Dear Luna,
I can't believe it! I can't believe that they're taking her from me again! My Saniya; my star …
I don't know what to do! I don't want her to leave me again, even though it's part of her duty – I don't want her to leave! And I can see it in her eyes that she doesn't want to either, but I can also see the inner turmoil inside of her – the storm awaiting its chance to consume her from within. She wants so badly to be with me and love me in peace but her head refuses to let go of her sense of duty and I just can't blame her for that.
However, why do I feel so torn right now when she's offering to defy her orders and stay here with me? Is it the illness, or is it guilt? Am I really willing to lose her again with the chance of actually losing her this time, or shall I allow her to whisk us away to live a normal life filled with our love and sunshine?
Oh, Selene! I'm at a lost right now. Please help me!
Serenity
