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you guys are so awesome and I love ya'lls reviews ! but here is the next chapter and my other story 'Burning for fifty shades' will be up too. and I also have another story in mind but that's in twilight! lol

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ANA's POV

I laid in bed In dead silence, not daring to make any sudden movements. I couldn't hear anything near but I knew not to blow my cover. Ever now and then I made a cough or sneeze just to get me more points so not to look suspicious. That's when I heard faint footsteps near my door signaling to play possum. I heard the quiet creek of the door telling me someone entered my room, I only laid further into the bed. Until the person was next to my bed. I would squirm then I felt a soft hand pressed against my cheek. I then heard a soft familiar voice break through the slience.

"Ana, darling do you need anything?" My mother spoke sweetly with affection.

I knew it was bad to lie to my mom but I had to. Because if I didn't then I wouldn't be able to do what I'm about to.

"No mom, I'm fine".

"Oh Honey I hate that your sick, but don't worry Its probably just a twenty four hour bug." She tries to reassure me. I only gave my bed sad smile and nod. Taking my silence as a permission to leave she rubbed my forehead and left. I didn't dare make a move until I heard the faint click of the door shutting and her foot steps descending down the stairs.

I let out a breath that I didn't realize I was holding. I really did hate lieing to my mom. But in this case the pros were better then the cons. I laid in my bed and stared at the ceiling trying to decide if I really was making the right choice. She could easily come back and see that I was gone and ground me for life. Even though I would be with Ray at the end of this trip that weirdly I began to love. I was cut off from my trance when I heard a silent applause and a velvety chuckle that I also learn to adore.

"Wow who knew the Great Anastasia Steele was an actress. Really for a minute you even fooled me." the smooth voice spoke, Sending chills down my back.

I turned my head toward the sound of the voice seeing no other then the Adonis himself. Christian Grey.

It's been three weeks since that night of my drinking fiasco and waking up beside the Adonis. After I left his room and Climbed into mine it took all I had not to scream into excitement. I end up keeping his shirt only for me to know. That day my mom nor his has no idea that I spent the night in Christians room. I was pretty sure Elliot knew from the knowing look in his eyes when He looked at me and Christian together, but I was also sure Mia was oblivion. No one knew of mine and Christian secret and we wanted it to stay that way, Because if Grace and my mom ever found out our asses would be busted.

I looked out my window and sighed. If you were to look at me you would just thought I was looking at the breathtaking view of the serein beach, but truthfully I was looking for the figure on the other side of my window. Not seeing him I decided to give up. I never really got to tell him thank you for actually looking out for me. I knew I acted like a bitch toward him but He wasn't a cherry on top either at first.

I opened my window and walked out towards the Terrence. It was beautiful at night. In new York you could never see the stars for all the lights and skyscraper. but this view was to die for. "beautiful" I whisper out loud, more to myself then anything else.

"Yes it is" I jumped in surprise. Only to see he was looking strait at me and not at the beach which I was inferring to. But I quickly shook the thought away and looked back at the beach.

"Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you" He reassured me

"It's fine I just didn't know you were here."

He sat close to me that could be inappropriate but for me it wasn't close enough.

We had an comfortable silence for a few moments till his smoothing voice spoke up.

"How are you feeling?" I looked up at him in confusing until I figure out he was asking me about my hangover.

"I deserved worse" He only chuckled "Thank you" I quietly said "for everything". He only grinned and as if our bodies was invisibly pulling to each other I leaned my head on Christians shoulder only for him to lay his back on mine.

"Truly beautiful" he whispered.

3 weeks since that night that we silently bonded. and ever since then he snuck out to meet each other at the bridge between our windows. During our long nights me and Christian would talked about everything and nothing. It was like we were drivin to learn more about each other.

I learned he had a similarity on the same bands like , Muse, King of leons, Coldplay. I also learned He was wanted to be an entrepreneur. But the most heart breaking thing I learned about was his childhood.

When he told me about his tormented childhood I tried with all my might not to cry. I knew he didn't want to feel pity. That's why I waited until I got back to my room to truly cry. I couldn't believe someone would use Christian as an ashtray and that his mother did nothing to stop it, but also died and he was stuck with for four days. I imagined Christian as a boy and I only cried harder. While I was crying I didn't hear somebody come through my window until I felt a strong arm wrap around my waist. I automatically leaned into that touch, realizing out stupid of me to cry when he was the one to go through all that. But he only held me while I cried.

Now he was like my life line. He is the closet thing I've ever had.

Now here he was smirking at me, Looking mouthwatering gorgeous.

"Hey it was either that our play scrabble" I said only making him chuckle.

getting out of bed I examined him closely. He was wearing a slim wife beater and a light thin blue jacket with grey swim trunks that hung off his hips in a delicious way that I couldn't help ogle at. Snap out of it Ana he probably only thinks of you as a sister of a best friend! your wasting your time. My subconscious welled at me.

I couldn't help but believe it. Me and Christian never did anything romantically. Yes he talked non stop all night but he never made an effort to kiss me or anything. Only friendly gestures which made me go mad. Of course leave it up to me to practically fall for my best friend.

"Okay angel Get your ass up there's something I want to show you." He said giving me his signature smile that I couldn't even try to resist.

Christian's POV.

"Oh Honey I hate that your sick, but don't worry Its probably just a twenty four hour bug" I couldn't help but grin. Of course me and angel been doing this for 3 weeks strait but I knew how much of an horrible liar she was and how easily Her mother would fall far it.

For three weeks We've been doing this. Ever since she wanted to stay and I wanted her too. The first night I found her outside the window was to see if I could catch a glimpse of her. I couldn't help but think of her ever chance I got. Ever since she fell asleep in my bed in my arms I felt as if she is my own personal drug that I cant help but be addicted too.

Every night that we spend together we talk for hours on end. I feel like I could tell her everything. Well not everything. I knew I couldn't stay away from her. Its as if shes my muse. I need her as a life line.

over the past week I tried to learn almost everything about her. I learned we loved the same music which would explain how we have the same band shirts. Also that she has a passion for literature and she could read Jane Eyre books for the rest of her life. I couldn't help but stare into her endless blue eyes as she tell me her life and about the stuff shes passionate about. I could just listen to her soft sweet voice for the rest of my life. I also learned her mother had been married four times. and that Carla had a problem about staying with one man for long, but that Ana was closes to the 2nd husband Ray. Who she would stay with at the end of the summer, or that was the deal aleast.

The past three week have been like my own personal heaven and hell. Heaven that I could spend nights like these with my angel and perfect harmony. Hell because I have been tempted more then one time to take her has mine, but I can't do that...She's to Innocent. Pure, She deserves someone better. but just the thought of her with someone else makes my blood boil. She was my Ana my Anastasia My angel.

I heard the faint click of the door and knew that was my green light. Sliently I crawled through the window only to see Ana in deep thought.

She looked like an angel just laying there. I knew my self control was slipping...quickly

"Wow who knew the Great Anastasia Steele was an actress. Really for a minute you even fooled me" I smirked.

She turned her head and smiled at me which heated my entire body. Only god knows how much I love her smile. She laid there grinning at me in her bed which instantly brought back memories.

When I told her about my childhood I told her so she could atleast understand how fucked up I am. She knew I didn't want her pity, but I could see the tears she was fighting. Leaving her was the hardest part. It is all the time. But I knew I had to go back. That's when I heard her sobs and I couldn't help but feel like shit and feel good at the same time. I felt like shit for making her cry but I couldn't help but feel warm that she cared about me that much. I remember holding her and her leaning into me. That night I realized just how much I had fallen for this little angel that was in my arms. I knew this was dangerous considering all I grew up to learn was that Love was for fools. But Fuck right now it sounded like Bull shit. When her sobs calmed and her tears stopped slipped from her room and into mine. But not before I kissed her forehead.

But now here she was smiling up at me. but I could only think how much of a dumb shit I was for falling in love with my fucking best friend.