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One week... A total long week has passed
Today Dr Mathew will end Vineet's observation period and discuss the options further
Rajat is not aware of medical facts but in his limited knowledge he got to know Every morning, Vineet wakes up with no memory of the day before
Each Grief is fresh and raw. Each joy is pure and new
He remembers the past before kidnapping very clearly... Each minute detail
But he can't tell you much about yesterday
Even trying hard he can't pull out that information.
But Rajat kept his words, Vineet may not remember but he does…So he stays
Vineet still don't know what's wrong with him, each day is his first day at hospital so he waits for release on the next day...which for him never comes
His connections to today and tomorrow are severed, but Rajat holds on
Rajat was sitting at the bedside chair looking over some files
Thanks to his team specifically Abhijeet and Daya sir he is now allotted for file works only but he knew well this can't be a long term solution
Aditya assured him that Vineet is capable of taking good care of himself, moreover he is in hospital so after visiting once in morning Rajat can leave...Vineet will not mind that he is not sticking to his promise literally
Rajat sighs, as if he remembers!
But although Rajat knows this can't be long term solution he can't leave
Gautam told him this will affect his career, he knows but he can't find courage to walk away
He is scared if he walks away he will never find his friend anymore
He knows medically Vineet will not forget him but still a scare lingers there
He can't make anyone understand... He didn't try... He is not so caring and sharing types. He got used to share all with someone but now...
Vineet woke slowly to the unmistakable scent of antiseptic and sickness, his eyes blinking open groggily. He felt heavy, blurred, and as the stark hospital room came into focus his confusion intensified. He was lying on his back in a raised bed, his face turned toward the window. Sunlight streamed in through the open curtains and he squinted, his eyes watering.
Rajat noticed his frown and pout, signature waking up style of Vineet
"Vineet?"
Vineet' head rolled toward the familiar voice. Rajat was sitting in a chair next to his bed, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees and a weary look on his face. There was a thin layer of stubble on his cheeks and his eyes were red-rimmed.
"Sir? Kya hua" he asked, taking a mental check of his body. Nothing hurt, there were no bandages, no IVs, no monitors. And yet, he couldn't remember where he had been before this moment,
Rajat looked away, his face tightening for a moment
"Wo tum ...tum achanaq behosh ho gaye they aur kidnapping se wapas aye to mein ghabra gaya bas to le aya hospital" this is his regular cover story, so he repeated once again still not looking at him.
Vineet tried hard but its blank
"Oh," he managed. "Mujhe yaad nahi aaraha"
Rajat flinched and stared at him with a strangely mournful expression.
"ha Vineet, pata hey mujhe" he murmured too softly for Vineet to hear
"To mein gher kab...?"
"Bas ek aur din for observation..."
Rajat smiled weakly, but it lacked his usual air of confidence and suggestion. Vineet felt a small surge of anxiety, sensing something off in. senior's voice.
"Sir is something else wrong? Kya hua aap bahut tensed.." He shifted nervously in the bed.
Rajat said in loud tone "nahi kuch nahi hua tumhe..kuch bhi nahi"
"Really?" Vineet pressed. "I'm okay?"
Rajat's eyes shot up and he swallowed thickly before giving a strained smile and nodding.
Vineet studied Rajat; He looked exhausted and oddly thin.
Vineet didn't press "sir wo kidnappers?"
Rajat looked at Vineet, yes most people would have gone for revenge and give them equal amount of pain but Rajat didn't feel the urge
He has vast hatred for those criminals but not the energy to tear them apartment
He clenched his teeth "mujhe uss bareme baat nahi krni"
The raw anger in Rajat's voice surprised Vineet but he didn't comment. He was probably just tired and stuck in protective-big-brother/senior mode. He often goes in that mood
Rajat sat down on the bench at hospital lawn...
He is feeling tired...no exhausted and drained
Words from the conversation he had with Dr Mathew half an hour earlier is roaming in his mind
Vineet had quiet severe form of the anterograde amnesia, he just goes to sleep and wakes up a clean slate.
The doctor want to discuss many things more but Rajat was feeling so suffocated that he excused himself for a break, team members are still inside the hospital
He closed his eyes
today you are here but tomorrow he won't even remember you were here at all, but you keep on coming in... Rajat this cycle will never end
He'd read more medical journals and reference books in the last week than a med student, searching desperately for a solution. The more he read on this topic the more helpless and afraid he felt. He knew that hippocampus and associated areas in the medial temporal lobes of Vineet's brain is affected.
But doctors said nothing is to be treated... No treatment is there. They'd fed him line after line about the brain's many delicate mysteries and unknowns, but it all added up to we don't know, and we can't fix it.
Even the nurses and other doctors... All The hospital staff had already given up. He could see it in their eyes when they looked at him – the pity, the dismissal of his only friend, a relation he cherished so much...just as a little more than a vegetable
His seniors are telling him to join duty...some telling him vineet is not his sole responsibility and some suggesting to let Vineet stay in some residential care centre..he at least didn't expected Abhijeet to give the same advice about joining duty
He knows they are meaning well but he can't do it.
He couldn't leave Vineet alone and helpless to wake up, every day for the rest of his life, wondering where his Rajat sir was and what was happening to him.
He didn't informed Vineet about amnesia, what's the point... Vineet have to face same pain over and over each day... He will wake up in hospital or whatever care center they are speaking of alone, search for one known face and will be gifted with the bitter truth
He can't do that. Vineet is not gone, He was normal, except for the amnesia... He asks about cases, cares why Rajat is looking thin...why he has not shaven... Forcefully sends him home to take a nap or asks him to go to bureau.
He picked up on his moods and emotions with the same uncanny perception he'd always had. This was what made it so damn hard to keep the truth from him. But the alternative was worse.
Vineet tries to cheer him up, although he is confused of Rajat's constant depressed moods
Rajat could almost pretend that it really was just a concussion –or short term effect of any medicine
Rajat fears the day when Vineet will know the truth, is scared of that very moment
He gets up and walked back to the hospital
Team is still at Dr Mathew's cabin
Doctor has gone for immediate round.
Rajat sat on his chair silently; everyone looked up at him but didn't say a word
Soon Dr Mathew came in
"Rajat you okay?"
He didn't answer, it seemed he didn't hear
Dr Mathew called him again
Rajat stood up suddenly
Every eye traveled to him
He took some deep breath and sat back "Dr Mathew what's the role of caregivers in this cases?" His voice is now all professional...He ready to take in every details
"Care for patients suffering from symptoms of anterograde amnesia requires consistent efforts that are combined with lots of love and care. Vineet is able to recall events before the injury However; he will be unable to recall events that were presented to them after the injury occurred. Till now the extent he had shown he may not be able to recollect what he had had for lunch on the previous day, but remember how to do regular tasks..."
He paused
Then said "you asked Dr Aditya that Vineet can join CID or not..."
Rajat bit his lips He knows the answer, but in a moment of weakness he had asked Aditya
But he doesn't want the topic to become public... He felt like Vineet is used as a matter of entertainment and discussion
But Dr Mathew continued
" I think seeing Vineet's condition you know...but let me make clear...yes he can do daily job's still as you can understand he is not fit for the cid job now"
Rajat clenched his fists... Feeling a lump coming up his throat, felt a squeeze on his shoulder
Turned to find Abhijeet looking at him with clear understanding
But Rajat felt a mad anger...everyone will enjoy life but Vineet...
He rushed out, he don't know how he would have reacted if he stayed here
I am not at doctor. The things I know about amnesia comes from my books and website. I do not mean to offend anyone by writing about this topic and take it very seriously.
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