Before you begin chasing me with pitchforks, I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING! I am writing on my phone and it is a pain. I am a horrible person for not updating. So...on with the story?
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Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight but I own a beautiful R-Patz top!
"Why?" His eyebrows crinkled. "Why? What do you mean? " I narrowed my eyes. "Why did you leave me, Charlie here. Unprotected. Alone. You know your all murderers. Your monsters." I snarled out. "Monsters? What do you mean?" Carlisle asked. "If Dickward over here hadn't pretended to love me then this wouldn't have happened! Victoria wouldn't of touched Charlie...Killed him. If Alice had listened when I said no party then maybe, just maybe, you all would have stayed. Protected us. Charlie. Maybe if you all stopped blaming Jasper for being weak you would realise that actually, he is the strongest here. All your bloodlust is piling onto him making him weaker! Maybe Emmett would'vestayed. Been the big brother that I thought I finally had. Obviously not. Maybe Esme could've stayed. Been the mother I was to mine and took care of me. Maybe Carlisle might've stayed and patched up my cuts after being beat up day after day in school. Maybe he could've helped with the constant nightmares I have. The constant nightmare I'm living. Don't worry Rosalie, I didn't expect anything from you. Good job too, you didn't help. Maybe if you all stayed, I would've been living a lie still. But I'm not, not anymore. I'm stronger now. I don't care about my wounds, physical or mental. Atleast I'm not living my little lie." I spat out. I watched as their faces broke into upset and anger. "Nothing to say? Not going to help? Not going to be here for me? No surprise there. Being here is torture eespecially knowing that you should've died and not your own fathrt. It pains me. How long will I need you? Not any longer for sure. " I span on my hrel and stormed down the driveway and into the forest. To simply get away.
So I think this is definitely the longest chapter. I would advise that you don't flame me for cursing Edward! I will simply bitch to you about how fab I am and how fab you aren't. Review the word BUBBLYJUBBLY if you read this. KAY? GOOD!
