Story title: Memoirs of a lost soul
Author: Yukaya
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the main character and certain parts of the plot, not everything. All the rest belongs to JK Rowling and the editors/publishers/etc of the Harry Potter series.
Pairings: Irmada/Draco
Summary: We all know what happens to the trio in all seven books. Now, how about a look at what it felt like to be the "bad guys" having love issues…
Author's note: Well, here's another chapter ^_^. I wrote this at one in the morning, so it might not be as good as the past chapters but I was inspired so I wrote it anyways ^_^ lol. Enjoy your reading J!
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Chapter 9: Awakening
Light flooded past my heavy eyelids as the sun shown through the unmasked windows of my large, gray bedroom. It was sunny outdoors and, judging by the sounds that came from behind me, I was clearly the only creature in the mansion not to have yet awoken. Birds chirped happily from behind me, on the other side of the window, as the sunlight warmed the woods, the mansion, and everything in my surroundings with only one exception to all of this: my mom. I slowly began to realize that her voiced was the only one that could be heard, only to be silenced by the overwhelming roar that was my father's way of telling her to obey him. The house – and all those within it – fell back into a resounding silence, covered by the deep warmth coming from the sun. I sat up in my bed, yawning and stretching widely. The events of my last day spent with Draco came back to me with irritating force, bringing me back to the reality of my feelings. The most difficult thing to remember was the pained look on his face as he walked away from me and span into nothingness. I remembered staring at the place he had stood just seconds before and the loneliness I felt ran through me, hitting me like a train, for the first time since yesterday. It had been so difficult to part that I hadn't realized until now how hard it really was.
I looked at the stranger in the mirror before me and found that there was still some resemblance between us. I was transforming into something new and I was afraid. The feelings that now surrounded me took hold of all my being, leaving me with the emptiness of parting and confusion. I couldn't stand the solitude yet I wanted it to last. I wanted to live these precious minutes over and over again until I was tired of them and could move on to other things but I couldn't. I couldn't stay in the confusion I was in, I couldn't sit there and pretend there was nothing wrong. I had no explanation to what I was feeling and what I wanted but I knew it wasn't innocent and I knew I had to find reasons to let it go. Then again, I couldn't do that either. I was too afraid of the unknown but I wanted to know the reasons behind the overprotection he had towards me. I wanted to know why he was always there to save me, why there was a reason to save me at all. I was clueless about everything and I wasn't going to let it last. I was going to confront him about it that day and end the confusion once and for all.
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Voilàààà ^_^ C'est vrai que c'est court mais bon là je suis en période d'examens alors je peux pas trop faire mieux :P lol
Au prochain chapitre alors ;)
