for the plastic cup, panting as I do so. Great now I'm going to have to scrape off the specimen from my hands.
Now it's over, I just feel disgusted with myself, as reality surrounds me. My jeans at my ankles, my body covered in a light sweat, my heart racing, and my own cum on my hands. I definitely feel like a teenage boy now.
Okay for one, I dont even know if this is how it feels or how it goes because I'm a girl, so sorry any guys who disagree with what I wrote. And so for how disgustingly sexual this is, but you know what hes a teenager and these things happen so get over it. This is labeled mature for a reason.
Hope you guys are loving this story so far :D
