You're the death of me,
the part of myself
I can't set free.
Because I'm dangerous
and you know it,
but only on the outside.
I've become a peace-loving monster,
a level-headed killing machine,
an echo of a boy
who's grown to fear the moon.
xox
You're the signs
of every imperfection
(every last one,
and the list goes on and on),
of everything that is wrong about me,
every abnormality.
(When have I ever been normal?)
Sometimes, you make me want
to give up.
xox
You're my weakness,
the one thing
that will surely screw up
everything I've been working so hard for.
I have friends now,
but once they find out what you do to me,
I'll be back to myself again.
I've just been deceiving them all this time,
haven't I?
You make me someone different,
something inhuman.
xox
You're the reason
I am closer to them now
than I ever was before.
They know all about you,
all about me,
and they haven't
(they said they'd never)
turn away from me.
(But I've learned that
promises are made to be broken)
Just like I was made to be broken.
What have you done to me?
xox
You've made me into the monster
that I am today.
But that's the thing:
If you were never a part of my life,
I wouldn't be who I am,
and I don't know whether
or not
to be grateful
for all you've put me through…
A/N: Just a little something I wrote to get juices flowing a bit after seeing a gif-set on Tumblr about Remus. For the Freeverse Frenzie Competition.
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