A/N: Thank you so much for your reviews! They really mean a lot to me and help me write this story! This chapter was difficult for me to write it as I didn't, and I don't, know how a woman's first time with the man she loves is after she had been raped! So, please forgive me for anything out of reality! Now… on with our story!
Disclaimer: Any situation or character that appears in the drama, isn't mine. Kathleen and her family are my creation.
He opened the door of their cottage with difficulty as he was holding his wife in his hands and pushed it open with his foot. He didn't lower her until they were in their cottage with the door closed and locked and a kiss full of passion and love. As they were lost in their passion and desire they started taking off each other's clothes. It was only minutes later that they pulled apart almost naked looking at each other in the eyes. Charles was standing in only his undershorts while she was standing in her corset and underwear. He was amazed by her full breasts and raised his hands to touch them.
She was enjoying his caresses and his touches until he cupped her breasts trying to free them from her corset. That action brought her back painful memories from that horrible night and brought as a result a cry of pain and backed away from him in defense. Seeing her reaction and understanding what might his action have caused her made him curse himself silently. He slowly approached her in order not to scare her and put his arms around her shaking body. She was fighting back in the beginning but soon she started to relax into his embrace.
He lifted her head with his hand and looked at her with a reassuring glare and smile. He took her hand and they made their way slowly upstairs to the bedroom. He was ready if anything caused her discomfort to take her in his arms and hold her until she relaxed again. She looked at the bed with hesitation. She wanted so much that physical union with Charles but she was afraid that the memories this first time would bring could cause him to be disgusted by her. She took a deep breath and walked towards the bed taking him with her. She laid down in the bed with a weak smile on her face waiting for him to take off the rest of her clothes.
He walked slowly towards her and kneeled beside her on the bed. He leaned down and started placing kisses all over her body until he reached the waistband of her underwear. They had managed to take off the corset while he was kissing her body. Slowly he pulled down the underwear while placing kisses at every inch of the skin that was being revealed. She couldn't deny that she was feeling very nervous as some memories appeared in her mind again but she was feeling something different inside her, something she couldn't quite explain what was like. She was sure for only one thing, she hadn't felt that sensation that horrible night. It was something that his kisses, his touches, his lips, his hands were bringing it to her and she wanted more, although she wasn't sure of what.
She had closed her eyes trying to concentrate on that sensation she had and heard him taking off his undershorts. He moved on top of her again and started placing kisses on her cheeks, her neck and around her breasts. He didn't want to push her too much yet and he was very gentle with what he was doing. He smiled as his member starting reacting at her body, at the sensations her body was bringing to him and leaned down to kiss her. She opened her eyes and gasped when she felt his hand on her sensitive area. She widened her eyes and looked at him.
"Charles?", she let out a low groan as she said his name.
"Just let it go, Elsie. I won't hurt you.", he said with a reassuring smile at his wife.
She returned his smile a little weak and tried to relax while his fingers were rubbing her sensitive area. She started relaxing and actually enjoying his actions until he entered two fingers inside her.
"Charles!", she cried out as she remembered that horrible night.
"Don't worry, Elsie. I want to replace those horrible memories of that night with pleasure memories of our night.", he didn't move his fingers as he wanted her to adjust to that feeling first.
Slowly she started to relax again and he started moving his fingers in and out, in and out. She was actually starting to enjoy it and was very surprised. She was a little disappointed when he took out his fingers but she gasped when she felt him enter her. He didn't move until she had adjusted to the feeling of him being inside her. He started moving in slow thrusts as he wanted to pleasure them both. After a while he could sense that they were both nearing their climax and started moving a little faster. They reached their climax together and stayed still enjoying being united like one.
"I love you, Mrs. Carson!", he told her with a smile.
"I love you, Mr. Carson!", she told him with a smile full of thanks and snuggled closer to his body while she was falling asleep.
Please review! I would like to know what you think of this chapter! I know it's short but I wasn't so sure if I could make justice for their first time together! Next chapter the end!
To Be Continued…
