Dis: I dont own twilight.

Bpov:

Shit.

Double double triple shit.

I watched as he walked to me and how his eyes zoomed to my chest.

That little freaky pervert.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I growled out.

His eyes snapped up to mine and I could see how nervous he was. Good!

"I-I was walking." He whispered.

Riiiiight, "Well?"

"Well what?" he asked.

I was about to say, "Well what the hell are you still standing there like a retard. Go run along." When he gasped out my name. I looked at him and noticed him looking down at me, like where my hands were at. My bloody hands. The hands that are filled with blood of a stupid mountain lion, the stupid mountain lion that attacked me and I did right to defend myself. I put my hands behind me and acted dumb, hoping it would work. "What?"

He walked in total three steps in a half and was up on my face.

He clearly doesn't understand that I like my personal space.

Well it's not like you told him you like your personal space stupid…

Oh.

"Are you hurt?

My stone wall began to build itself higher, "No. Why?"

He gulped and I heard his damn juicy heart beat faster, "Because I- your hands."

Slowly, he reached out and grabbed my arms pulling them forward and held my hands out in front of his face. I was amused for a second by this little human boy, but then got annoyed that he wouldn't stop inspecting them.

"Edward." He looked up and I saw the green of his eyes and felt anger course through me, first because he was touching me and it was making my stomach do some weird flips I haven't felt for over years and second, his eyes were killing me. The green wasn't that special, it was the golden specks that they had. And that made his eyes look more beautiful and him more handsome, "Can you not touch me. Ever." I said and pushed him away with the hands he was cradling like if it was a child.

He looked confused and scared.

Damn it! I didn't want to get him scared…

Or did I?

Did I?

Why didn't I want him to be scared of me?

I want everyone to be scared of me…

Argh! Where's my damn pack!

Turning around I looked at the snowy ground and tried to find it.

"BELLA!"

Holy crap. I spun around quickly in time to see him blush. Oh god, he blushes. All that blood and heat going to his cheeks … but he did look adorable. But why the hell would he yell my name out. I looked out again trying to find my ciggies.

"Please don't go. We need to talk."

Oh god. This is why I've been skipping school. Because I just didn't want to talk to him. I know I told Esme I would talk to him, but c'mon! He wouldn't shut up and he was persistent and that annoyed me. Mother jesus mary.

GOTCHA! You little sucker. I picked up the pack from the floor and brushed out the snow.

You should at least listen to him out.

Damn. I didn't want to. I know what he wants to talk about.

Friendship.

Ugh. Stupid word should be abolished.

Play along dummy, you're 'human', humor him.

"About what?" I asked. I tried not to growl it out. I don't know where this stupid voice came from, but I didn't like it. I began walking towards him and I heard his heart quicken. If his heart continues like this, he might go visit Carlisle for his heart attack.

"Us."

Crap. I know what he wanted to talk about, I already knew, but when he said us, what the hell is that? So of course I responded naturally, "No."

I was right in front of him and I noticed him smelling me.

Creepy stalker boy.

"Yes."

My irritated mood won over, "There is no us Edward. Are you stupid or something. I don't even know you and you don't know me and you're just freaking crazy!" I yelled out. I think I did better in controlling what I really wanted to say. Which involved the F bomb being dropped a lot.

I saw how he retreated back a bit, "I was thinking friends."

Friends.

He wants to be friends.

This little human boy wanted to be friends with me.

HA! Well that's the first. But he's so damn persistent and I just wish he would give up. He was actually tiring me out.

"Why are you here?"

He sighed, "My dad wanted to camp and I wanted to um take a walk and I heard your voice and yeah."

I looked at him to see if he was lying. To see if he was actually camping and not being stalker boy. But then, he did look lost. This is the woods. He could have been living here all his life, but he could still get lost.

"You're lost."

His eyes sparked and I smiled internally knowing he was going to lie to me and say no, but his cheeks betrayed him by blushing.

I didn't want him to walk alone in the woods. Only god and I know what are in these woods and I wouldn't be able to live with myself if something happened to this goof.

And you want to hear him out on what he has to say about this friendship with you.

Shut up.

"I walk you back."

If he and his family were indeed camping then they would have done some stupid fire thing that these humans do. That means that I could smell the smoke and or smell whatever they're cooking.

He nodded and we both started walking. I waited for him to start talking because, he was the one who wanted to talk and whatever, but he stayed mute. I began growing impatient.

Wait for him. Don't scare him away.

Why the hell not. That's what I wanted to do.

I looked at him and saw him looking at the ground and …. That's it.

So, I grabbed my pack, took out a stick, lit the baby and took a nice sweet drag.

He still wasn't saying anything …

Nothing…

OH FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

"So friends…" I started. I never liked starting things out because it usually meant I had to hold up the conversation and to be honest I didn't have the time or energy to do that.

I saw him looking at me and when he saw I was smoking I could see his cheeks turn pink with what I was guessing annoyance and frustration.

"Why are you … what makes you … smoking?" He grounded out.

I wanted to laugh at him and his stupid unintelligent sentence. I bet Emmett can come out with something smarter than that.

I shrugged not wanting to get him madder and exhaled the smoke I kept in, "It calms me Edward. Don't judge me."

I mean, I wouldn't even care if you did. It would probably make me hate you and just push you to the edge where you'll hate me and not talk to me and then … you'll leave me alone. I was never able to handle my emotions and actions against judgmental a-holes.

"I'm not. But I don't understand why you would do that." He said.

I sighed, "That's why we can't be friends. I ain't good for you. I'm too complicated and confusing and I'm like 1000 percent bipolar. And you won't understand half the things I say or do, and then you'll question me and I'll get annoyed and end up hurting you." Meaning that I would kill you by feeding you to the nomads or killing you myself. I took another hit off my cig and exhaled the smoke making a pretty O.

"I wouldn't question you."

I stopped walking and stared at him.

What did he just say?

He wouldn't question me?

Well slap me hard and silly…

Why the hell does this boy want to be my friend?

Why don't you ask…

"Why do you want to be my friend anyway?"

He shrugged "You seem okay."

What the fuck...

Sorry Esme.

But seriously. Did his parents drop him? Did his mom not breast feed him or gave him liquor in his bottle. You seem okay. What kind of an answer is that!

A normal one.

Right, Sure.

I shook my head wanting to just laugh at this whole crap, "Okay?" I asked.

"I mean, yeah. Like, I just want us to be okay. You know? Like I just want to get to know you. Maybe we have things in common."

Ohkay, so at this I couldn't contain my laughter. He was giving out … good reasons I guess. But all this was freaky. A normal human being would completely avoid me, talk behind my back and just move on. But this fellow … wanted to befriend me.

How … nice?

"You are such a freak. Maybe we can be friends." I snorted.

I heard his heart quicken and his blood was running under his skin. I felt myself getting driven to pounce on him when he began to talk, "We can get to know each other. That way you won't be so complicated and confusing to me and I would understand you."

I blinked a couple of times I felt myself … feel for the little guy. But he wouldn't be the first to try and understand me, and fail. I laughed at how dark that thought was to me, "You'll be the first."

"First? Of what?"

Nothing Edward. You'll be the first of nothing. Don't get your hopes up kid.

I shook my head and looked up at the cloudy sky, "Nothing, never mind."

Did I want Edward to understand me? Do I? Should I let Edward Swan try to peel off the layers of layers of Bella Cullen?

"So?"

His heart was thumping so loud I was about to scream over it, but then I realized that I could hear it because I'm a vampire and his heart was suppose to be my dinner. But I didn't want to eat Edward. Do I really want Edward as uh … friend?

"If I said sure… would you stop being a stalker and annoying?"

I could see him trying to fight off a smile and nodded fast. I nodded my okay and smiled when I saw his huge smile emerge. It was a cute looking. He had little dimples hidden and I smile big at the fact that a human eye couldn't see it, but my awesome eyes did.

Wait…

What the … No!

I shook my head of whatever cuteness I thought of Edward, "Sure whatever. Just … don't get in my way or annoy the hell out of me please."

"Yeah." He breathed out.

Good. Now on to ….

"Alright c'mon. Let's go."

….

"Bella." Alice whispered.

I sat down at the sofa and let Alice hug me.

"This will be good. I saw both of you happy." She said.

"I don't know…"

After I dropped Edward off at his camp site I said a hurried goodbye and walked off, but as soon as I was deep in the woods, I ran home.

"Trust me."

I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair and peeled Alice off me.

"Tha-" I was cut off by a stupid Rosalie who decided to throw a shoe at me.

Who the hell throws shoes!

I leapt ready to attack the skank when Emmett and Jasper showed up and were glaring at me.

"Nice sweater." Rosalie laughed.

What the …

I looked down and noticed that there was a big ass torn piece of it where that cat clawed me. I smiled remembering Edward looking at me there.

So he wasn't being a freaky little pervert.

"You better cut that stupid relationship you formed with that human." Jasper gritted out.

I snarled at him, "Why? Why the hell should I do what you crazy people tell me!"

"Because we know more than you when it comes to humans." Emmett laughed.

I was ready to attack him, but felt Alice pull me back, "No. Guys, just leave Be-"

She didn't even finish her sentence because Jasper puller her to his side. She looked confused for a bit and then looked up to Jasper, "Why did you do that?"

"You're my wife. You side with me."

Alice's eyebrows furrowed, but she didn't say anything else. Good job Alice, you show him who's boss.

Esme came down the stairs looking scared and confused and her eyes held pity for me, and that did it.

"Screw all of you! You don't knock jack about humans. Did you forget who got turned first!"

"Doesn't mean anything Isabella. We know how the humans are and they are all untrustworthy." Jasper snapped.

"And how the hell-"

"James Delgado."

The room was quiet for a second before I snapped and attacked Rosalie. I shoved her through the house and she landed outside. I felt Emmett try to pull me away but I pushed him back. Rosalie was up and was crouching ready to attack me. She leapt up and dove to me, but I was quicker and stronger than this dumbass. I was strangling her. Breaking her neck.

"Bella don't!" I heard Alice shout.

But I was blinded by fury. No way in hell I was going to let this bitch come out of this alive.

"Say his name Rosie, Say. His. Fucking. Name!"

She was trying to claw at me, push me away, but I dodged perfectly.

"Isabella Cullen!"

I looked up to see Carlisle's furious face, he hugging a sobbing Esme while glaring at me.

Normally I would stop what I was doing and go to him, but the monster I was killing was my priority.

"I'm busy Carlisle." I smiled down at Rose.

She was slowly giving up, but then I was tackled. By Emmett.

"Don't you dare try to kill her." He spat.

I laughed and pushed him away. He got up and went to his stupid wife. Rosalie got up but was too weak to move. Everyone was surrounding her, making sure that she was okay. My anger was still flowing off of me and I saw Jasper glare at me.

"You know it's the truth, you should know about trusting." He said.

Never in my life, have I felt betrayed.

All of a sudden Jasper was in front of me with worried eyes, "Bella we didn't …"

"NO! SCREW ALL OF YOU! SCREW THIS AND SCREW THAT! I'm moving out. I don't want to be part of this damn family anymore. I hate all of you." I shouted.

They all looked at me like I grew five heads, "You can't leave." Carlisle said.

I laughed, "Watch me." I jumped up to my room and started packing up my crap. I hurried knowing any second they would barge in here demanding things from me and giving me total crap. No, I wasn't going to take that. I finished in less than two seconds and was out in the woods. I ran not knowing where the hell I was going to go.

"Alright Ms. Masen, you are in room 532. It's in the 8th floor." The receptionist, Lucy, tells me.

Yeah, so I'm in Seattle Port Angels right now. Checking into a cheap ass hotel room. I smiled at the young lady and grabbed my bags. Taking the key from the desk I began walking to the elevator and felt myself get exhausted.

So many crap happening in one night. And it was only … crap. I don't have my phone with me. Ugh!

The elevator opened up and I got in with my 1 luggage. When I finally reached the floor, I walked to my new room and opened the door. My eyes found the clock and it read 12:08 am. Damn. I looked around the room and found that it was … comfortable and okay looking. The window was like my window that that house. It was a wall. I walked up to it and saw all the bright light and the woods and with my eyes, the mountains. I drew the curtains to cover the window and turned on the light. Cool. Now. What am I going to do about a car…

"Hey sexy thang! How you doin!"

These damn drunks and their beer. I was walking down the streets looking into "borrowing a car" I wasn't going to steal it. I was going to find out who that car belonged to and send them a letter of love and some cash. Good idea. Very good.

"Hey baby! Come and give me some sugar! Don't be a tease!" I rolled my eyes but kept looking.

Okay, so maybe this wasn't a really good idea because one, I couldn't find a damn car and two I wanted to kill these damn drunk losers.

I continued walking when I found it.

It was a black car. Not just any car. It was a black Aston Martin Vanquish.

What idiot would leave this pretty baby out in the streets!

Maybe it's a sign from the man upstairs.

I squealed with delight and got the car.

7:00 am

Coming out of the shower, I dressed up in jeans a shirt and a sweater, grabbed my bag and left.

I waved goodbye at the receptionist and walked out to school.

I was singing with delight. The car was a miracle and it was just .. AH! I'm squealing like a little girl.

I make it to school around 7:25 and see the Cullens waiting by the hummer.

Damn it to hell.

I parked as far away from them and stayed in my car. I wasn't scared of them. Hell no I wasn't. I just didn't want to see their disgusting faces.

*Knock Knock*

Crap.

I got out of the car and leaned against my door. Rosalie was glaring at the floor, Emmett was glaring at me and Jasper was frowning. Where the hell was Alice?

"She left."

I looked at Jasper and arched my eyebrow, "What?"

"She left. After you ran off like a dog, Alice ran out. She didn't follow you. She went another direction."

"And why didn't you follow her?" I asked him.

"Because she wouldn't have wanted me to. She wasn't feeling that great and I felt that she wanted to be alone for a bit."

"Okay, then why the hell are you people here?" I hissed.`

"Because we're here to tell you to break it off with your stupid pet." Rosalie said.

I raised my hand to slap that mouth off her when Emmett stood between us.

"What Rosie, can't fight your own battles." I laughed.

"Stop it Bella. We're warning you. If you don't put an end to this stupid friendship between you and that guy, we will." Emmett snapped.

"Mind your own god damn business! I am not a Cullen anymore! And I'm never going to be. Why are you being so … stupid?" I growled out.

"We just don't want to see you get hurt." Jasper sighed,

"Well that's my business not yours! So buzz out and leave me alone! You're not my parents, you're not my brothers or sister, you are nothing to me! So leave my life alone and leave whoever is in it alone! Or you'll have to deal with me and trust me on this; you don't want to know my other side. Ask Carlisle."

They glared at me and I felt Jasper trying to mess with my emotions, but in a second I had him by the throat, "Leave me alone."

I shoved him and his family away and watched as they stomped away.

I laughed at how childish they were being.

Seriously. I looked around to see if anyone noticed our heated conversation and relaxed when I saw everyone acting normal and were doing their own thing. Then I noticed the Volvo coming in. I could see him looking around and when he saw me and the empty spot next to me he drove a little faster. He got out of it pretty fast and smiled.

"Hey." He sighed.

"Hi." I responded.

I haven't really had a friend for years, so I didn't know what to say. So I did what I do best. I began walking away. I heard him trying to catch up to me and smiled speeding up a bit, make him run.

"How was your weekend?" he was panting.

Now I felt bad. So I slowed down and walked human pace.

"Eh." I responded really not knowing how to put my weekend into words or adjectives.

"Oh."

"Yeah."

Is this what a friendship is? Because to be honest it was kind of boring me. I made it to my locker and opened it up to take out my things. An uneasy feeling settled into my stomach and I started feeling panicked. I narrowed my eyes at my books and growled silently.

Jasper.

I turned around quickly to see Edward really, really close to me. But that didn't matter at the moment.

Friends protect friends… right?

"If you have any trouble from anyone, you better tell me," I said.

He nodded and I looked at him for a bit not knowing if his male ego was going to get in the way of this. But deciding that I should just take his word, I turned back around, slammed my locker shut and began walking to my first period.

Fear. Fear. Fear. Fear.

Argh! I couldn't get the feeling to get out of my system.

Maybe you should check on Edward.

I trusted him. He would tell me if something was wrong…

With what? A phone? A phone that you don't have.

Crap.

I turned back around and headed to his first period.

"Edward, let's just go in." Jessica's repulsive voice echoed through the almost empty halls. Class was about to start in less than five minutes.

I turned the corner and saw Jessica holding on to Edward's arm and the Cullens glaring at them.

"What's up?" I sneered at the stupid vampires.

I saw Edward stiffen and turn around slowly. His eyes were painted with fear and confusion and his face was pale.

"What are you doing? What's up?" I growled as I took Edwards arm.

They changed positions as they saw me. Rosalie looked at the floor, Emmett was staring behind him, but Jasper continued to glare at Edward.

"Hey Edward, Jessica. Class time.. Right?" They both nodded and hurried into the class that was in front of them.

"What the hell did I say!" I hissed after I made sure they were secured in their class.

"We didn't do anything." Emmett sniffed.

"Well listen to this, back the hell off, got it? If I see Edward pale or scared for his life or just sad, I will come back for you three. Understood?" I growled out.

Thunder could be heard in the distant. Rosalie clung on to Emmett and began pulling him to another direction, Jasper stood his ground, "IF he finds out about us…"

"Shut up. He won't, but if he does, it wouldn't concern you. What you should be concerning about is your little wife." I snapped.

Jasper raised his hand up looking like he's ready to strike, but I held my ground, "Do it Jasper. I freaking dare you to do it." Jasper noticed what he was doing and slammed his back against the lockers, "Now, listen and listen good, you touch a single hair on that boys body or soul or feeling, you'll regret it. I guarantee it."

I didn't let him respond. The late bell rang and when I looked up I was met with a pair of green angry eyes.

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