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Chapter 9.

I started to walk out of the room, the door groaning in protest again. It may seem odd, but they need new doors. I know I'm trying to stop thinking about what I am going to have to do. The only problem is Edward will be able to read most things in my mind.

"Excuse me." I said politely in a quiet voice. So unlike my natural loud mouth self. The grey haired old woman at reception looked at me pityingly. "Could you tell me where to find Dr Cullen?"

"Of course dear. He is...oh he is coming this way." She smiled brightly. Ew, I do not want to know what is going through her mind.

"Hello." He smiled brightly.

"C-can I talk to you?" I stuttered on the first word but then stopped myself. He nodded. Then I added. "About the thing with the thing." Hoping he would understand.

"Certainly. Follow me to my office." Carlisle started of down the bleak hall. We stopped shortly after, outside a smooth wooden door.

When the door opened there was no groaning. What is my obsession with doors lately?

"I need to know what is going to happen with Mae. Cut the bullshit. Once you tell me I can start with what I wanted to ask."

"Alright. It will be a while before she is her proper self. Now I have Alice looking for her future. And nothing has...come up." He seemed to hesitate. So I started to talk before he could get another word out.

"I'm telling Mae. About the whole I'm in made up world. I need her to know. Paul...he is spending more and more time away from me, and though I won't admit it – even to myself – I need him, or someone." I heard my voice crack.

Something inside me felt a little bit better that I had finally admitted it. I can't go on like this. It's not doing me any good.

"Alaniie. You can't." Carlisle said gently. Then I had an idea.

"Ok, let's try something else. The Volturi has loads of magical vampires. And there is far more in the world right?" I asked. Carlisle nodded.

"If we could some how send out a signal for a certain power, I can get this story back on track." I was practically begging.

"You mean the...Twilight Saga?"

"Yes!"I exclaimed.

"I'll get Alice to send out the most obvious but secretive to humans, signal there is." Oh bloody hallelujah!

"Get Edward down here please. I wanna know what the hell Mae is thinking!" I snapped. Where the hell did that sudden anger and snappiness come from?

"Jasper if you don't cut that out, you will regret it..." Carlisle talked in a low threatening voice.

A blonde hair god was standing next to me. Oh my God! It's Jasper! Jasper freakin Cullen!

"OMG! It's Jasper!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I then launched myself at him. Edward was then gently prying me off Jasper.

"You, are an inconsiderate bastard who left Bella in New Moon!" I yelled. "Jasper if you don't sto-"

"Hey, that was all you! Not me." Jasper held his hands up in defence.

"Sorry." I blushed. I was mentally hurling abuse at myself for blushing. I. Never. Blush.

"Mae, is in a very peaceful sleep. Her brain is foggy so nothing is clear." Edward stated simply.

"How did yo-" I was cut of again!

"Alice." Everybody said.

Damn pixie.

"I am going to go home. Thank you." I turned so I was just talking to Carlisle. "List the powers please. I would be forever grateful."

Walking to my car I tried to figure out what had just happened. One minuet I'm moping the next I get...normal?

A car screeched to a halt in front of the emergency room. I noticed it was the pack. And I mean the whole pack. Including that...she devil!

"Guys I'm over here!" I yelled. The next thing I know I'm suffocated in hugs.

"Mae is fine. Everything is fine." I said annoyed.

"We are so sorry. You are coming straight to my house tonight. No matter what." Emily commanded. Wow. That was creepy.

"Sure" I smiled weakly. My gaze searched through the crowd of people, noticing Paul and piss face was standing a metre away from us.

"What are they doing here?" I asked trying not to lose my temperature.

"Oh, don't worry we are leaving. Paul for the strangest reason wanted to know if you were ok. I don't know why. He obviously chose me." She smiled smugly.

Slowly, I walked up to her. I raised me hand and put it on her shoulder.

"You are a slag, whore and a slut, but your there for Paul. I'm going back to my world soon, where all of this is non-existence."

Everyone gasped.

"Look out for him." I felt my eyes tearing up. "I don't have long left in this part of some mixed up universe."

I walked away and heard her whoop with excitement.

"You know what?" I asked turning back round to face her. "Your last memory should be something to remember me by." I drew my hand back and punched her straight on the nose. I didn't feel it.

Boy, she sure did. I didn't walk away. I wanted Paul to hurt me again.

"Go on Paul. Help her up. Walk away and pretend I'm not real. You may try to act like you have no clue as too who I am. But you forget, I know the exact feeling. It's not nice. Mine is worse. You have two imprints. I've got a werewolf. When I'm gone, try not to forget me."

I drove of. Not knowing or caring if where I was going. It was the opposite direction of my home, of La push. Maybe that was the point.

I pushed the car to its limit. Last time I checked the signs I was in Seattle. It was getting dark and I'm tired.

Pulling the car over, I slept for what seemed to be like years.

Maybe it was?

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