cause i want you,
and i feel
you,
crawling underneath my skin
like a hunger,
like a
burning,
to find a place i've never been
now i'm broken,
and
i'm faded,
i'm half the man i thought i would be:
but you can
have what's left of me
Nick Lachey "What's Left Of Me"
At breakfast, Draco got an owl from his father. As much as he didn't want to, he opened it. It read-
Draco,
I am still appalled at your actions on that platform, but I will give you a second chance, all you have to do is get rid of the Weasley girl. If you do, you don't even have to become a Death Eater, all you have to do is break up with Weasley and everything will be fine.
Owl Me Your Answer,
L. Malfoy
He felt as if his heart had been ripped out of his chest. He had nothing left, it hurt so bad, his father didn't even say he loved him or put father or anything at the signature of his letters. He ripped a piece of parchment out of his bag and quickly wrote.
Mr. Malfoy-I don't care. I really don't. I won't give up on Ginny, You've broken me up, and finally after all these years, I'm throwing in the towel. I am obviously going to be shunned after this, so don't bother writing anymore, by the way, DON'T SEND GINNY ANYTHING ELSE, OR YOU'LL PAY! Thanks for the 17 year long emotional roller coaster ride.
D. Malfoy
And with that, he sent it to his father. He buried his face in his hands. He had to see Ginny, he had to have her now, he wanted her at his side now, he couldn't take it, he was dying from the inside out. He was never going to be his whole self ever again. He knew and accepted it, but until then, he wanted Ginny, he wanted his girl. He wanted his soulmate.
He got up and walked over to the Gryffindor table and got Ginny. "You look awful, what's wrong?" she asked. "Ginny, read this." He said, his eyes filling up with tears.
Her eyes welled up also, as a few tears fell down her cheeks. "I-I can't believe him." She said. "That makes two of us" he said. "It's going to be ok," she said. "No it's not!" He yelled. "I'VE GIVEN UP ALL HOPE GINNY! NOTHING IS GOING TO BE RIGHT AGAIN!" then it slipped, "AND IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!" he jerked his hand to his mouth. "Wh-What…." She sobbed. "Ginny, I'm so sorry." He said. "No you're not! You never loved me at all!" she cried. "Ginny, wait, please, I need you!" he called after her. He fell to his knees in tears, "I'm never going to live again, I've just lost my life support." He thought.
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I know, that was sappy, and angsty at the same time. Next chapter is fluffy and then there is two more chapters before this is over. But I probably will write my first sequel, ever! So that will be rather awesome. Keep checking back!
