Yep yep yep another chapter ;) This coulda been uploaded sooner but my dad was drunk -.- (though my inspiration had long gone away ;A; i'm still doin this though cuz you guys keep reviewing n stuff -even though the last chapter didnt get as many reviews ;A;- also there is something I really want to do in a much later chapter) which reminds me. This chapter will contain some sexual content (Lovi gets to 1st base :D) also, in that later chapter I mentioned, there will be a lemon :D so once I get there i'm change the rating to M, just a heads up.
Now onto le story~
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It was a normal morning for the Italian twins. Well, the closest to normal it can get. Their grandfather lied in his bed upstairs hungover from the previous night so they tried to not make any noise, lest they get an earful from him.
Lovino was sitting at the table mindlessly going through his phone while Feliciano was in the kitchen making them breakfast. When he came back to pour drinks, he sat down and suddenly blurted out "Me and Ludwig had sex."
Lovino had been in the middle of drinking his orange juice when he choked and majority spewed out of his mouth. He started having a coughing fit, heaving from the sudden intake of orange liquid into his windpipe. Feliciano quickly stood up and ran to him, hitting his back. "Fratello! A-are you okay? I-I-"
"What-" he said between coughing fits. "What the hell Feli! Who the hell does that rapist potato think he is that he can just go and defile my twin, I swear I'm going to-" he stood up and Feliciano grabbed his sleeve.
"No Fratello! He didn't force me I told him I wanted-"
"GAH! Spare me the details, please!" he yelled covering his ears. Feliciano looked down fidgeting his hands. He looked ashamed. Sighing, Lovino sat back down and looked at his brother.
"Sorry...about that Feli..." he tried a smile.
"Ve...so your not mad at me?" he asked shyly. Lovino shook his head though he was mentally murdering the German over and over.
As much as he hated to, he needed to know. "So...erm...how did...you know you guys..." he stammered, his face turning red.
Feliciano smiled happily. "Ve~ We didn't plan it or anything..it just...happened." he blushed. " His brother was out of the house for a few hours and the house was empty, so one thing ted to another..." he trailed off, fondly remembering the experience.
Lovino sighed heavily and buried his face into his hands. How was it that his brother who had been dating this German for short period of time willingly...did that with him, yet he himself couldn't allow himself to do such things with his girlfriend of 3 years.
"You have to be willing to be vulnerable in front of someone you love..." Feliciano said, staring into space.
"What?" Lovino asked.
"When we...you know...it was embarrassing actually...Since it was both of our first times we weren't sure of what to do..." He laughed a little. "He kept hesitating and asking questions while I just couldn't stop giggling. But thats whats so special about it." he smiled at his brother. "When you love someone so much, you don't have to worry about making mistakes with that person. Knowing they would love you all the same despite how inexperienced you were.."
"Feli.." Lovino was stunned at how wise his brother sounded.
"Oh! The food!" Feliciano got back up to continue with breakfast while Lovino just sat there, thinking over what he just told him.
Could he really be that open with Femke? Could he be so vulnerable? He couldn't see himself being so carefree with her, he could barely be real with her on a daily basis. Did that mean he didn't love her as much as he had originally thought?
Feliciano came back with their breakfast and began eating, while Lovino just stared at it, suddenly not so hungry.
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Antonio took in a deep breath, inhaling the fresh air. He was in his small backyard, picking tomatoes. His favorite hobby, if thats what you would call it. He went around, picking only the best, the roundest, the most red and ripe. Luckily the weather had been fairly decent enough for growing his favorite fruit. As he picked and inspected the tomatoes, his mother sat on a lawn chair enjoying the September breeze. Its these times that Antonio truly felt at ease. As though he wasn't part of a gang, like he wasn't one of the most feared guys at school, like there wasn't an Italian that had plagued his mind every moment of the day. He held his basket full of tomatoes and took them inside, ready to wash them so they would be ready to use for food. As washed them in the sink, he looked out the window, staring at the sky that seemed so endless. His mother lying there with a smile on her face, full of content.
Yup. He can get used to this.
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"Fratello, where are you going?" Feliciano watched as his brother fixed his hair and kept checking his outfit.
"Femke and I are going to a party today." He said not really paying attention to his brother. He was busy trying to tame the blasted curl that just seemed determined to stay suspended in the air, defying laws of gravity.
Once he was ready, he picked up Femke and they were already at the party. They held hands as they went in.
"I can't believe we're coming here after 3 years. Remember when we became the golden couple?" Femke asked.
"Still the golden couple." Lovino smiled, squeezing her hand.
They had met and started dating at a annual party their friend threw freshmen year. It was because of a game of spin the bottle they dated.
"I still remember how everyone was that day..." Femke recalled. Lovino chuckled.
"Yea. We really impressed the freshmen back then." he gloated. "Hell, even the seniors were impressed with our kiss." Back then things weren't as stressful as it was now. Then again, he didn't have a certain gang member constantly telling him to be real.
Once they were in they were immediately greeted by people from school. They all spoke for a bit before gathering for a game of "Would you rather".
"Ok Femke." Started a girl with a ribbon in her hair. "Would you rather kiss a pug, or bulldog."
She made a disgusted face. "Definitely the pug." she said shaking her head. Everyone including Lovino simply laughed at the absurdity of the game. Were they so bored? He started drinking his can of beer when a girl with long blonde hair and white bow on top smirked.
"So, Lovino. Who would you rather kiss? Femke? or..." she paused as everyone looked at her questioningly. "Antonio Carriedo." she said finally with a glint in her eye.
Lovino almost choked on his drink (much like that morning) as the question sunk in his brain. "W-What?" he asked panicked.
"Its a simple question." she said innocently. Femke began giving him an odd look.
"Well I ah...er..." He stuttered, unsure of what to say.
"Shit Lovi. Way to show how much you care." Femke stormed out of the room. Lovino looked around, turning red as several people already started talking about his hesitation. He left the room and followed his girlfriend.
"Wait! Femke!" he called, grabbing her hand. "Listen to me I can explain.." he started.
"Explain? Explain why you fucking hesitated?" She fumed. "You made a fool of me back there!"
"Yea well, I'm not very happy with her right now."
She gave a short laugh. "Don't you get it? Its not Natalia's fault."
"You think its mine? As if I asked to have Antonio as a partner." he snapped.
She goes up to him. "You didn't protest to much."
"You want to fight, Femke?"
"Maybe I do. You don't even know how to be a boyfriend!"
"How can you say that? Who took you to the hospital when you broke your leg? Who visited you when you were seriously ill?"
He got driving lessons against his will. He passed out in Antonio's arms, but he didn't know what he was doing. He hadn't doe anything with Antonio. He was innocent. Even if I had some thoughts that weren't.
"That was last year." She then grabbed his hand "I want you to show me how much you care. Now." and led him upstairs into a vacant room. She closed the door and stared at him.
"Femke what are you-" he was cut off by her kissing him hungrily. He was caught off guard and fell back onto the bed. He shoved her off and she growled.
"Ever since school started you've been acting like a total prude."
"I don't want to base our relationship on sex. Its like we never talk anymore."
"So talk." she said as she unbuttoned his shirt and began rubbing her hands on his chest, feeling his slight muscularity.
"You go first. You say something then I'll say something." Lovino said quickly.
"Thats the stupidest fucking thing I've ever heard. I don't have anything to say Lovino. If you have something on your mind say it." She said.
He took a deep breath. Chastising himself for feeling more comfortable with Antonio than here in bed with Femke. He can't let their relationship end now. His grandfather would freak. His friends would freak. The solar system would go out of alignment. Femke flips them so he is on top of her. He can't let their relationship end because he was scared of sex. She was, after all, a virgin too. Shes waiting for him to have their first time together. Their friend's had done it already; maybe hes being silly about the situation. Maybe his interest in Antonio was an excuse to avoid doing it with Femke. His mind was swimming but he just went ahead and followed what his body told him to, despite the pain his heart felt. She started grinding against him, continuing to ravage his mouth for all it was worth. He froze as he saw in the corner, a picture of Femke and Natalia at the beach from the summer, but with her is some guy who held her close, arms wrapped around her waist.
He points to it. "Who is that?"
"Just some guy from the Netherlands we met at the beach in Belgium." she said leaning back looking at the picture.
"Whats his name?" he asked uneasy.
"I don't know. Like Eberrich or something to that effect."
"You look like a couple." he glared.
"Don't be ridiculous. Come here." she said, straddling him, blocking his view of the picture. "Your the one I want now." lust laced into her voice.
Before he could analyze what she meant, she eased down her dress and bra and has his hands on her. He tries to get in the mood and does what first came to mind. She moans as his hands roam her body but he just can't get into it. It feels robotic. And orchestrated. She grows tired of his timid touches and goes to unzip his pants.
"Come on Lovi, lets try something new~"
Then the door bursts open, and there stands Natalia and her brother Ivan. Natalia gasps in horror with a hint of murder while Ivan just smiled his creepy smile.
"What the hell? Haven't you heard of knocking?" Femke nearly screamed quickly covering herself with her dress. Lovino quickly stood up, zipping his pants and buttoning back his shirt.
"You forget this is my sister's room, da?" he says clearly amused by this situation.
Natalia crosses her arms. "Tell me Femke, are those real?" she asks.
"Fuck off!" she crossed her arms.
"Don't flatter yourself. My older sister's is bigger." she laughed.
Lovino quickly leaves the room embarrassed. Femke calls for him but doesn't move.
He felt like disappearing.
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PFFFT FAIL ENDING IS FAIL WHATEVER IS 5:17AM NAOW LOLOL IM TIRED R&R PLEASE AND THANK YOU.
