CHAPTER 9
The next morning, Misaki was cooking breakfast; obviously, Usagi had learnt his lesson and was not trying to cook breakfast again. But it's not like he had stopped doing other stuff. Arms wrapped around Misaki's waist and Misaki felt Usagi's hot mouth on his neck, planting a kiss there. "Morning, Misaki. I love you" Usagi whispered into his ear.
Misaki shivered, "U-Usagi-san...! "
Misaki swallowed nervously, "Um, I-I'm cooking here...can you let me go?"
Usagi bit Misaki's ear, "No. I want you. Let's make love, Misaki"
Misaki blushed. "N-No thanks! What about breakfast? Stupid Usa-"
"I don't feel like eating breakfast. I want to eat you" Usagi said.
"W-Well, you can't!" Misaki snapped but Usagi only tightened his hold. He buried his face in Misaki's shoulder, inhaling the scent of his lover.
"Oh, my Misaki...I love you so much, more than anything..."
"Usagi-san...?"Misaki said, his usual resistance disappearing.
Misaki turned off the burner then turned around. He slowly reached up and cupped Usagi's face in his hands. His eyes widened as he saw the man's lavender ones; they were usually very handsome but right now, they were dull and sad.
"You...You're still-"
Usagi suddenly captured his lips in a kiss; it was desperate and needy, filled with love, and sadness too. Misaki pushed him away, "U-Usagi-san, calm down for a minute! I...I want to talk"
"No. We can't talk right now...I have to make love to you. I won't ever allow myself to reject your body...never again..."
"W-What...?" Misaki said in shock. But then Usagi grabbed Misaki and took him quickly to the bedroom. Everything was happening too quickly, Misaki didn't like this, not one bit...there was still something wrong with Usagi.
Now on Usagi's bed, Misaki was lying underneath the older man and caught tightly in his arms as he kissed Misaki with all of his love. Misaki moaned and gasped as Usagi kissed him; his kisses, his embraces, his touches...everything was more often and more intense than usual, if that was even possible. Usagi sucked on his tongue and explored every inch of Misaki's mouth, dominating him. He kissed him desperately until the boy was out of breath. Misaki finally pushed him away, gasping, "U-Usagi-san...stop it!"
"Misaki, I love you" Usagi said and reclaimed the boy's lips, kissing him, devouring each and every moan. Still kissing his smaller lover, he roughly removed the Misaki's shirt.
He finally let go of the kiss and said "Misaki, I'll never reject you again...I promise, I'll always accept your body no matter what." Usagi then licked Misaki's neck and attacked it with rough yet loving kisses. When Misaki's smooth, pink chest was revealed to him, Usagi took a nipple in his mouth, sucking it and licking it.
Misaki moaned, "Ahhhh!"
"I won't reject you ever again...and you don't ever reject me either, ok?"
"U-Usagi-san! Stop saying...Ahhhnnn!" Usagi started licking and sucking the other nipple, "Ahhhh! Ahhhhh!"
When he felt the nipples had received enough attention, he stopped and unzipped Misaki's pants and pulled them down, letting out Misaki's arousal. Staring at it with unreadable eyes, Misaki blushed furiously and closed his eyes to escape from that heated gaze, embarrassed, shivering with fear- but not for himself. For Usagi, for the way Usagi was acting.
He's not better! The threats didn't work at all! He's still bothered by everything that happened, I know it!
"Usagi-san...please stop! I want you to stop what you're doing and-" Usagi's cold fingers wrapped around Misaki's cock and started stroking him. Misaki moaned at Usagi's touches.
"Oh...oh god!" Misaki cried as Usagi sped up his hand movements, "Ahhh Ahhhhh!"
"USAMI-SENSEI~!" Isaka shouted, opening the door unannounced, with Aikawa right behind him.
"AHHHHHHH!" Misaki came, a second later.
Isaka blinked, staring in shock as he took in all the sex; meanwhile, Aikawa went into fan girl mode, "KYAAHH! YAOI!"
Confused at all the noise, Misaki looked around and caught sight of Aikawa and Isaka; he slowly turned as red as a tomato. For once, Usagi seemed to be shocked at their audience as well. His eyes were wide and filled with fear. "Y-You have to come with us, Akihiko! There's work to be done at the office! We have a meeting!" Isaka explained.
"Work that you have to do!" Aikawa added, "So get going, you can do lovey dovey stuff later!"
"N-No...no, I...I don't want to leave...not again, not like last time..."Usagi said in a low voice.
"We know that and we don't care!" Isaka said.
"Yes, so be a good little author and come with us!" Aikawa said.
"I'm not going" Usagi said, "I-I'm staying here, I...I refuse to reject Misaki"
"JUST GO!" Isaka and Aikawa both shouted impatiently.
What they didn't expect was for Usagi to shout back; no matter how much he wanted to continue, he had never shouted. "NO! I WILL NOT GO!I WILL STAY HERE AND MAKE LOVE TO MISAKI!I WON'T FORGIVE MYSELF IF I REJECT HIM AGAIN! I LOVE MISAKI; HE'S ALL THAT MATTERS, SO...SO FUCK OFF AND LEAVE US ALONE!"
Before their very eyes, Usagi grabbed onto Misaki's cock with shaking hands and started devouring Misaki's cock. Misaki gasped in shock, "U-Usagi-san Not in front of...ahhhh!"
Misaki moaned and panted heavily; Usagi's hot tongue tasted his manhood desperately, hungrily. The two editors stared in shock. "W-What the hell...is wrong with him...?" Isaka said in shock.
"I don't know...we've walked in on them before...but he's never..."Aikawa said, frowning in concern.
Only Misaki knew exactly what was happening right now; this was not Usagi being lazy about his work...but something else entirely. The man was scared, terrified even. "Usagi-san, stop, Stop it Please!" Misaki cried and he tried to pull Usagi away, but the man wouldn't budge. He sucked Misaki harder and faster. "Ahhhh! AHHHH!"
Usagi continued trying oh so desperately to make love to his Misaki. Isaka was now looking away; even Aikawa was giving them some privacy. Misaki was scared for his lover.
I'm worried...He's so sad and hopeless...I'm worried and I love him so much...!
Misaki came again, screaming his lover's name. With tears in his eyes, he begged Usagi yet again, "Usagi-san...please-"
Usagi licked his lips of Misaki's cum, "Misaki, I love you." He covered Misaki's body with rough, loving kisses, his hands roaming everywhere, "I love you...I love you...I won't reject you, I won't leave you, I won't hurt you...I love you, I love you so much..."
I can't stand this...I can't...I-I refuse to let this go on! I WON'T LET HIM BE SAD ANYMORE!
"STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT RIGHT NOW OR I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!"
Usagi stopped, his eyes wide; Misaki felt guilt at the fear and sadness in his eyes but he ignored it. He quickly pushed Usagi away and got up. He picked up all the bears that were lying around, "Sorry but I warned you! I warned you if you didn't cheer up, I would sell Suzuki-san!"
He turned a determined glare to Isaka, "Isaka-san, help me sell every single teddy bear!"
"Uh...ok...how many are there?" Isaka asked.
"These ones plus the one on the couch and also an entire room full, any teddy bear that's in this house" Misaki answered.
"That...will take a lot of time" Isaka said.
"I don't care! It's his punishment for not cheering up! He's been sad for a couple of days and I keep on getting him to cheer up but he won't listen to a word I say!" Misaki snapped angrily.
"Then, shouldn't you get to the root of the problem instead of selling bears?" Aikawa asked. "What's wrong with him, anyway?"
Misaki hesitated and cast a look at Usagi, "Well...a lot of things. But it all started when he rejected me when I tried to have blindfold sex with him"
Surprisingly, Aikawa remained serious. "Is it about past experiences with blindfold sex?" Misaki's eyes widened with surprise then he slowly nodded, "Then maybe you should try it again?"
"W-What, but...that was the cause of his pain! Shouldn't we stay away from it?" Misaki said, staring at her like she was crazy.
Aikawa smiled, "Maybe...but maybe it will make him overcome his fears. Sometimes people need to face their fears to become stronger, Misaki"
Misaki stared down at the floor, squeezing the bears in his arms. "I...I don't know...What if it just makes him worse?"
Aikawa ruffled Misaki's hair affectionately, "Well, you don't have to act on it if you don't want to...but think about it. It might help"
"Um...O-Ok" Misaki answered.
"Great! Hope it works out!" Aikawa said gently. But then she was suddenly all harsh towards Usagi and pointed a threatening finger at him, "Now say your goodbyes and come with us, sensei! If you're so depressed, I give you permission to text Misaki a lot while we're there...just make sure you make a damn appearance!"
"I told you. I'm not going" Usagi said stubbornly.
The editors were screaming again. Misaki sighed; dropping the bears, he walked towards Usagi. He sat on the bed and put his arms around the older man, "Usagi-san...go to the meeting for me. Please?"
"No. They took me away the night that you..." Usagi couldn't finish his sentence. He swallowed and said, "I refuse to let them do that again...I refuse to reject you again..."
"Usagi-san, I have to go to school anyway-"
"No, please stay with me!" Usagi said with pleading eyes, "I want you by my side!"
Misaki smiled sadly. He pulled out of the embrace; he cupped Usagi's face in his hands and kissed him on the lips, a proper kiss. It was gentle and loving and patient. When he let go, he whispered, "I'll come back as soon as I can. Be strong"
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Usagi ended up going to the meeting. And Misaki went to school, though he was really late. More than a dozen books hit his head that day but he didn't care. He was that worried about Usagi. And the advice from the female editor was stuck in his head. Misaki sighed and laid his head onto the desk.
What should I do? Will it really help?
