I usually never write here, but i wanted to say thank you to Some1's Los Soul for the review, i honestly thought the nobody care about my story. So thanks for caring..hope you like the chapter.
Kirstin was true to her word and was at the vault early to pick me up, she didn't push the conversation to the obvious subject so I had a good time, it was not that i didn't want to tell her about Moose but it was nice to get my head away from the subject. We went to class after that and found John and Anne already there, we were talking before class and decided to go to lunch together, I got the feeling that they were trying to cheer me up and it was really sweet. Before lunch though we went to the library to finish some things that had to be hand in next week, I was really behind on it thanks to my wondering mind so when they were all ready to go to lunch i decided to stay, at first they try to change my mind but finally understood that i needed to do it. I must have been there for hours and if it wasn't for a text of Kirstin telling i was going to be late for class I would have stay longer.
After class i went back, I was excited with this assignment it was really interesting and i was making such an amazing progress that i couldn't stop, i love this kind of moments when i knew i belong there and i was truly glad to be here. I had finally finish the first part of the assignment when i felt a hand on my shoulder and i almost scream.
M:" hahaha calm down Cam, its only me"
C:"Moose!. Thats not funny you almost gave me a heart attack."
M:" ok ok I'm sorry, but you were really focus and I didn't think you were going to get scare."
C:"fine, hey what are you doing here? I thought you had classes till 10 today."
M:"Yes i did, then i went to your apartment and Kirstin told me you were here. Cam you realize is almost 11:30 right? They are going to close the library."
C:"wow, i..i didn't notice. Well i better go then."
M:"Are you ok?" You seem weird."
C:"We need to talk but not here."
M:"ok, lets go then."
I pack my things and went out with Moose walking a couple of steps behind me, once we were outside he started to walk by my side.
M:"do you want to go somewhere to talk?"
C:"Let's just walk a little." He nod and we started to walk to my apartment. I was loosing my courage to tell him how i felt but the conversations with Jon and Jacob starting playing in my head encouraging me.
M:"Cam?"
C:"yeah"
M:"are you mad at me?"
C:"Yes, yes I'm mad at you."
M:"Oh, Im sorry Cam"
C:"about what? Tell me Moose why do think I'm mad with you."
M:"Well I'm guessing it is because I'm really busy and I had to cancel some of our dates."
C:"Some?. Moose we never see each other ok? Yesterday was the first time i saw you in 3 weeks and you left me there alone, every time i text you you are too busy to respond."
M:" I understand Cam but i think you don't get how much stuff i have on my plate. Do you think i don't want to see you? Because if you think that you are dead wrong. I would love to be with you everyday but i can't. I feel awful about it. I know i don't text you back right away but i do when i can, I'm trying I really am."
C:"I understand Moose trust me. But you have to see my side ok? I miss you"
M:" And I don't? Cam can you imagine having twice the amount of work that you have and less time? Because that is what is happening to me. Im sorry you are mad and I'm sorry I don't fulfill your expectations."
C:"Thats not fair Alexander."
M:"Well that is how i feel Camille, you know what I'm getting mad and i think is better to cool off before we say anything we don't mean."
C:"fine."
M:"I'll text you tomorrow. Take care."
C:"bye"
And there i was standing alone in the entrance of my building speechless, what the hell was that?. I went up, Kirstin and Adam were in the couch watching TV. I said hello to them and told them i was tired and went to my room. At that point i didn't know what to do with myself I didn't felt like crying or screaming, I was shock had I've been selfish and not really understanding the pressure that Moose was living everyday with?. I sat on my chair and took out my assignment but just left it on my desk. I change clothes took my iPod out and started to dance for literally hours, it was almost 4am when i finally had enough. I took a shower and went into the kitchen to eat something remembering that the last time i had ate something was breakfast the day before. At seven and without sleeping I went out to the library and started to finish my assignment, by the time i had to go to class it was done and perfect.
Kirstin was outside class waiting for me, she seemed really worry and a upset. I apologize from the start because i understood that she was worry about me, I told her that i had felt the need to finish the assignment early and didn't want to wake her, she didn't seemed convince but she let it pass. We went to classes and i really focus on each one of them, i took notes and decided that it was best for me to focus, my grades hadn't been as good as i wanted them to be and I was changing that. My friends look at me funny but say nothing, we went to have lunch and i received a text from Moose just saying hi. My first reaction was to ignore it, but i decided against it and wrote him back telling him to have a good day and that i was studying the rest of the day at the library because i had tests this week and i was turning my cell off from that moment on.
True to my word i went after lunch to the library and started to prepare for my exams this routine repeat itself for the rest of the week. John came with me on Friday claiming he needed to finish his assignment for monday i think he just wanted and excuse to check up on me.
J:"So Cam, are you ok?"
C:"yeah, why do you ask?" At this point the librarian was at our side and shhh us. I found it hilarious but Jon blush so hard that i thought he was going to explode. We continue our conversation by writing.
J: I ask because you are practly living here and Kirstin told me (no you can't be mad at her) that you are not sleeping well.
C: :P i can be mad if i want too. But yeah i've been here more because i had been slacking.
J: what? you have good grades and you just don't need to live in the library to excel.
C: thanks for that, but i do need to study more. Midterms are coming and if don't do this now I'm gonna get behind. Then I'll relax again.
He didn't argue anymore and we started to work, a couple of hours later he went to see Anne but not before giving me a concerned look and a kiss on my head. An hour later I pack my stuff and started my way home while walking I turned on my cell and call Ty, we talk about what was new on my life he also told me to relax and not overwork. Just before I arrived to my building and said my goodbyes. I went up and started to pack a bag, I had ask Jacob to stay at the vault this weekend and he was thrilled to say the least. I went to sleep early but before I send a text to Moose wishing him goodnight.
On Saturday i woke up late, shower and went to the vault ,on my way there my cell rang and I answer it without looking.
C:"Hello?"
M:"Hey Cam"
C:"Moose, how are you?" It was the first time i heard his voice since that night.
M:"Where are you? I've been ringing your door and nobody answers."
C:"Oh sorry, Im a block away from the vault."
M:"really? Well i see you there "
C:"bye"
Bye relax weekend, i really was avoiding thinking about Moose and I, I know i didn't put myself in his shoes a lot but i felt like he was under minding my feelings. Still i was excited to see him, I enter the vault and saw all the pirates practicing and just join in. Moose arrived to the vault later and join the dancing, after a while I went to the kitchen and he follow.
M:"Hey"
C:"Hi, how are you?"
M:"bad, i feel awful about our talk the other night. I was stress and I just took it out on you."
C:"What happened to you?"
M:"Remember that talk I had with my professor?" I just nod "Well he said that we were the worst groups in his class, i mean i have never had problems with dance Cam. Sure MSA at first wasn't interested in me that way but then they loved me."
C:"Moose calm down, you are an amazing dancer."
M:"No Cam, you don't understand I have a showcase in two weeks and if i don't wow my professor I'm gonna fail that class and if that happened i'm going to drop my double major." Moose broke down and started to cry and i just hug him and keep telling him everything was going to be ok. I couldn't believe how apart with become that i didn't know about this.
C:"Moose please calm down ok?. Everything is going to be ok. You are an amazing dancer, you shine every time you dance and everybody that sees you dance its amaze. Trust me ok? You just have to think about what do you need to improve and then focus on that, your professor doesn't know you he is going to be amaze."
M:"thanks Cam"
We kiss and hang out for the rest of the day, we even went to the club that night and dance together till we were so tired that we just went to luke's room and fall sleep into each others arms.
