hey guys. I have no idea where I was going with this chapter as i stopped half way through and just got back to it there..anyway wel leave it be a filler.. but theres a point to why Bella likes Jasper you just have to wait to find out why its important

Bella P.O.V

Returning from volterra I noticed my eyes kept landing on Jasper. The way he smiled at me took my breath away. This couldn't be happening. I loved Edward I would always love Edward but why did Jasper suddenly have this effect on me?.

Bella relax your not going to do anything…

I looked to Alice who was smiling in response.. She took Jaspers hand in her and kissed his left hand where is wedding band should be and I wanted that to me. Oh gosh.. I couldn't hurt Edward he was my everything. For five years of my life I had always wanted him to come and now that he had, I was crushing on his brother. What was wrong with me??

Bella love you okay?..

I looked into his eyes and I could see that he was worried..

"I'm fine Edward, just thinking" I reassured him as best I could but I could see in his eyes that he knew I was lying. I turned my face away from him and to my surprise they landed on Rosalie who looked like she would rip my head of at that precise moment.. I decided I listen to Jaspers thoughts for awhile. What he didn't know wouldn't hurt him. The upside was Edward couldn't read my thoughts unless I let him.. What shocked me was what Jasper was thinking.. Being subtle I quickly pulled down the hem of my dress. He has a wife. He shouldn't be thinking that especially when Edward was so close..

Before I could do anything A growl escaped Edwards mouth..

"Jasper what the hell?" He managed to get out between his teeth..

"Eh Edward I can explain, I think" I replied shyly, Edward glanced from me to Jasper before releasing the breath he had held in.

"Well explain"

"I think that because Jasper was the first person I saw after my new birth that my feelings for him have intensified, but you know I love you so there's no need to worry" I reassured him and saw a smile flit around the corners of his lips.

"What are you smiling about?" I asked

"Oh Im just relieved you don't hate me after I turned you into a vampire, which I'm so sorry about"

"Don't be, this way I get to spend the rest of eternity with you" I smiled and leant forward but before my lips touch his he pulled back and looked at Jasper.

"If I catch you thinking about Bella again, Il hurt you jasper" He hissed and then bent forwards and kissed me sending a shock to my now silent heart.