AN: Finished it sooner than expected. :) Hope you likie..
Not remembering a part of your life is very disturbing.
When morning came, I tried to act normal. I tried to act like nothing was wrong. But one thing you should know about me is that I am a very horrible actress. So every time I tried putting on a happy smile, I end up giving a grimace.
So, I decided to end the charade. It was Nathan giving me this problem, he better have a solution for this.
Around noon, Jake came by the house. We were going to Charlie's. I was waiting in the living room while Renesmee got ready.
I was staring off to nothing when Edward came in. He stepped behind the couch and put his hands on my shoulders.
"You okay?"
"I'm fine. Are you coming with us to Charlie's?"
"I think I'll have to pass. I wouldn't be such a good host if I leave my guest alone." He said.
"Oh." Was all I could say. Where was Nathan? I hadn't seen him all morning.
Just then, Renesmee came out with Jake. She was smiling brightly as she talked to Jake. She turned to me and asked if we were ready to go.
I grabbed the keys of the Volvo and dropped a quick kiss on Edward's cheek.
"Be careful." He murmured. I nodded and hurried out the door. I was barely aware of Nessie and Jacob getting in the backseat.
We drove in silence until we got to Charlie's. I silently parked the car on the driveway.
Nessie immediately ran up to the door, but Jake could tell something was wrong.
"Bells? What's wrong?"
I smiled sadly. "Nothing. I'm fine."
He studied my face for a moment. "I'm still your best friend, right? Best friends are supposed to tell each other everything. Is this about that Nathan guy?"
I paused for a minute. I needed to tell Jake about this. So, I did. I told him everything Nathan said in the woods until the vision he showed me.
When I finished, he stayed silent for a moment. Then he pulled me into a hug.
"I don't really know how to help you with that. But you sure know how to attract them leeches." He chuckled, running up to the house before I can hit him.
Shaking my head, I head to the house myself. I hugged Charlie and watched him talk with Nessie.
"Dad? Do you know anyone named Nathan?" I blurted out.
Charlie paused, thinking deeply. "I don't think so, Bells."
I nodded silently.
That night, when we got back to the house, I ambushed Nathan.
"Sit." I pointed to the couch.
He plopped down and rested his hands behind his head. "Yes?" He asked me calmly.
I sat down opposite him; it was all I could do to not rip his throat out. "I want answers."
"Then ask."
I thought for a minute before saying, "Tell me everything that happened."
"Technically, that's not a question."
I let out a snarl.
"Okay, okay. Let's see. What would you want to remember?" he mused.
"Everything. Start from the beginning." I ordered.
He looked at me and said, "The first vision I showed you was the first time we met, obviously. After that we became friends, almost inseparable. You don't need to see every moment we had together, it's not important anymore."
I nodded. "But I do want to know what happened to us."
He smirked and said slyly, "We only did it once, if that's what you're asking."
It took me a moment before I realized what he was saying. I grabbed the lamp beside me and threw it at him. He ducked just in time with a self-satisfied smirk on his face.
Edward came bursting into the room. "What was that?" he saw the shattered pieces of the lamp behind Nathan and looked over to me. "You alright, love?"
"I'm fine. But I would really appreciate it if Nathan would stop talking about the things I'd rather not hear." I said through gritted teeth.
"But you said you wanted to know everything." He protested.
"Well, maybe a little warning would be nice before you start throwing those kind of things at me." I snapped.
"Hey. I did not start the throwing." He looked pointedly at the lamp.
I sighed angrily and looked at Edward. "Sorry about that."
Edward smiled sadly and said, "I guess I'll leave you two then. Sorry to bother you." He turned and closed the door softly behind him.
I turned back to Nathan and saw that he was staring at the door.
"Give me something innocent. How we ended up from being friends to… I don't know what we were."
Nathan stared right through me, like he was lost in thought. Then he smiled. "I got the perfect one. C'mere."
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