Well, it has been a long time and I'm sorry for this! I went off on vacation, came back and my mind was totally not here….and it is still not really here, so I'm having a bit more of trouble writing this, but I'm working on it!
Also, to tell you all the truth, I had been and still am a bit, stuck with Stargate Atlantis, my favorite show, and I love John/Carson! So I've been writing and reading that….but I shall work on getting this done! And not letting you all down!!
My beta, she's awsome, and she's also taking a vacation, and so…..because I don't to take any longer, I decided to post this chapter! It has mistakes, because this is just me, and my grammar sucks….so sorry about that! But the tidied up versions will be posted once she comes back, because well, we all deserve a vacation, especially her!!
The song, wait, does anyone pay attention to them, or to this? Eggh, well, I chose the song because I figure it fits her feelings….and it is a song I would dedicate to Peter myself…..
Hear Me- Kelly Clarkson
You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
'Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?
Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me
Chapter 8: Hear Me
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He had been the most beautiful thing she had ever seen in her life.
His beautiful eyes that rivaled the sky. She could spend the rest of her life, staring into them. Why would you want to look at anything else, when you had the epitome of perfection right in front of you?
His caramel hair, golden in the light. It looked gold and it was probably so smooth. She wanted so much to run her hands through his hair.
His full, pink lips. They way they quirked into a boyish smile full of sweetness and charm. She wanted that smile to be for her and only her.
The first time she saw him, she felt she had met a god.
She winced, face flushed as she bent down to pick the flowers that she had dropped. The pot was broken beyond all repair and she was going to get into a beyondof trouble for it, she was sure.
"Here, let me help you."
She was startled and looked up, almost loosing her balance if it weren't for the hand on her arm. She looked into his eyes and suddenly, every thing else in the world didn't matter.
"King Peter!" She gasped, unable to believe that it was him, that was talking to her.
He just smiled gently and helped her clean the mess up.
"Be more careful next time. You may get yourself cut one day, we wouldn't want that, would be?" he smiled, before standing up and going on in his merry way.
That day, she vowed to be his. But he had left and she had seen him. She was right in the front, wanting to cry out to him.
She saw Susan and Caspian kiss and felt her heart lurched. Why didn't he kiss her?
Why didn't he see her, there?
She was frozen on the spot, unable to move. How she had wanted to run to him and plead for him to stay. It was too late and he was gone, forever.
But she had heard about Queen Susan's horn, the one object that had brought them back in the first place. She needed to get that back.
After a week, finally she figured out a way to sneak into the dining hall. The horn was hung up, right on the center.
It was useless, because everything was guarded. She didn't even get to feel the horn in her hands, when she was caught.
She laughed and cried as she was thrown into the dungeons. She had been so close to being with him again.
The days all seemed to mix together. She didn't even remembered how she escaped jail.
All she could recall was feeling cold, oh so cold.
"Your highness."
She snapped out of her thoughts.
She liked being called that. She turned around and lowered her furred hood.
Under her white furred coat, she wore the same dress she was wearing the day she met him. She never took the coat off.
"How is the spell coming?" She asked, voice icy. Her skin was becoming paler and paler with each passing day. She both loved and hater her reflection. It was amazing, seeing her eyes begin to loose pigmentation and turn a blue color. Her hair, beautiful raven locks were splattered with white. She knew it was the prize she as paying to be with him, and she really didn't care.
"It is close to being done your highness."
She couldn't help but laugh. This caused her servants to shudder, only making her laugh even harder.
"It was you, my dear friend, who made me do this. Yet you flinch back, why is that?" She purred, walking over to him. The little dwarf just bowed his head.
"I humbly apologize your highness."
"Are they ready?" She waved off the apology, knowing that the little dwarf meant nothing by it.
"Ready for your orders."
She chuckled cruelly. Peter would be hers and no one else's. She would see to that.
"Give them the command."
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"Ma….what is happening?" bright brown eyes peered fearfully into his mother's eyes. Tears streamed down her eyes.
"Shh….sweetheart, it will be alright." There was no way to escape, she knew there wasn't. In the corner of her eyes, she caught sight of the chimney. There was a hatch under it, where they kept extra wood in case of a nasty storm.
"Come on, baby. Come on." She quickly urged him down.
"Mama! Mama!" he cried out, wanting to stay with her. she shook her head.
"I love you. Stay here." She kissed his cheek, before closing the hatch.
The door was suddenly broken down. Her screams filled the air.
She laughed for she could hear the screams in her mind. Yes, Peter would be hers one way or another.
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To Be Conitnued
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Well, yes, no Peter, and yes, also no Caspian/Peter stuff…..but, there is still more stuff to happen…..it is our boys we are talking about here, is anything ever easy for them? Sadly, no….
Well, hope this makes sense!! I shall have the next chapter up soon!! Really!!
Please review! It may just help in having the chapter sooner! As well as help writing the next chapters!! Luv ya!! Sorry for the huge wait! Thank you all!!
