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Chapter 9

Sam shrugged, "I'm okay." She stood up and walked over to him slowly, Jason and Sonny just watching her. She leaned into Sonny and kissed him. Sonny pulled back and stared at her, shocked and Sam sat up, "What's wrong?"

Sonny shook his head, "Sam, you don't…you don't want me."

Sam's shoulders slumped, "And why wouldn't I?"

"Because you're in love with someone else, someone better." Sonny explained, meaning Jason.

Sam shook her head, "Listen, I'm over Jax, and I mean nothing is going to-" She stopped noticing Jason standing right there, "What are you doing here?"

Jason finally got his voice back and said, "I live here."

Sam looked around confused, "What?" She looked at Jason, "Why am I in your house."

Sonny looked at Jason and realized how hard it was for him and said, "Sam, what's the last thing you remember?"

Sam thought and said, "We were, um, together." She became very confused, "But…no I was in the elevator and…" She put a hand on her forehead, "I'm so confused."

Sonny put a hand on her shoulder and said, "It's okay, we'll work this out."

Sam looked at him and had a flash:

Sam smiled, "I'm kidding. Obviously, we're not going anywhere. I'm just teasing."

Sam shook her head and stood up, "No, we won't."

Sonny cocked his head to the side, "Why-why not?"

She put her hands in her pockets, "Because we're not anything to each other except a one night stand, excuse me." She said trying to go to the door but Sonny grabbed her arm.

"Hey-hey-hey-hey, just wait a minute, let me," he pointed to Jason, "And-and Jason, let us help you."

Sam glared at Sonny, "I am not your wife, and I am sure as hell not your whore!"

Sam pulled her arm away, "Like I said, we're nothing to each other, good bye." Then she walked out the door.

Sonny sighed and turned to Jason, "That could have gone better."

Jason nodded then looked at the door and said, "I'm going after her."

Sonny shrugged, "Good idea, I mean she's confused and she doesn't know anything, so, yeah it's a good idea to go after her." Jason nodded and grabbed his leather jacket and walked out the door.

Meanwhile Sam walked out to the pier and stared out on the open water:

Sonny looked at Sam, "You almost hit me in the damn head."
Sam shrugged, "Yeah, I know. I figured it wouldn't hurt since it's so dense and thick.
"

Sam sighed and wrapped her arms around herself trying not to think and just watch the water, of course that's not what happened:

Sam sighed, "I'm sorry. Ok, I'm sorry. I overreacted. It's just that you were talking about setting me up and making me dependent, and I have never in my life depended on anyone for anything, and I'm not going to start now."

Sam turned around when she heard a noise and when she did she came face to face with Jason:

Jason walked up to Sam, "Hey."
Sam smiled, "Hello again."
"You know i work for sonny?"
Sam shrugged, "I know you saw us together in the hotel."
Jason nodded, "Right. It's my job to know the people who have contact with sonny, who they are and what they want."
"I don't want anything."
Jason walked closer, "You like money. You spent a lot of time trying to get it."
Sam nodded, " Yeah, well, a girl has to make a living."
Jason held up a briefcase, "There's $1 million in this briefcase. You walk away from sonny and it's yours."

Sam's eyebrows furrowed together and Jason said, "Hi, I was worried about you."
Sam laughed bitterly, "You're worried about what I'm doing with Sonny."

Sam looked at it, "That is a lot of money."
Jason nodded, "All you have to do is disappear."
"Yeah, well, what would you tell sonny?"
"I'd tell him the truth."
Sam shrugged, "Don't you think he'd get angry?"
Jason nodded, "Probably."
"Thanks, jason, but, no thanks. I wouldn't take sonny's money to stay. I'm not going to take yours to leave. I like sonny. We understand each other."
Jason shut the briefcase, "Sam, you might think that this is the beginning of something. It's not."

Jason shook his head, "Sam, you're just remembering things from-from the past, they're over."
Sam looked at him with skeptic eyes, "Now why don't I believe you? Oh that's right, you want me out of town."

Sam smiled a bit, "Oh, is that a threat?"
Jason shrugged, "It's a statement of fact. Sonny's life is complicated. As long as you're with him, your life will be, too."
"Oh, it'll take a hell of a lot more than complications to scare me off."
Jason sighed, "Sonny's only sleeping with you to punish carly."

Jason shook his head, "Sam, listen to me."
Sam snorted a bit, "No, I have no reason to, you were horrible to me." She tried to leave but Jason stopped her with an arm out.

Sam laughed a bit, "You don't have a clue what's going on between me and sonny. We've talked, he's been honest. Carly betrayed him."
"You don't know anything about carly, ok? So do yourself a favor -- take the money and leave."
Sam shook her head, "I already told you -- no. And I don't appreciate being ordered around. Nobody is going to tell me what i should or shouldn't want."
"I don't care what you want or what you think you're going to get from this. The best thing for everyone is for you to go away."

Sam looked up at him and said, "Listen, you want or wanted me gone, now I'm leaving, I have no ties to anyone here, at least none that I can remember, now let me go."
Jason held onto her shoulders, "No, I'm not letting you leave, not like this."
Sam pulled back yelling, "Let me go!" She wound up and clocked him on the cheek, he let her go out of shock.
"Sam, Jason…what's going on?" Came a female voice and Sam turned around, face-to-face, with Skye.

Sam shrugged, "You don't know the first thing about me."
Skye looked at her, "I know that sonny's going to grind you into dust, and you know what? You're going to deserve it. And even though it looks like right now that Jax is the one that's hurting in the end, he's going to be the lucky one."

Sam looked at the woman and shook her head, "I'm getting out of here." She turned and ran before either could do anything to stop her.
Skye turned to Jason, "What's wrong with her? Last time I saw you two you were so in love."
Jason shook his head, "She got into a car accident, some glass hit her brain and she's lost her memory, but…she's remembering, much faster than I would have thought, but all she remembers of me is trying to buy her out of town." He ran a hand over his face.
Skye thought, "If she remembers that about you then…oh all she remembers of me is hating her from Jax."
Jason nodded, "That's all she knows is people hating her, and all I can do is wait, but I'm worried that she's going to do something drastic or leave town and never remember."