This one was kind of raw for me so I hope you like it.

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Shelter (The XX)

Stefan held the girl tightly against him. His teeth were deep in her neck and he sucked greedily on her blood. He didn't care anymore. Nothing matter anymore. She was gone and he was never getting her back. She hated him. Stefan's sob tore from his throat even as he drank from the now lifeless body in his arms. He dropped her and looked around him his eyes dark and lifeless.

*Flashback*

"Hey, baby I'm home!" Bonnie giggled as she walked into the kitchen of the Salvatore boarding house. She laid her bag and coat on the back of a chair. As she walked up the stairs she hummed lightly to herself making her way to Stefan's room. She opened the door to see him on the bed a red haired girl on the bed with him. Her shirt was off and he was lazily kissing up her body towards her neck. Bonnie stood with the door in her hand as she felt the whole world tilt and turn on its axis. She hadn't realized that she made a sound until the girl turned to look at her. Bonnie was too stunned for tears. She was too stunned to use her magic. She had never thought Stefan would do this to her. Bonnie turned to leave when suddenly Stefan was in front of her his eyes wide and pleading for her to listen. Bonnie found her magic and tossed him back into the room. She could see the drops of blood on his mouth the feral look in his eyes. He had been feeding again. As Stefan pulled the door open to try and stop Bonnie he saw her transport herself out of his home.

"Bonnie…please…let me in!" Stefan knocked on the door tears streaming down his face. "I can explain, Bonnie, please." Bonnie opened the door. Stefan barely recognized the woman before him. Her once vibrant green eyes were now dull and glossy. Her hair looked as though it had been run through and was wild. Her beautiful skin was blotchy and tear stained. He stared at her and tried to form the words that would make this better. "I'm sorry, Bonnie. I thought I needed to be stronger. To help you fight. I thought I could handle it but I got dragged down again. I'll stop..!" Stefan said as he looked at her his too green eyes staring down at her. "Stop, Stefan. This is one time too many. You promised after the last time that you wouldn't feed from humans again. You can't control it and you turn into the very thing that I fight against." Bonnie sobbed the last word. "I told you if you did it again that we were over. Goodbye Stefan." Her tears fell from her eyes as she looked at him. Stefan fell to his knees grabbing her waist. "No, Bonnie, please don't leave me! I'm sorry! I'll make this up to you, I'll get better! Please, Bonnie!" Stefan begged and pleaded his own tears staining her shirt and his face. Bonnie pulled his hands from around her waist and looked down at him. "No, I'm sorry, I won't do this again Stefan…I can't. I can't condone you taking human life and putting people in danger because of your addiction. I…I love you, but I can't do this anymore." Bonnie stepped back into the house and slowly closed the door.

Stefan cried and banged on the door again pleading with Bonnie to open it and talk to him. He bargained, got angry, cajoled, pleaded some more, but she still didn't answer the door. He didn't leave until Damon came to take him away and even then it was with a fight.

*Flashback over*

Bonnie didn't think she could cry anymore and then as she pictured the scene again more tears fell down her face again. He had promised! He had said the last time was it and that he would never get back on the human stuff again. Even if he cleaned himself up again and got back on the animal blood, who knows how many people he would be responsible for having killed before he finally got help. Bonnie had listened to Stefan's tears and threats until she could no longer take it and had called Damon to pick his brother up. She didn't know if they could come back from this. She didn't know if she wanted them to come back from this. Bonnie walked to her room and began to get ready for bed. Her knees felt weak and she was nauseous from sobbing so hard. She was already worried about Stefan she knew that this would put him over the deep end, but she couldn't do this with him. She couldn't enable his addiction again. He either had to learn to control it or walk away completely. Her eyes landed on a picture of them just a year ago. Her arms were around his neck and he had a bright smile on his face as he hugged her waist. She hugged her own waist and shivered. She crawled into the bed and knew that her days and nights were going to be a lot colder without her shelter to keep her warm.

I know this is short and it feels undone and I might add to this one but I'm not sure. Let me know what you think okay!