He sat in his funny style in the grass, Ellie was 4 and climbing on his back like a monkey pulling on his black hair to help herself up, he winced a little but still smiled as her rest her head on his shoulders, their coal colour eyes looking up to me with a the same small smile… my eyes open and looked around the dark room, I sat up and looked at the clock beside the bed and sighed it was 3am, I started to feel the burning in my eyes of tears as I started crying, I got up and went to get a glasses of water, letting my hands rest on the side of the counter, I tried to be quiet as not to wake Ellie up. "Cherry is everything alright?" I wiped my eyes and turned to face Near,

"I…I…I'm fine just something in my eye Near go back to bed." I told him, he sighed and walked closer to me

"Why do have to lie, I can see your upset." He said he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into a hug; I wrapped my arms around him and cried in his shoulder,

"I'm sorry Near." I sobbed as I felt his hand stroke my hair

"Did you have a bad dream?" he asked me, I shook my head and pulled away, leaning back on bathroom counter

"No, no it was a happy dream 'sniff' Ellie was 4 in it and she was trying to claim on Ryuzaki I mean L's back and then the dream faded and it was nothing but black, I woke up and it's 3am."

"3am?" he asked I smiled weakly wiping my eyes again

"Yeah he always use to call me at 3am my body is still walking up at 3am."

Near just nodded, I felt guilty for dream about Ryuzaki when I have Near I love him I really do, "Cherry it's okay to still love him, I wasn't expecting you not to." It was like he knew oh wait oh course he knew, he's a miniature Ryuzaki, I nodded and closed my eyes, I felt him draw closer to me his breath tickled my skin as he leaned in for a kiss, it quick and sweet, I open my eyes and looked at him, he smiled sweetly as he kissed me again and again and again until we we're kissing our way to bed, he squeezed my breasts mover the shirt as he moved to undo the buttons, I pulled that silly large white shirt off him, he pulled away from my lips and picked me up as he laid me down on the bed, as he started kissing my neck while pealed the shirt down my arms, he kissed my shoulders moving his tongue in a slowly sweeping motion, I let a moan escape my lips as I felt him slid in, I even remember him taking my underwear off or him taking his bottoms either but he did at some point.

My hands entangled in his snow white hair as my other arms was around his shoulders while he moved himself in more, my back arched "Near." I moaned as he started moving I felt my eyes roll back as he also continued to lick my neck, I felt his hands work their way to wrists, he took them and pined them down either side of my head, I moaned his name again as he took my lips to his again, kissing harder pushing tongue into my mouth, I felt my body tighten and twitch as I came arching my back he cried my name as he came inside of me. After a while of trying to get air back into our lung and two more around, he laid next to me, grinning from ear to ear

"I love you Cherry." I smiled and rested my head on his chest

"I love you to."

Next day I was sitting at the breakfast table feed Ellie, but she didn't want her breakfast she wanted chocolate …fucking Mello… "Ell you can have your chocolate after you eat this okay it's just as sweet as that." She open her mouth and took in the last few spoon fills I gave her a the chocolate bar and set her on the ground where she toddled off eating it bar, her l red hair tied in cute little pig tails around her face, while she wore red clothes …I have no idea why red… Near walks in his hair curling a little while drying form water again, Ellie walked up to him and held up the bar of chocolate and smiled her other hand making a grabbing motion,

"Come here Ell are you going to turn into a chocoholic like Mello." As he picked her up

"Wello." She giggled

"Great her first word is Wello." I sighed, she three and don't tall much she going to be another Ryuzaki or Near I foresee it now. "I swear if that marshmello wasn't already dead I would kill him." I muttered, Near smiled seating Ellie back down

"Cheery calm down getting stressed out is not good for you." Taking a slice of toast and chewing it I looked at him

"Puff it's not like I am pregnant again." I said, Near just looked at me "Is it?" I asked

"Your hip bones have started to move and your moods have been changing a little, I know there is no being sick but doesn't always happen until about the third month as they say each pregnancy is different." My mouth dropped "You are mostly 2 month." He finished

"I'm what."

"Your pregnant it mostly happen when we was watching that 'CD' of L's." I blushed; he found 'The CD' that taped when we first urrh slept with each other.

...

"I'm pregnant, Urrrrh." 'BANG' "Aow." I muttered keeping my head on the table with the scan in my hand

"What is wrong?" Near said sitting next to me and rubbed my back

"Urrh no nothing's wrong it was just the last time left painful memories and it was painful." He looked at me "And I will get fat again and I wouldn't be able to walk my back will hurt and then I will have push something out the size of a grapefruit." I said looking at him, he smiled sweetly and pulled me into a kiss

"Cherry I was there for half of it remember and you looked beautiful." I raised my eye brow; yes he was there for Ellie birth,

"You just are saying that."

"Oh Cherry you are sometimes impossible." He said, taking my hand and pulled my off my seat and pulled me into out room and kissed me hard making me squeak as he lifted me up onto the bed

"N…Near what about Ellie?" I asked

"She a sleep."

"What if she wakes up?"

"Cherry, please a hail of bullets couldn't wake that girl, now shut up and let me kiss you."

Hours later

I woke up to find Near was gone…Puff there is a surprise… I got and went to check Ellie she was sat on the floor of her room eating chocolate …I have to find out where Mello hid them… "Mummy." She called out happily I smiled as I walked up to her and I found a small game cartage on the floor

"Ellie sweetie did you go though Mummy's thing again?" I asked she shook her head, I looked at it for a moment it was for this year the game was less than a week old, I bit my lip and picked up Ellie and walked into the computer control room, I got hellos and hi and Ellie got all the awwwws…I mean who wouldn't… I put her down "Don't get chocolate everywhere or Daddy will be upset." She nodded and walked off as I moved to where the camera consoles are.

"Hey Jackie boy." I said looking at the dark hair man sat there, he turned and smiled at me

"Hey Cherry, what can I do for you?" he asked

"Well I want to know if anyone has been going to Ellie's room, I just found this on the floor of her room." I showed him the game chip

"Oh cool that only came last week on the PSP."

"Yeah I know." We looked on the screen and nothing "Wait?"

"What?"

"Look at the time?"

"Yeah, so."

"I was in that room at that time 30 minutes ago Jackie, so where am I Ellie is a sleep and I'm not there." I said walking away.

I walked out and found Nero playing on the floor…I know right the guy who help raising mine and L's kid and I'm having his kid is on the floor with an action figure… "Near are Matt and Mello alive?" I asked he looked up at me a tilted his head

"Alive, Cherry you know they are dead."

"Oh no don't give that look I've seen that one that is when you hiding something from me." …you want to know how I can tell he looks right when he lie, I know it left but he learnt that of L… he stood up "I have had that room turned upside down to find the chocolate that Mello hid and found nothing and today I find this next to Ellie and the cameras have been messed with." He blinked a me "Don't make me say your real name." He sighed and took my hand

"We did this for you."

"GOD DAM IT NEAR!" I screamed walking to our room slamming the door.

I heard a knock at the door "Yeah." I said sitting up rubbing my eye, the door open and Ellie walked in with a small white floor,

"Daddy says sorry." She smiled, I smiled at her and picked her up on my lap and

"Near are you using my little sugar angel to say sorry." I said calling out, he walked in

"Well yeah is it working?"

"Yeah it is." He said twirling his hair between his fingers

"So where are they?" I asked,

"I can't tell you."

"Why?" I asked, he blinked at me and started twirling his pure white hair around his finger, "Nate." I saw his eye twitch as I use his name

"Cassie." It was my turn to twitch "If Kira finds out that they are a live then he more careful in what he does as long as he believes they are dead then we are ahead of him." I looked at him and frowned and rest my head on his for head.

"Okay I understand but could you please tell them if they are going to visit Ellie could they not leave their crap behind."