The sun shined in the window and the rays made my skin glisten, but I felt flames on my skin so I jumped off his lap and hid in the shadow.

,, Blasted sun.'' I cursed rubbing my burned hand.

,, Did you forget, that you were a vampire?'' He chuckled.

,, When I'm with you I forget everything.'' I smiled.

He picked me up bridal style and spun around before falling in the bed. I laid next to him looking in his eyes, while he wrapped his strong arms around me.

,, I will love you as long as I live.'' He whispered in my neck.

,, I love you even longer, because now I'm immortal. So I win.'' I kissed him in a victory.

,, Too bad, that we are so different now.'' He sighed.

,, What do you mean?'' I asked while snuggling closer to him.

,, Well I'll grow old and die, while you'll live forever.''

I looked in his eyes and said:,, Well that is sadly the truth, but I have a weakness too.''

,, And what would that be?'' He sounded amused.

,, Wooden stakes.'' I laughed with him.

,, Then we better get rid of the one, which is in Mrs. Lovett's shop.'' He played with my curls like it would be very amusing to him.

Maybe it was, but I would rather be human, to have a beating heart, need for air, emotions and tears. I liked my old life, but most of the memories I can't remember. I was relieved, that I managed to keep all the memories of Sweeney safe.

(Thousand years by Christina Perri.)

Italic-me; Bold italic- Sweeney

Heart beats fast. Colors and promises. How to be brave. How can I love when I'm afraid?

To fall, but watching you stand alone. All of my doubt. Suddenly goes away somehow. One step closer.

I have died everyday waiting for ' don't be afraid. I have loved you for a thousand years.

I'll love you for a thousand more.''

Sweeney took my pale hand and joined me:

,, Time stands still beauty in all she is. I will be brave. I will not let anything. Take away. What's standing in front of me? Every breath, every hour has come to this.''

,, One step closer.

I have died everyday Waiting for ' don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years.

I'll love you for a thousand more. And all along I believed I would find you.

Time has brought your heart to me. I have loved you for a thousand years.

I'll love you for a thousand more.

One step closer

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you. Darling' don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years.

I'll love you for a thousand more. And all along I believed I would find you.

Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years.

I'll love you for a Thousand more.''

,, Sweeney?'' I whispered.

,, Yes?'' He looked me in the eyes.

,, I have an idea that could make us even.'' I swallowed hard.

,, And what would that be?'' He put a curl behind my ear.

,, I… Could make you immortal.'' I felt guilt for bringing this up.

,, Would you like an undead barber for a lover?'' He chuckled.

,, Exactly the same as you are holding an undead pie server in your clutches?'' I sighed.

,, He stroke my cheek and whispered:,, I think we could make it work.''

,, But there's a slight problem.'' I frowned.

,, What?''

,, I don't want you to suffer like I did.'' I hugged him closer, but I tried to not break him.

,, How do you keep yourself so calm, when you're so close to blood?'' He asked me.

That moment my mind was overtaken by the sound of his blood circulating in his veins. It was running like crazy, which made me thirsty. My chest started to heave faster as I heard the blood flowing inside him.

,, Martha? Are you okay?'' I heard his voice.

It sounded worried.

,, I can't do this to you.'' I flashed to the door and didn't notice, that I scratched his arm.

And I still was a total Jinx, so of course blood started to show.

,, What is it?'' He sat up.

,, It's just that your blood smells so good.'' I tried to control myself.

,, I need a moment.'' And I ran out the shop.

I found a drunken man sleeping in the alley so I took him as my victim for today. I felt better, but not satisfied. A part of me tried to tell me the person, which had the most delicious blood in all London. I was shocked, when I saw Sweeney offering his blood to me.

,, No! I won't hurt him! I love him!'' I screamed in my mind.

,, Just suck the blood out of him and the thirst will be gone.'' A demonic voice whispered in my head.

,, No!'' I tried to tell myself.

I came to the shop later and found Sweeney in his chair looking worried to death.

,, Sweeney, we need to talk.'' I quietly said standing in the door.

,, What is it?'' He came to the door and took my icy hand.

,, I'm leaving.'' I forced the words come out.

,, What? Leaving? Why? Did I do something wrong?'' He looked me in the eyes.

,, I have to get away from you, because otherwise I could kill you. My mind is crazy after your blood.'' I looked down again.

,, I don't care if you kill me or not. I don't want to lose you.'' He hugged me.

The scent of blood was so strong, but I tried my very best, to not to sink my fangs in his throat.

,, I need to get as far as possible from this place.'' I said stiffly.

,, Even to South Pole?'' he was devastated.

,, If it means you're safe.'' I buried my face in his chest.

,, By dawn I'll probably be gone.'' I looked him in the eyes once more.

,, Don't leave me. Stay. Why does every person I love go away from me?'' He almost cried.

,, I'm just too uncontrollable to stay around you.'' I wiped the first tear I ever saw coming from Sweeney.

,, I… I can't.'' He made the leaving even harder, than it already was.

I kissed him last time and went out in the rain. I went to the dock and went to the shore to get ready for the swim, when someone grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer. I turned around and saw Sweeney soaked wet, standing in the rain.

,, Please. Don't.''

I felt so heartbroken, that I couldn't say a word.

I kissed him passionately on the lips and whispered in his ear a weak:,, Goodbye, my love.''

And I jumped in the deep ocean. I knew where I was going. The destination was Amazonian's jungle. I knew that there were camps of refugees, vampires, that ran away, cause of the environment, too many humans knew their secret, or in my case to keep their lover safe from ourselves.

,, If you only knew, Sweeney, that this is for your own safety.'' I thought.

After three days of swimming, I finally reached Vampire Island, were only vampire refugees lived. I was mobbed by the guards.

,, Who are you and what do you want?'' One of them coldly asked me.

,, I've come here to join the refugees. To keep my lover safe.'' I remembered the words:,, Goodbye, my love.''

,, Very well, then. We shall take you to our leaders.'' They pointed to a huge jungle tree, where I saw many tree houses and lights.

I followed them on the ground, while they were jumping from tree to tree. When we reached the big tree, I was amazed by its size.

,, This is amazing.'' I said to them.

,, Our leaders made this camp for vampire refugees.''

When we got to the top of the tree, I was greeted by two dark skinned women.

,, Welcome to Vampire Island. I'm Zafrina and this is my sister Senna and we are the founders of this vampire refugee camp.''

To be continued...

So yeah this was the end of chapter 9! I nearly cried when I over read this chapter. :( But I promise, that chapter 10 or 11 will have a happy ending to this chapter. ( Don't worry, I'm still going to write this story.) I was thinking, that I could stop at chapter 20 something. But until that comes enjoy and stay tuned for chapter 10 ^_^